Pain-Filled Room

I cannot move
In this chair
While the wind blows
Back my snarly hair

The Games have turned
Me into something I'm not
I will always be me
At least that's what I thought

So now I sit
In this room
This terrible
Pain-filled room

Dread drips from the walls
Staining my face
A tear rolls down from my eye
With a slow and steady pace

I am reminded of memories
As I look into his eyes
I see all the pain
I see all the lies

I know I must decide
Without a cry
I know my options
Whether to live or die