If there was one thing Sonny didn't like, it was when Will criticized himself. It pains his heart to see the sad look on his face when he's defeated. He punishes himself for no reason just because Nick says it's okay for him to do it. He couldn't stand Nick and his glares that he can feel from more than ten feet away. It was definitely uncalled for, and he forced Will to sign all of his rights away from his daughter.
He felt Will shuffle closer to him, and wrapped his arms tighter around him. Sonny wasn't going to let Nick get away with this. It has gotten too far, and he really wanted to tell his dad so he could help Will. Before, Sonny didn't want this because it was too soon. But now, he wanted to be there with Will to see him happy again, to see him holding his daughter and watching her grow up.
Sonny was wishing that there was something that he could do for Will. He remember that it took Will about a year to admit that he was gay and now he's happy and in love with Sonny. He remembered telling my parents. It took them a while to take it in, but they were there for him every step of the way, and they still are. He couldn't say the same for Will. Sonny couldn't imagine being in his shoes and going from one parent to another. He had it tougher than him.
Sonny felt him squirm under my arms. He held him tighter and closer, even though we were close, it didn't seem to be close enough. He whimpered quietly in his sleep, and Sonny kissed away each sound and gently rubbed circles on his back, calming him. It was a restless night that they had, a night that they would probably never forget.
The next morning, Sonny woke up to Will's gentle caresses on my arm. He managed to get at least an hour of sleep. Neither of them had a good nights sleep.
"Morning." Will said with a half decent smile.
"Morning." How did you sleep?" He asked him even though he already knew the answer.
"Not so good. I had a nightmare." It wasn't close to the one he had last time. It was worse. He dreaded telling me about it.
"You want to talk about it?" Will shook his head, small tears escape from his eyes. Will got up to put his clothes on as Sonny sat on the edge of the bed watching him.
"Like I said before Will, he's only doing this because you're gay. He's delusional thinking that a convicted murderer like him would raise any baby for that matter. But your sweet, kind, loving and caring and that shouldn't change anything about you. Your amazing with your sisters and your brother and they love you. I love you, and I'll always be by your side.
"I love you too Sonny. After everything I put you through, I don't deserve you. I don't even deserve my own daughter."
"You know how much it hurts me to hear you say that? I can't stand the fact that Nick would do this to you."
"Why would he have a problem of me being gay? I mean if he did, then he wouldn't have agreed before for me to be a part of my baby's life."
"That was before Will. He's smart. He will do anything to take you away for good. Remember that time when he said that he wouldn't let a gay boy raise his child? He's playing you Will."
"If it is a problem, then why wouldn't he mention it before?"
"He obviously wanted to do it when he had the chance. And now he had you sign away your rights to your daughter." Sonny didn't want Will defending Nick. He know that he is his family, but couldn't help passing judgement on him. They finally dropped the subject as they were getting ready to do their own thing. Sonny quietly agreed to himself and to Will that if this is what he wanted, then he was going to have to play it right.
"I gotta get to work."
"Okay. I'll be studying. I love you."
"I love you too." Sonny gave him two quick soft kisses and left. Will stood in his dorm room for a while. Knowing that he wasn't going to get any studying done, he wanted to get a few things cleared.
