Lost and Alone

I'm lost in the world with no place to go

Being a misfit with no control's not easy, oh no.

My world is quite empty, not one single being

Who will help me spread my small empty wings

And fly

No one to care

I'm lost in my own nowhere

I'm lost; a transparent windowsill everyone sees right through

No one really cares where I go; what I do

I've got no one to be with and my heart is breaking

Cause I'm all alone; nothing but lost, my heart is aching

For care

I'm nowhere

All alone

My life is rough but no one can see

The aching and lost, very alone me

My world's always alone; lost; isolated

From all else

My rain's always falling; relentless; won't stop

I'm climbing an endless ladder, never reaching the top

The light is fleeing; it won't stay still

And this is bad enough to mentally kill
me; a lost and alone soul

I'm depressed. Lost. I wonder if there's a curse

It keeps me in its ever-deepening murks

In an eternity lostness

No one will guide me. No one will be my map

My life an endless journey, no rests or naps

To revive me

All my hopes, my old friends, my dreams

Die with my old world it seems

I wasn't always alone but now I'm all but OK

I've lost the hope of seeing the day

When I find someone who cares

Who accepts that I'm not just there

My rain's always falling; relentless; won't stop

I'm climbing an endless ladder, never reaching the top

The light is fleeing; it won't stay still

And this is bad enough to mentally kill

Me; a lost and alone soul

I feel like I'm dying from the inside out

It kills to know I can't cry, scream or shout

Drop my misfitness? Well, I can try

Once more and get nothing but a glare and a sigh

It's hopeless, I'll leave it at that.

I've broken down, no hope is left

All me dreams, my hopes? I haven't kept

It's all gone in the winds of yesterday

And all I know is there is not a way

left

All that's left of me is an endless pain

I'm lost in the ocean; my blizzard; my rain!

Though it's sunny and bright outside

I simply can't turn my tide

I can't bring myself to say

that eventually, maybe, HOPEFULLY some day

A light will shine through my pitch-black darkness

and free me!

I'm trapped; a prisoner of my own life

I'm alone and lost, this pierces my heart like a knife

Never pulled out

Endless pain

relentless rain

No map to save my day

All I can say

Is

It's hopeless

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