Okay, so here's the story. For my friends birthday I wrote a series of mortal instruments drabbles (as it's her and I's favorite book series) and I got inspired for this story. It's going to be very angsty and a lot of hurt/comfort. I love Malec so it's also going to be very centered around their relationship. I update daily (usually) because I don't like to keep you readers waiting and if I get enough reviews I can usually be persuaded to post more than one chapter a night (I'm a writing machine). Okay so anyways read on and tell me how it is.

Chapter 1

"You okay?" Jace asked, hidden next to Alec in the grassy area where they waited for the demon to emerge.

"Fine."

Jace raised an eyebrow. "You don't look fine. What with Magnus-"

"Don't-" Alec whispered, though it came out as more of a pained whimper.

Jace sighed. "You're going to have to face this at some point. You can't just keep pretending it didn't happen and that everything's okay."

"It's okay."

"No, it's not. I know you and I know when you're lying."

"I don't want to talk about it."

"Alec-"

"Not right now! I just- I can't."

Jace sighed again. "Alec, I know you'r-" He was cut off when the demon they had been tracking burst though their hiding space. "Shit." Jace muttered before pulling out his seraph blade and saying its name. "This isn't over, Alec."
Izzy who had been quiet this whole time finally spoke up. "Guys, this isn't the time or place." And with that she unwound her whip and charged. Jace and Alec looked at each other then followed.

The demon was strong but not unbeatable. Izzy had been the first to attack, hitting it with her whip. The demon recoiled and roared before charging on her. Alec had pulled out his bow and arrow and had it trained on it when the demon stopped and turned to look at him. Something about it's expression confused Alec. It had a look of almost- recognition on it's face before it turned and charged towards him. He fired the arrows one right after the other, aiming for its heart but it didn't even seem to slow it down. He threw the bow aside and pulled out his blade. The demon was on him now. He swung, aiming for anything and everything. He felt a warm slash of pain above his hip and everything seemed to start spinning. Out of nowhere the demon went slack, collapsing onto him for some reason it didn't disappear like the usual demons, it just lay on top of him, blocking off his air supply.

"Alec? ALEC!" He heard the frantic cries of his siblings, but for some reason they seemed far off and muted, as if he was under water. He felt them moving it off him and the puff of smoke as it disappeared but other than that he felt numb.

"Alec." A voice called, sounding calmer then the previous voices of his siblings. From the darkness stepped his former lover bathed in light. He must have been the only one who saw him because Jace and Izzy didn't even look in Magnus's direction. "Come with me." He said, extending his hand. He knew it couldn't really be him. Magnus wasn't here. But maybe it was another version of him. Maybe he would take him somewhere that they could be together. Maybe he would take away this emptiness inside of him. He extended his arm, ready to accept the hand when Jace stepped into his line of vision.

He kneeled in front of him. "Alec, stay with me." He whispered, his voice was frantic and desperate (two words that would hardly ever describe Jace). "It's going to be alright. You'll be healed soon enough." He said as the glowing Magnus take a step back then disappear. Alec simply stared at the place he had once been. Maybe he should have taken the hand? No one would miss him here anyways. He glanced from Jace to Izzy, he was most likely more of a pain then a help.

"Jace-" Izzy said, tears streaming down her face. "I'm going to have to-"

"Do it." Jace said. He grabbed Alec's hand and squeezed it. "Just squeeze my hand when it hurts, okay?" Alec looked up at him in confusion. When what hurt? He wasn't feeling anything worse than normal. Jace looked back at Izzy. "Do it." He said once more. She reluctantly looked at the cut above his hip. She moved her knife towards it and that's when the pain started, he screamed, grasping Jace's hand. "Look at me." Jace said, trying to help him. "Just look at me, everything's going to be alright. Everything's going to be alright.

Did you like it? Hate it? What do you want to see? Please review. Also I'm working on the second chapter now and that will probably be up soon.