Hey guys just trying out something new. This is my first fic so sorry if it's rough.
Disclaimer- I don't own anything. All characters belong to Glee.
Prologue
"Rachel you don't understand!"
"No Quinn you don't understand!" Rachel turned around and flew her hands up in the air. "For four years it's been constant torture. You laugh at me, you tease me, you throw slushies at me, you tear me down with every word you say. I took it! I took all of it because it meant I had some sort of connection with you. It maybe wasn't anything nice, but you saw me and noticed me everyday." She breathed in shortly in an attempt to keep her unshed tears at bay. It was a pointless effort though as they spilled over the edge drenching her shirt on the way to the floor.
"Now you want to stand here and tell me you've been in love with me for all of those four years. Since you first saw me? Is this the end of your humanity Quinn? You play one more heartless joke to break me completely before I head out for my dream. I won't let it happen! You can't affect me anymore I have taken enough of your bullshit. I tried so many times to at least be friends with you, but every time you tore my heart out." She paused to gather herself before squaring her shoulders up and looking her longtime secret crush in the eyes. "Just get out I can't take this right now." Rachel finished as she turned around to face the wall just praying the blonde would leave without a fight.
"But Rachel please just-"
"OUT!" She flew around once again giving the begging girl a look that shut her up immediately. Quinn saw the fire in Rachel's eyes hiding the worst pain she had ever seen in another person. Her shoulders hung in defeat. She knew that the hurt in the girl's eyes would haunt her for the rest of her life. Just looking at them made her stomach churn with the need to be sick. She had to escape, it was too much for her to deal with.
Getting up from the floor the blonde couldn't help but say one last thing to the girl that would forever hold her heart.
"I love you Rachel Berry. I always will love you. And I will never forgive myself for ruining what I know could have been something wonderful. Good luck with your dream. I know you will accomplish everything you want. I'll miss you so much." She hesitated, feeling the need to run up and hug the object of her desire. "Goodbye." She whispered then turned and rushed out of the house, and away from the only life she could see.
Rachel waited until she heard the front door close and let go. Her knees instantly gave out sending her to the bedroom floor. She laid there until she finally cried herself to sleep not having the energy to move to the bed. "I will never let someone control me like this again. My only focus will be my dream." Was her last thought as she lost consciousness.