Amelia POV

Ever since Derek died, nothing and no one has been the same. Meredith fled with the kids and swore to Alex she was safe but wouldn't say where she was. Owen and April left to serve overseas. I busied myself with work. Surgeries left and right, day and night, anything to keep me from thinking of how literally every man I've ever loved has died, tragically. Shot. Overdose. No brain. Brain bleed. When Owen left, I wasn't surprised. Even if I had feelings for him, even if I wanted to be with him, he had left me like all other men so I moved on. At least I thought I moved on until what was thought to be a stomach flu was morning sickness. I was pregnant and the baby's father was not accepting any calls, emails, or letters from anyone in Seattle. I couldn't just break the news to him over a call, especially when he refused everyone. So I kept moving on. There was no family, and no one wanted to get close to me because after all, I was the ex-junkie that lost her brother. Everyone was waiting for my huge relapse. But I couldn't. I had a baby to focus on, and so I did. I started to set up a make shift nursery in half of my room since it really wasn't my house to change things around. Once Arizona found out I was pregnant, she at least started to care. She and I had talked a lot when we were working on Herman, but everyone was grieving Derek differently. She made sure I took my prenatals and came to as many of my appointments as she could. If she didn't come, she would have Callie do it. I at least had two people in my corner. January 6th, Gabriella Elise Hunt was born and in that moment Arizona beamed with pride that she was a seven pound, six ounce healthy baby, I knew everything would be okay. I may not have any family because my brother was dead, my sister in law fled with my niece and nephew, and my sisters and mother didn't follow through with support, but I had my baby and she was everything I needed. One day I got a call from Alex that he was going to see Meredith after getting a call from a Boston hospital. Meredith was gone all that time because she was pregnant. She had a little girl named Ellis and from the picture Karev sent me, she looked so much like Derek. It gave me so much comfort in knowing we had another little piece of him, even if Meredith wasn't wanting to come back. I went out to get things for the last spare to be Ellis' nursery. Whenever they came back to Seattle, Meredith wanted to carry on as if she wasn't gone for a year. It drove me insane how she completely disregarded me. She never called me after Derek's accident... She never let me say goodbye... I never got to say goodbye. She wanted to act like everything was fine between us when it wasn't. I kept it together whenever the kids were around, but my stomach flipped when I thought of what happened. As I was leaving work one night, she was standing at the O.R board as I was carrying Bella out in her carrier.

"Hey, thanks for bringing the kids with you this morning. Jo took Bailey and Zola back to Alex's for the night and Ellie is staying in the nursery of the daycare for feedings. Oh, can you take the trashcan to the end of the driveway? I was rushing earlier. That used to be Derek's job."

I couldn't help but narrow my eyes.

"Yeah sure I would love to. Need me to do anything else? Raise your kids for you? Anything since you couldn't even give me enough respect to call me when everything happened."

She took a step back and raised an eyebrow.

"What are you saying Amelia?"

"I am a damn neurosurgeon. I save people who no one else can. I can fix the impossible. Something like a brain bleed, which can be stopped and reversed, is what I repair daily. I could've saved him."

I knew we were getting an audience from Webber, Robbins, Torres, Pierce, and Karev who were coming to check the board and do their charts but they stayed to shoe everyone away.

"There was nothing you could've done. He was too far gone."

"I didn't even get the chance."

"You're his sister. You would've gotten into so much trouble if you performed a surgery on him."

"I would've lost my license, but I would take that over losing my brother!"

"He was gone Amelia... It's better you didn't see him."

I wanted to throw up. How would she know?

"How long was he there? That hospital wasn't even far away... You knew for hours and never called... You pulled the plug and I never got the chance to tell him goodbye. You didn't let me say goodbye! You left me in the huge dream house you two had, full of hundreds of memories... All of his stuff... You left and just assumed everything would be great when you got back!"

"I needed time."

"You had hours with Derek that I never got."

She groaned and Karev went to step forward, but Webber waved him off. This needed to happen.

"Amelia, it just wouldn't be right. I did what I had to."

My bottom lip began to quiver and I looked down at Bella who was asleep in the carrier to regain my composure. I looked back up at Meredith and shook my head in disbelief.

"I can't look at you... I have to go."

When I looked towards the exit, Owen was standing there in full uniform watching this all. I quickly turned the other way and headed for the other exit. I couldn't do this right now... He would take Bella...

~So I used the coffee blow up with Owen witnessing it, and changed it around with Amelia confronting Meredith... This will be up and down, but things will get better between the two sisters, and Omelia will be endgame in this story. Please let me know what you think of the intro and I will try to update this story soon! Thank you for reading!~