*Author Note: Hey guys :) so i'm pretty new to this hole writing thing, quick warning; I am the average fangirl who loves the staged romances between bands and real life set ups so i'm very aware of some of the reviews I may get. Iv'e been reading loads of fic's and ideas popped into my head...So I thought I should join in too, so here's my shot at writing my first one. It's a Kellic :) (Kellin Quinn And Vic Fuentes). The story is in Victor's point of view. Sadly, I do not own and will never own Kellin,Vic and everyone else that comes up in the fic...sadly...I do want them but I can't have them ): One day...:D. Okay I'll shut up and let you read this crap I wrote :) *Jadzya 3*
"Then I would like you to multiply this by 6, square it, divide it by 3, and half your original number and your calculations, and write down your answers" Mrs. Mitchell snorted. She was by far the most annoying teacher ever...she had a squeaky but mono-tone voice, frizzy grey-white hair, a pointy nose and a really skinny. She was like a skeleton with a voice almost. ughh...
"Speak english" I muttered under my breath, In reaction Tony started chuckling.
"Something funny Master Perry? Would you like to share it with the rest of us?" Mrs. Mitchell squealed. I flinched to her voice. Tony looked at her and bit his lip, trying not to burst into a laughing fit, he could never take her seriously, especially when she was mad. He started to snigger.
"MASTER PERRY!" She yelled. Tony flinched and glared at her. "N-no Miss.." He mumbled and stared at his blank piece of paper. I shook my head and laughed at Tony before fiddling with my calculator. Math confused me, hell of a lot. I wasn't the mathematical type or a math-magician or whatever...I'm more creative...Art not so much..but music, thats my uprise. I love music...
The bell rang and me and Tony instantly shot up and headed for our usual lunch area, table in the corner of the cafeteria, me, Tony, Jaime and Mike...and who the hell was that sat next to Mike? I must admit from what I can see from here is amazing... Who was he? I'd never seen him before that's for sure.
Me and Tony walked over to the table and joined the guys.
Oh yeah I didn't introduce myself to you guys, sorry! I'm Vic (Victor). Fuentes... Im 17 years old, I'm Mexican but I live in San Diego, I play guitar and I'm picked on sometimes because A. I'm Mexican (which brings some unwanted attention and racial comments) and B. I'm short... I'm shorter than my brother Mike who's 15 nearly 16! I also look a lot younger...
My friends (And Brother), Jaime, He's the weird but extremely hilarious one of the group, He can always cheer us up whenever we're down and always puts up a good fight when it needs to be done.
Tony, The Turtle Tony... He's shy and sensitive, but when you get to know him he's really loud and outgoing, and he's willing to stand for you when things are tough, he can read anyone like a book, and he loves the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles series.
Mike, My younger brother, and also the brains of the group. He's not a nerd, but he's extremely smart (he is a nerd he just doesn't want to be labeled as 'The Nerd'). He's always good at figuring sticky-situations out and he's also my shoulder to cry on. He's a great laugh too and I can talk to him about everything, he knows when somethings up.
Then there's me... Not much to be said... I'm pretty much boring compared to them... I'm always there for them though, and I'll always listen when they want me too...soo..
"Hey Vic, Tone. This is my old pal' Kellin, he just moved from Oregon here with his Mom, he lives round our estate too" Jaime said happily. I nodded and looked at this 'Kellin'. He was a piece of art, he was gorgeous, misty-blue eyes, Dark brown, almost black hair, and pale skin. He was gorgeous, he really was. I sound like a creep and I should shut the fuck up right now...
"Vic why so quiet?" Mike said, imitating a girls voice. I shrugged my shoulders and looked up at him.
"Kellin that's Vic, my brother, the one I told you about in Art" Mike said to Kellin. Kellin in return looked at me with those orb-like eyes and smiled. "Hey i'm Vic" I murmured, and started to rummage through my bag. I'm not good at concentrating on things for long, I'm always distracted, even in conversation. Plus i'm socially awkward so I prefer not to socialize with other people very much, nor talk very much... I took sneaky glances at Kellin when people weren't looking. He was quite a piece of art...
"Vic what we up to tonight?" Mike asked me cheerfully. I looked up and shrugged. "Dunno, nothing I guess, Mom's on a double she won't be home til like 12 lunch time tomorrow" I replied. It was Friday, which means Weekend. Which also means me time! Yay.
"Sound. Is it cool if Kellin stays over?" Mike asked. I shrugged. "Yeah I guess" I mumbled and started to scramble through my bag.
"Vic aren't you hungry at all?" Jaime asked. I shook my head. I didn't feel like eating, that's why I hardly ever did. Okay just to register, my brothers (cute) new friend is staying over. Great.
The bell rang, I frowned. Would I be with anyone I liked for last period?
"Dude what last?" I asked Tony. "We all got free period, as long as we're on campus until 2:30 we can do whatever we want" Tony explained to Kellin.
"Awesome we can all hang out!" Kellin suggested. Didn't sound like a bad idea to be honest. "Can we go to the music room then? I wanna use the guitar" I murmured. "You play guitar?" Kellin asked. I nodded. He smiled at me, his smile was just...I was blown away...
"Fuck yeah we got the hole room to ourselves guys!" Mike chimed, standing in the middle of the room with a smile on his face. I chuckled and sat in the corner of the room, picking up one of the schools acoustic's.
Mike and Tony we're clearly in s heated disagreement about star wars.
"Luke would clearly move to the dark side, Vader's his father!" Mike snapped, frowning like a child.
"Clearly not, Just cos Vader's his father, he doesn't have to listen to him...I hardly ever listen to my parents" Tony said in mono-tone. I just laughed and tuned the guitar. Jaime fiddled with his phone and Kellin was...Actually sat by me, watching me fiddle with the guitar.
"Hey" Kellin said quietly. I smirked and nodded. "Hey" I repeated. "Why don't you talk much?" Kellin asked. I don't really know...I Like being quiet and holding everything inside...
I shrugged my shoulders, not entirely sure on how I should answer. I sighed and looked up at the ceiling. Iris by The Goo Goo dolls had popped in my head...and soon enough I sub-consciously started playing. But then I heard an angels voice...and I was brought back... The hole room stay silent. I turned to my left and saw that Kellin had realized what I was playing and started to sing... his voice was beautiful. It was unique and just...amazing, I could listen to him all day if I could.
I got bored eventually... I'd stopped playing and the guys fussed Kellin about his beautiful voice.. I fussed a little but then sat back in my spot in the corner. I drifted off into my imagination and soon words pulled together...
' Please won't you push me for the last time. And scream until theres nothing left, so sick of playing I don't want to anymore... '
It was a nice lyric...I liked it. So I wrote it down. I'll work on it again when something else pops into my head.
"Hey your really good at guitar" Kellin complimented. I smiled and turned to face him. "Thanks" I replied. He smirked, and I Swear he turned a faint shade of scarlet, it was cute...Wait what?
"You sure you won't mind me staying tonight?" He asked me. I looked at him dumbfounded. "Its cool, I won't bother you and Mike or anything" I mumbled. He shrugged his shoulders. "All 3 of us could hang out together...I mean if you're cool with it. I mean if you're not it's fine I just thought it would be a good idea and-" He rambled on...which was adorable. I just burst out laughing. "And n-now i'm rambling and you're laughing your ass off. Thanks Vic" He said sarcastically. Everyone looked pretty shocked. Mike especially. "Dude you made Vic laugh. Proper laugh..He hasn't laughed since Car-" Mike started. I shook my head and gave him the "Shut up its none of their business" face. Jaime, Tony and Kellin all gave me a confused face. I started to get upset and ran out of the room.
'Why would he bring it up? Why Mike? Fucking why?' I shouldn't be blaming this on Mike but it made me so upset... I hadn't laughed since Cara broke my heart into a million tiny glass shards. Un-fixable. Cara was amazing, the first person i'd ever fallen for...I thought we'd be forever, forever was all we needed and she took advantage of it...And cheated on me... not once, not twice...3 times. I forgave her once and the trust issues started.. I forgave her twice and I hardly saw her. I didn't forgive her the third time...I over-heard her... "Oh i aint gotta boyfriend. Vic's a piece of crap, he's just kind of a last resort. I don't even know why I sleep with him" Oh she didn't mean it...Yes she did... And it broke my heart...so damn much...I gave her everything...Everything I fucking had and she took advantage of that...
I sat by the sink in the restroom. Knees tucked up to my chest. A single tear strayed down my face. "V-Vic I'm sorry...I didn't mean to bring it up..It slipped out I swear" Mike apologized. I forgave him...He, Tony and Jaime we're the only people I could trust, I don't know to trust Kellin or not. He's real cute and everything but I just don't know...
"Mike don't worry about it... Im staying here for a bit" I sighed. He bit his lip and hugged me. And then went back to the music room. I was alone... Alone with my thoughts, which wasn't always a good thing...
What's so good about picking up the pieces?...
Iv'e never felt so alone... Cara was my everything... She's my nothing... She couldn't care less about me then, or even now. So why do I keep going on about it... I need to just move on...I loved her. Its all over. I need to get over her..Which I'm in the process of doing. 'Vic it's been 9 months c'mon' .
I rested my head on my arms and closed my eyes. Thinking about all the good times with my friends...And then my mind drifted off onto Kellin. He was unique. He was different, he was gorgeous, but shy and sweet... His voice is so soft and angelic...but it sounds like it can do many more things... I remembered to when he sang iris... I started to sing it quietly under my breath... I didn't realize how sunk into my thoughts I was...
"Your a good singer too Vic" Kellin whispered. Kellin? HOLY SHIT KELLIN. I literally jumped off the side of the sink and landed ass-first on the floor. I glared up at him for a second, to see his beautiful blue eyes catch my gaze. I scoffed. "Thanks for scaring the fudge outta me" I chuckled. He shook his head and grinned, offering me his hand as support to get back up on my feet again. His skin was soft and warm...
"Can I ask you a question, you don't have to answer, I know it's none of my business but you seemed really upset and I got worried, real worried. Am I allowed to know, you don't have to tell me I was just wondering, when they said you'd never laughed like that it made me feel happy, but then worried..." He rambled softly. I put my finger to his lips. He raised his brow. "Okay well..." I explained the hole Cara situation to him and he seemed shocked. "Oh man, i'm so sorry..." He mumbled. "Don't apologize...Should've never trusted her anyway... Cheating bitch" I cursed. He pulled me into a hug. I wanted to stay like it forever, he was so calming and understanding. Maybe I could trust him. And though iv'e started to develop a crush on him also. I don't even know why...I thought I was straight...I guess not...
"Can I help make you happy again?" Kellin asked. I was so thrown back by that question. I'd never heard one of the sort before, but I liked the idea. I smiled lightly at him and nodded. "Heres my number" Kellin handed me a piece of paper.
I smirked at him and he smirked back, it was the cutest thing i'd ever seen. "I'll be round yours at around 6, 6:30?" He suggested. I nodded as he disappeared out the door. And with that the bell rang. I made a run to my house, Mike wouldn't be home for another half an our cos he probably had another star wars fight with Tony and they slowly continued it as they walked home.
My mind lingered on Kellin, how understanding and cute he was with me. I'd never felt this way for anyone before...Not even Cara. I should really stop mentioning her...
I got into my house and decided to have a shower. I sat on my bed and pulled out my photo album. I decided it was time to burn all of the photos of me and Cara, I don't want anything to remember her by... I counted about 70-odd pictures and took them to the log burner.
Mike had just walked through the door. "You okay now bro? What you up to?" Mike asked. I smiled and shrugged my shoulders. "Just burning some old photos." I said cheerfully.
"Good on you brother! You seem happy all of a sudden, something you wanna tell me? Hint Hint?" He said cheerfully, punching me in the arm playfully. I just chuckled and finished burning the photos. I went back to my room and picked up my phone, copying Kellin's number into my phone.
' Hey Kells, It's Vic X'
I text him, hope he'd take the X as a friendly gesture and not gay...whatever...
'Hey Vic! Can't wait to see you later :) Gonna have some fun, Me, You and mike :) x'
I read the text a thousand times, fun? I won't dwell on that...
'Can't wait to see you too! See ya later xx'
I threw my phone across the bed and laid there, staring at the ceiling. I looked around my room, posters on each wall... Pantera, Metallica, Guns N Roses, Aerosmith, Iron Maiden, Nirvana, Blink 182, Sum 41, Motley Crew, Kiss, Michael Jackson, Limp Bizkit, My Chemical Romance. I loved those bands, with all my heart, they got me through all the shitty times. I sighed and stared at the ceiling again. I closed my eyes and started to hum the lyrics too Sweet Child O Mine...
There was a knock at my door and I looked at the clock. 7:15pm. Oh shit Kellin was probably here now and probably wondering why i'm up here being ignorant...I fell asleep. "Come in" I groaned. Speak of the devil. Kellin walked in.
"Hey sleeping beauty" He chuckled. I scoffed and started to chuckle. "Hey Kellin, I would of been downstairs playing video games with you and Mike but I kinda fell asleep.." I muttered staring at the floor, trying not to look him in the eye or i'd start blushing...
" Hey you got an awesome taste in music, fair do's to you" He said cheerfully. I felt a pillow hit my face from the opposite direction to see Mike standing in the doorway.
"PANTERA!" He yelled and ran out of the room. "Oh thats it little brother you're dead!" I shouted. I grabbed A cushion from the side of my bed by Kellin and as I leaned back up my face brushed against his shoulder. I blushed and quickly got up. "What?" I laughed. Kellin just stared at me and laughed. "COME AND GET ME THEN YO- SHIT" Mike yelled and ran from the bottom of the stairs. I ran down and past the stairs and pinned Mike to the floor and beat him with the cushion. "FUCKING MERCY!" He cried. I laughed and pulled him to his feet.
"I'm gonna go buy some taco's or something from the shop, i'll be about half hour. Please don't kill each other" Mike laughed getting up and grabbing his keys. I felt something hit my head and I turned around to see Kellin standing there playfully with a Pillow in his bands.
"Pantera" He said softly, raising his brow. "Run" I whispered. He giggled and started running. He giggles? That's just...way too cute...I grabbed my cushion and chased after him. Soon we ended up back in my room and somehow he'd pinned me to the floor and beat me with the pillow. "I surrender" I yelped. I made a little white flag gesture and sighed. Out of breathe. Kellin climbed off me and sat crossed legged next to my laying figure.
"I'm gonna get you for that one" I muttered. "I'll hold you to that" He whispered. I chuckled and sat up, next to him. He looked bothered, like something was upsetting him or something was scaring him. "Whats up?" I asked. He shook his head. "Whats up?" I repeated. "Nothing" He said bluntly. "Fine i'll have to torture it outta you" I giggled and started to tickle him rapidly. He squirmed and laughed uncontrollably.
"V-Vic stahp! Mmmfph" He said between laughs. I stopped and just laughed at him, his dark hair was a mess and his skin was flushed from laughing so much. It was the cutest thing i'd ever seen...I liked Kellin... I liked Kellin a lot. He sat up and our faces we're less than inches apart. I could feel his breathe against mine. His lips we're slightly parted, I would kiss them if I could...but I couldn't. Nope. Damn.
"I'm Back Guys!" Mike yelled from downstairs, shutting the front door. "KAY" I yelled. I looked at Kellin, who was also looking at me. I smiled lightly and stood up, grabbing my phone, iPod and a DVD for later.
I walked downstairs and Kellin followed closely behind, his arm would brush against mine every so often, making the tiny hairs raise on them. We wandered into the living room and Kellin sat down and pulled out his phone. I smiled and walked out the kitchen.
"Spill" Mike said. I looked at him dumbfounded. "What?" I said confused. "You, Kellin?" He whispered. I looked at him surprised. How did he know?
"You like him Vic, I can tell, I won't say anything to anyone, promise" Mike promised. I sighed and looked at the floor, Mike knew me all too well... I just nodded and we shook hands, promising this would stay between me and him only.
"What did ya get then?" I asked. "I got pizza, Tacos of course, some soda, tortilla chips and some guacamole" Mike said, clearly pleased with himself. "Legend!" I chuckled. He gave my a hi-five and I walked back into the living room.
"Wanna watch a movie?" I asked Kellin. He smiled widely and nodded. "sounds like a plan" He said nervously. Why would he be nervous?
I put the Rocky Horror Picture show in the DVD player and sat back on the couch, Mike returned putting the snacks on the coffee table, joining me and Kellin on the couch. I fell asleep about half hour in, i'd had a slightly eventful day and all the thinking and feelings and thinking had really worn me out.
I woke up on the couch, my head resting on the arm of it, Mike was asleep still sitting up and Kellin was at the other end, asleep on the arm. I slowly got up and crept out of the room and headed upstairs. I looked at the clock, it was 10:30am. Mom was gonna be home soon and she'd be really tired so me, Mike and Kellin best go out when she comes back so she could sleep.
I walked to my wardrobe and picked out my clothes, black skinny jeans, black and white vans, Pantera shirt and my black beanie. I loved my beanie.
I got dressed and brushed my teeth, brushing my hair and putting my beanie on too. I walked downstairs to wake Mike and Kellin up.
"Wake up guys" I said loudly and Kellins eyes fluttered open. "Hey" He groaned, yawning and then stretching. Mike hadn't moved. Phase 2.
"MICHEAL" I yelled and he shot up immediately. "Fuck you Victor" He groaned. I cringed. I hated being called Victor, it made me feel old. Ew. Just...Just no.
"Guys I gotta go, we could meet up tomorrow if you're both up for it? And the guys" Kellin suggested. Mike nodded at the suggestion, sounded good. "See yah Kellin" Me and Mike said in sync.
Soon Mom came back and she was so tired... "Where you off?" Mike asked. "I'm going to Tony's, we're going to Jam" I said, and with that I walked out the door.
I arrived at Tony's house and knocked the door. The door opened and there was nobody there for a second, and then Tony peered from around the door. With a shit-eating-grin on his face. "Tony?" I chuckled.
He just laughed and pulled me in closing the door. "Look how freaking awesome my shirt is!" He said statically. I just laughed. He was wearing a Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle shirt, no surprise there.
We walked down to his soundproof basement. He passed me my Gibson Explorer, i left my 2 best guitars here because A. The basements sound-proofed. B. We can jam whenever we want. and C Tony is amazing at fixing and finding problems with guitars, as well as cleaning and looking after them.
We jammed for about 2 hours, going through various Pantera, Nirvana and Guns N Roses songs. There was a knock at the door. "ITS OPEN JAIME" Tony yelled. Jaime wandered down the stairs. "Sup gays" Jaime said sarcastically. I scoffed and messed around with my guitar pick.
"What's the plan for today then?" I asked. Tony shrugged. "Dunno, We can't meet Mike cos he's working" I said confused. Mike had a job. Well it wasn't a job, he just helped my uncle at the garage to earn money. "What about Kellin?" Tony Asked. I shrugged. "He's on a date with some girl" Jaime cooed. That shattered my heart... the pieces shattered even more...nearly into grains of sand...glass-sand... It hurt. It made me feel even more broken. I now hated him...But why? Me and Kellin weren't even dating, he didn't even know I liked him... I shouldn't hate him...But i couldn't help it, i;d known him 2 days, if that. He'd marked my heart instantly and now I hated him. He hadn't done anything wrong. Why was I so stupid?
"I-I gotta go" I stuttered and I ran up Tony's basement stairs and ran out the door, as I made way for my house I passed Kellin and the mystery girl. Who happened to be one of Cara's friends. Just charming... Kellin tried to say something but I blanked him, I just ran, but I decided not to go home, I ran to the beach, and sat on the rocks. I can't believe it.. Kellin had been here less than a week, i'd fallen for him and he gets a girlfriend and doesn't know i'm aching all over now. Well he wouldn't i'd only known him 2 days... What made it worse was that the girl was one of Cara's closest friends... I decided I was gonna ignore Kellin for now on, Just block him out... Then I wouldn't have any problems...
Big Mistake...
The next 3 weeks of school we're tragic for me, Kellin and his 'girlfriend' we're glued together, all mushy and hand-in-hand all the time. It made me extremely jealous. I wanted to be all mushy mushy and hand-in-hand with Kellin. But I couldn't and never will...why am I being such a dick? I thought love was a good thing..
Kellin had tried to speak to me on several occasions but I just completely ignored him or made up a pathetic excuse not to talk to him, I even got a lock on my door so when he came over to see Mike I could stay in my room and be isolated. Not what I wanted, but it was for the best, he was causing me so much pain... He just didn't know it...