Prolog

- A small stream of light drifts in from the crack in the wall. I flutter my eyes open slowly, the fimillier smell of blood and tears is almost over powering today. i couldent deal with it anymore! Heaving myself from the stone floor i look out the single small window. Sitting on the box under the window i rest my head on my shoulder and run my fingers through my blonde hair and look at the sky. A single tear ripples down my face.

"How did it end up this way? Life was perfect until now."

I clasp my hands on my head and shudder, the tears coming down faster.

"You said, You promised... that no matter how far, you would come and find me.. I love you..."

At that point i completly break down and cry, I was vary good at being strong and holding out, but at this perticular moment i couldent do it. I was done, Nobody was coming, I am alone and i must forget the ones from the past. They just make it harder to move forward. People never forget the mistakes they made, the friends they had or the love of there life. but i had so much fun living with it. Letting go seemed wrong but i had no other choice. If i continued living in the dream of the past ill go insain! I probebly was already... I see his face every where, I hear his voice whispering in my ear as a sleep, I feel his preasence wile i sit along in this dark room. It feels like iv been here for years but its probebly been a week at the most. Im starving, I havent seem food since i ended up in this hell hole. I miss the air that was clean and the sky that was blue... I miss every one. When i woke up in this damm place the first thing i saw was the small slip of paper pinned on the wall outside of my sell. I knew i shouldent have grabbed it, if i hadnt i would be alot happier now. I remember it clearly. The name`s of people who were dead, the name of pending survivers, and his name on the pending exicuted list, aparently there was no evedence on his death but they demmed him dead, oh Natsu...

I had no idea how to react to any of it! Five hours... thats all it took, an hour on the guild and it was mostly gone. even the master and Gildarts! About two hours to find most of the people who had escaped and about another 2 hours to find us, Erza,Gray,Me and Natsu. I was drugged and woke up here in this small gray jail to find that sheet. Everday the people in long white robes would come and update the list soon they got everyone from Fairytail, but they were all on the -No Evedence list- And i had emence faith that they were alive, I had to axcept that they could be dead. They may have had a chance fighting all together but they were all demmed dead days in beetween. If there still out there, ill find them when i get out of this miserable Shit hole.