Chapter 1
Ever since vegas night, Degrassi doesn't feel the same. Not just because of the new rules or the dress code, but the student body and teachers seem different. I haven't felt the same either. Seeing Fitz with that knife, changed my feelings about him and changed me. I thought that maybe,just maybe he actually changed for the better. That he would be done with the fighting with Eli. But then when i thought he had actually stabbed Eli. My heart sank. The boy i cared deeply for and the boy i was growing fond of, In a situation like that scared me. I'm not one to point fingers, but I blame them both for what happen.
Now that Fitz was in juvie, Eli and I had became closer, Other then Degrassi being different, He keeps me centered, even if my whole world feels like its crashing around me. I'm ready to start fresh, the only people that matter to me now are Eli,Adam and Ali when she finds time for me. Now that she has lefted Degrassi, I barely see her. I still wonder what would have happen if Vegas night would have been different. Would Fitz and I actually become friends. Would
Ali still be at degrassi. But i guess i'll never know.
My alarm wakes me up from a terrible dream. 7:00am, time to get ready for school. Today i'm actually excited. Eli's supposed to teach how to drive in Morty afterschool. I'm slightly terrified. i get to school and i reach my locker who,but my wonderful boyfriend is waiting for me. So you ready for your driving lesson. Eli asked. Well ofcourse i am. with a wonderful teacher teaching me, why wouldn't i be. I replied. Deep down, i was strangely excited but i had a feeling somethings gonna happen i just know it. as the day dragged on i couldn't shake this horrible feeling. Finally the last bell has rang. Time For my driving lesson.
Clare, Are you ready for your fanstantic boyfriend to take time out of his day, when he should be working on his writing assignment to teach you how to drive. Eli sarcasticly stated Well i mean if you put it that way, I never asked you to teach me. If i remember correctly you asked for my editting skill for your project and for exchange you'd teach me to drive, I quickly replied. Ouch really Clare such harsh words. Eli Said. Oh would you just stop, Your wasting your precious time, trying to win an agruement you clearly can't win. I replied. We had a playful staredown and then finally got in the hearse.
Eli trying to take control of everything. told me all the basic car knowledge, even little kids would know. So I took it upon my self to take control. But as i pull out of the parking lot. I stopped forcefully someone walked right in front of Morty. Are they crazy! I couldn't tell who it was exactly, until they approach the car alittle more. Fitz, were my eyes playing tricks on me or was he really standing in front of Morty. I said Fitz's name out loud which of course cause Eli to react. No! Eli said. Fitz came around to the driver side. I need to talk to you two. Fitz said. I was frozen with fear. This was the bad feeling i had felt all day. All i could do was stare into his eyes. Eli yelled. Drive! A part of me wanted to know what fitz did he need to talk to us. But i listen to Eli and i drove away leaving Fitz behind.