Jess parked his car in front of the cheap motel.

He shouldn't be doing this, he knows that, but he does a lot of things he shouldn't.

He got out of the car and started walking towards one of the rooms.

He'd been here so many times before, but still the guilt crept in as he approached a door with peeling paint and an old tarnished number 7 on it.

He couldn't help but think about Rory and how he was betraying her. He stopped outside the door ran a hand through his dark hair "This is the last time" he murmured to himself and then knocked.

The door opened after a couple of seconds and a slightly ticked off Dean stood in the door way "Your late" he growled.

Jess smirked "I'm worth waiting for" he responded and then leaned up to capture Deans lips with his own, and all thoughts of Rory left him.

Dean's arms came around Jess's waist and pulled him into the room and kicked the door closed.

Jess ran his hands through the taller boy's hair and pushed his tongue into Dean's eagerly awaiting mouth.

Dean let his hands explore Jess's body and moaned into Jess's mouth.

A shiver ran through Jess as he heard Dean moan and then he pulled off Deans jacket.

Dean broke the passionate kiss and started to kiss a spot below Jess's left ear that always drew the other boy crazy.

"Dean" he whispered and pulled Dean up for another kiss as they fell onto the bed.

Jess had wondered in the car if Rory had any idea about what they were doing, did she really not have a clue.

It was hard to believe, she knew them both so well and spent so much time with them, did she really not notice the secret glances, they shared and the way they both disappeared at the same time once a week.

Surely they hadn't been that careful.

But he already knew the answer, Rory was incredibly bright but also incredible naïve, this wasn't even something that would cross her mind.

She wouldn't ever think that her boyfriend was cheating on her with her ex-boyfriend, unless she were to walk in on them.

Sometimes Dean wishes she would, not to hurt her, but so he could stop lying, so him and Jess wouldn't have to sneak around anymore.

But then he pictures her blue eyes filled with hurt and he knows he would do anything he could to stop that from happening.

Jess sometimes thinks they could runaway together, away from stars hollow, just him and Dean but he knows they can't, still it's a satisfying fantasy.

I love you wasn't something they told each other, but they didn't need to, they both felt it and knew it was there.

They loved each other too much to stop their weekly meetings, but they cared about the blue-eyed bookworm too much to go any further.

Every time Jess told himself it was the last and that he wouldn't show up next week.

But every week he was there and it never was the last time.

A/N: This is my first Gilmore girls fic, and I think it's probably one of my better pieces. Thanks for reading and Please review.

Consructive criticism is welcome and greatly appreciated, however please don't flame this story, especially if its because it's slash,

it clearly stated in the summary that this was slash. If you don't like it then you shouldn't have clicked on it.

If you are interested there are some great slash and femmslash stories at my c2 community its called Gilmore slash.