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Severus felt himself rising, leaving his body. He couldn't believe it...
He was dead...
Suddenly, he felt a jolt and he was three, large T-shirt on, he covered his ears, as he watched from behind the couch tearfully as his parents screamed shrilly at each other all through the night.
He was six and he smiled as he saw the pretty red headed girl fly down the street on her bike after her sister, a large smile on her face.
He was nine, and he laughed as Lily and him lay by the lake just talking about anything and everything.
He was eleven... He looked around and it was his sorting.
The world blurred and he landed on his face as James lifted him into the air and dropped him again... Sirius laughed in the background.
He was now on his knees, begging Lily to forgive him, tears streaming down his face. How could he have done this to her?
He didn't deserve her...
He was a proud death eater, but it didn't feel right... Lily still hated him... Could he really blame her? He even hated himself...
He saw himself crying in Dumbledore's office after Lily's death... She was gone forever and it was all his fault.
Maybe that's why he was so cruel to Harry. He looked so much like his father and it had burned Severus deep down, like white fire curling, and licking at his heart just yo think about Lily and James
She had truly loved him... Even when she'd hated him, she'd loved him... She was a kind girl...
Had been an amazing woman...
If only he could've loved her for all that she was. Then again, maybe true love for someone like Severus Tobias Snape was not ment to be. Maybe everything in his life, everything he had done, seen, touched, said, tasted... Maybe all of that... Was just the brittle steps on an unforgiving latter... That in the end would give out.
For some reason, he found himself finding comfort in this...
He is Severus Snape
And he is dead
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