To my BFFL
Hey Katie, how is heaven? I know you said you would go to Hell, but I'm sure you prayed for forgiveness like I told you to. BTW I'm writing that book that I told you I would write; I even put you in it like I said I would. I'll show you it when I get in heaven if I do, or you can just watch me from where you are.
I went to the wake. You looked beautiful. The sad thing is though when I looked at you I expected you to smile, blink, laugh, say something, move, or even the simple rise and fall of your chest would have made me feel better, but you're gone now.
I heard how you died. It must've hurt a lot. I bet it did. I know that you always wanted to die, and you stayed for me, Alex, and Kaden, but I wish you didn't have to go in such a painful way especially at age thirteen. Are you watching me write this? I hope you are cause then there would be no point. I hope to see you soon.
Rest In Peace Kaitlynn
