A/N: Enjoy!
Summary: ever since he left the company, he isolated himself from anyone who judged him. after many months of thinking, he decided it was time to return to what he loves doing: wrestling. this time he was going to focus on his life, and stop putting others before himself.
I'm empty, lonely, and accused
Accused without a word
The end. He thought it was as he looked back at how things turned out. Beautiful darling-the term of endearment he would use to get her attention. Why wouldn't she understand that life was complicated? Finding many ways to entertain the fans was not easy and being known as Jeff Hardy-the one who took risks, it was expected of him to impress the fans every week. He terminated his contract and did not resign. His locker room comrades wanted him to continue wrestling. For what? Just so he could see her face of disgust as it was known that Hardy struggled with drug addiction. Nobody knew his inner emotions, and the person who he trusted the most turned his back. He decided to leave Cameron to move to Las Vegas with his long time friend Amy Dumas also known as Lita in the WWE. Although Lita and his brother were not dating due to the controversy of Amy cheating on his brother with Edge, he never brought the subject to her because he was also facing some problems. Thanks to her, he had a roof to stay for awhile until he could afford to rent an apartment at least. Since Amy retired from wrestling, she has been involved in an animal foundation. Her love for animals led her to that path of helping pets, such as dogs and cats. It has been almost three years since he left wrestling to focus on music. He sang a few songs, but what interested him at the moment was the violin. His violin skills may not be perfect, but he proved they were not mediocre.
"Jeff, are you going to come down for dinner? I made fish filet with rice today."
He heard Amy scream from the kitchen.
"Yeah, just give me a sec," he responded as he began to put away his instrument.
When he arrived, the dinner was already set. His plate was served and he only had to sit.
"How was your day?" he asked.
She had a bite of her filet before replying to him.
"Dogs and cats were great as always, but as for me I couldn't stop thinking about your future."
The last two words almost made him choke. Hearing them had him in this endless state of thinking. For the last two months, Vince McMahon called to check if he would come back. Of course he denied. His "beautiful darling" feelings about him bothered him. He screwed up big time, but Amy reminded him that she does not deserved his tears.
He was not sure on what to tell her. Maybe Amy was right; he shouldn't care what others thought of him. She left him because of his problem. What help did he received from her? Nothing, only harsh words. The more he thought about it, Amy opened his eyes. When Vince was not sure what to do with his ex-girlfriend, he was about to release her. Jeff being the gentleman helped her not lose her job.
"Jeff, are you even listening to me?"
He turned his gaze at her.
"Huh, yeah.."
She stood up from her chair, walked to his side and knelt down to look him in the eyes.
"What do you think about your return?"
He stared at her for a second and then turned to look down at his plate.
"Not bad, but if I ever step feet in that ring I will be a different Jeff. The people who stood by me will see the same Hardy, but for the others who did not believe in me will never get to see me that way. I'm done putting others before me."
Amy's focus was on him. She was intrigued by all his words.
"Never change Jeff, but don't let others take advantage of your kindness. Forget about her, she is not worth your time. If she was the one-then she would have supported you."
Jeff smiled as he finished his rice.
"I will call Vince tomorrow but for now I want to rest."
Jeff finished packing his last suitcase. In the morning he called Vince that finally he was going to return. The old man took the news as a great decision, especially since Hardy was excellent business. Great business equals more money.
"Jeff, are you ready?" Amy asked as she entered his room.
"Yeah, and it kinda sucks that I will not get to see you after Christmas."
She patted him in the back.
"Don't worry about me... one of my friends is coming to visit me."
He smiled and turned his attention to the door.
"Glad that Raw is going to take place here. After the show I have to take a plane to Mexico."
His red-haired friend laughed. Amy opened the door for him only to be met with a beautiful blonde.
"Hey Amy!" she said as she brought her friends into a huge hug.
"Trish, I'm glad you are here. My friend is about to leave for the upcoming RAW show in a few hours, so let me bid farewell."
Trish entered the apartment and sat down in the couch. She stared at the place but her attention drifted to the cute young man who was exiting a room. For a moment she saw his gorgeous green eyes. Too much sorrow...
"Well, I'm ready to leave Ames. I have to be there an hour before the show."
Amy hugged him one last time because she felt it was going to be long until Christmas.
"Jeff, before you leave I want to present to you my bestie, Patricia."
Jeff turned around and finally noticed the blonde who was quiet all the time.
"I remember Trish... we had a storyline."
Trish nodded her head and giggled for a few seconds.
"Nice to see you Jeffro," she answered.
"I say the same about you. Are you going to RAW?" he asked.
"Yes, I just came to see Amy since I knew she was staying in this apartment. If you want we could go together."
"Sure, why not?"
Once again she let out a giggle. He always thought her giggles were contagious. They waived their goodbyes to Amy as they headed to the parking lot. They saw Lisa Marie, also known as Victoria who was going to stay with her.
"Let's go Jeffy before we get late to the show."
They arrived in time to the Thomas and Mack Center, the event arena RAW was going to take place. With Trish holding one of his suitcases, he felt excited that she has not changed. Jeff and Trish never considered on growing their mutual respect to a long lasting friendship because they had different goals. The last time they talked it was the day he left the company. He clearly remembers what she told him-to continue to shine wherever he was.
"So, how do you feel about feuding against John Cena?"
Jeff stopped for a moment and smirked.
"Returning as a heel feels different, but I'm up for the challenge."
Trish admired his enthusiasm-his smile was one of her favorite sights.
"I will be cheering you up," she said.
"Thanks, and can I ask you a question?"
"Sure, what is your question?"
Jeff was very curious to know why Trish was in RAW since she retired weeks before Amy.
"Why are you here?"
Trish did not expect that question at all.
"Oh, Vince did not tell you?"
Jeff was confused. The old boss never mentioned Trish.
"Not really."
Figures. Vince is a sneaky old man.
"I will be on commentary during your return appearance. It was going to be Maria, but she has been teaming up with John for the last five months. Their feud with Edge and Lita ended after the latter retired."
"Oh," he let out a sad sigh.
Trish was aware of Jeff's change of facial expression, so she focused on the instrument case he had by his side.
"Jeffro, I did not know you played an instrument."
"I do. I've been practicing the violin for months."
Jeff saw her face of excitement. He couldn't believe that someone like her admire a failure as him.
"Then you wouldn't mind playing the Happy Birthday song to me... my birthday is tomorrow and chances of seeing you are slim."
He smiled and responded, "Of course not sweetie. I can even sing you the song if you dislike the violin version."
Jeff picked up his violin from the case along with the bow. He stretched his hands before placing the instrument on his shoulder, and adjusting the bow on the top of the A string.
As he played Trish couldn't contain her happiness. It was outstanding-his delicate fingers changed from string to string in a perfect manner. She never heard a violin so closely.
"That was beautiful," she said as she clapped.
When Jeff started putting his instrument away, Trish hugged him from the back.
"Thank you, I really loved the melody. But enough with my stuff... you have to get ready for your heel return."
Trish left the locker so the rainbow-haired warrior could change to his in-ring clothing. He only had half-and-hour before the show started and his segment was after Cena had his match against Edge.
And the winner of this match is John Cena...
He heard Lilian García's voice before getting his signal to enter. Vince thought it was best to cover Jeff with a long cape and mask that covered his head. His identity was to be kept incognito until Maria took off his mask.
John Cena was about to make his exit along his tag team partner Maria until he felt a headshot from a metal chair. That hurt. Maria had no clue that someone was going to attack John. This was another of Vince's surprise storylines.
The intruder kept hitting John with the chair. He brought the champ to the ring to continue with his attack. Maria acted as she was frightened and took a step back so she did not receive any hit. The crowd was booing the intruder as he climbed to one of the turnbuckles and performed a Whisper in the Wind. He was not certain if the people recognized or remembered one of his moves. They were still booing, which was good since he was heel. Jeff was focused on hitting John that Maria thought it was a smart idea to climb on top of the intruder. Jeff was not liking this and to his surprise Maria removed his mask. Jeff Hardy was revealed to be the mysterious man. Jeff pushed Maria off as the crowd began going ballistic. Maria had no idea what to do now... he was back.
"Jeff..." she whispered.