"What do you mean you need some time," Nina asked bitterly towards her husband of twelve years but the love of her life for fifteen, "some time for what". Kendall looked down at the ground afraid to make any eye contact with the woman who had watched him grow from a boy to a man. He couldn't bare to see the pain in her eyes when he told her his future plans. But he had to, he had been putting this off for months and this couldn't go on any longer.
"Some time for me. Things here are hectic with you working, me on the road, and with the girls, I just need some ME time babe. You understand right" Kendall said softly, slowly bringing his guilt-filled eyes to her firey ones. Nina shook her head confused. "Your "ME" time is on the road. I don't understand, what are you trying to say Kendall" Nina asked squinting her chocolate brown eyes confused. "I need to be alone, just me, to re-evaulate my life. My life without you. I wanna see what's out there for me" Kendall said looking down at his brown shoes.
Nina chuckled to herself. This whole "re-evaluating" thing started six months ago after he came back from his European tour. "This has to do with that Blond British Bitch who went on tour with you doesn't it," she asked, anger filled her voice but pain filled her heart. The whole "Just Friends" thing was complete crap, she knew it and Kendall knew she knew it. Things started off slow but as soon as the late night texts came and the nights where Kendall would come home after midnight or wouldn't come home at all. He claimed to be at the studio all night, and Nina wouldn't doubt that but she knew he wasn't alone.
"Her name's Ann and yeah she's just a part of it. This has to do with me Nina. Things are just different. I'm different." He said as he watch the tears fall down her sullen face. God he hated putting that look on her face but he wasn't happy anymore and he didn't want to hold her back from a happy life by leading her on while his heart belonged to someone else.
"What about Maya and Lisa, they need us together. They need a family. What about me. What do I have to do." She pleaded with him as she held on to his soft cotton black tee. He kiss her soft full lips and gave her the saddest look she ever seen from him. "You've done all you can do babe. It's just- Marlina I love you, I really do but- I'm just not in love with you anymore".
That last part stabbed her in the heart and killed her slowly. Nina always loved Kendall, since the first time she meet him. She couldn't see the two of them with anyone else besides each other. All this time she thought she could fix it but he traded her off for someone he thought was better. After all the years, all the fights, celebrations, and love, he traded her off for some model turned pop singer. She looked at him with so much disgust and anger. "You know what Kendall fine. Have your little blond barbie, have your "ME" time, and have your single life back. Have a great life because I'm done". With that, Nina walked out of the recording room and slammed the door shut leaving Kendall burden-free.