Crystal: Okay, I know I promised to update I'm in Hell and my Kingdom Hearts series, but lately my life has gone off the deep end. Playing Persona 3 has become a major outlet and I'll be focusing on that for a bit until I can get life and time back in order. My life currently is nothing but a ball of stress so again, bare with me. I am sorry if my readers were expecting an I'm in Hell update but that will be for a while. I won't say anything more on the matter as my stress is rather personal right now. So anyway, to the disclaimers.
Disclaimers: I do not own Persona 3, Persona 3 FES, or Persona 3 Portable. I only own Utako and the OCs that are involved with her.
Prologue
Looking up at the being before us, it's hard for to believe that was once a part of me. If anything, it looks like a stranger. The towering figure looks slightly monstrous but the face I'm sure is behind that mask and the hair, even the voice... It's familiar to me. Or maybe I want to believe so. I can't see the eyes I fell for behind that mask and the voice sounded empty, lacking the happiness and sadness I had grown so used to. But I can't stop thinking who he once was and my heart pounds hard against my ribs, as if it wanted to reach out to him. I kissed those lips, laughed with him, made memories with the being before me in the last year. I had my choice a month ago and I don't regret it. I couldn't do what he asked me, it would've been too painful in more ways that one. I will never regret letting him live.
Over the course of this year, my reason for going keeps changing but I feel certain this time. I'm fighting for something I've grown to love. A home and friends I've made a special bond with in less than a year. I've seen them laugh, cry, get angry, everything. We've been through so much to let it all die now. Living with these people has changed me in more ways that I'm sure would make my parents proud.
I looked to my friends, seeing fear but confidence in them as they looked back at me. I think we've all changed in this year, and we're not going back to the way we once were. I smiled, looking at each one of them, my fear leaving me. I'm not fighting alone, I was never alone.
"Utako, you ready?"
"Come on, Leader! No chickening on us now!"
"You bet. No going back. Let's finish this, guys!" I shout out as the thing before me seemed to reach a hand to me.
"Come to me, Utako."
We're fighting for everyone's souls. Our future depends on our victory right now, if we don't do this, we will fall into oblivion. I'm not doing this just for myself anymore. That had stopped a long time ago. We will defeat Nyx or die trying.
Crystal: I'll be posting the first chapter in about an hour. See you guys soon.