Hello, First Love,
its been a while
since I've seen your face
since we agreed we needed space
..
So, First Love,
how's it been
for you?
Have you coped just fine
without me by your side?
..
Was it just me, First Love,
who couldn't sleep
after fifteen years of everything
with nothing?
..
Did you cry, First Love,
because I sure did
without you there
to hold my hand
and tell me things will be okay
..
I did try, First Love,
but it was just too hard
you've been a part of my life
for far too long
to let you go
this easily
..
So why, First Love,
are you?
Do I not mean the same to you
as you do to me?
..
Maybe, First Love,
that's why you found comfort
in another woman's arms
for no other reason
that that she
wasn't me
..
But after everything, First Love,
don't you love me anymore?
We lost it all
and I
don't want to lose you too
..
So will you stay, First Love?
I don't think I could live
if you don't
But maybe this is just us
Maybe we were never meant to be
..
Maybe, First Love,
we were just forced together
and neither could let go
and maybe now
we know the
truth
..
After all, First Love,
it has been fifteen years
Maybe it's fifteen years too long
..
But, First Love,
the clue's in the name
I don't want to let you go
because I don't want to have
start again
and my life has already been
destroyed
..
So what's it going to be, First Love,
will you stay or will you go?
Will you go back to
the her-who's-not-me?
..
Please stay.
First Love,