(A/N): Hey, guys! This is yet another fanfic. I have two that are unfinished, but I just felt like doing this one. Hope that's okay. Well, I really think you all will enjoy this one...well, if you like mushy, gushy, emo stuff.
Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation.
This is a Yuki&Shuichi, Tatsuha&Ryuichi, Hiro&Suguru fic.
Warning: There is lots of fluff. teehee.
Anything italicized is a song.
Chapter One
I don't really know how to tell you what I feel about you. The only time I feel like I can even remotely tell you of anything how I feel is when you sleep, when you are far, far away in sleep, every whisper is just a dream to you. I don't know why it has to be like this, why I have to keep everything hidden deep where not even myself can reach. As you lay beside me my only comfort is your light breathing on my neck as you snuggle close to me. Why do you stay with me? I'm so cold to you and I never show you any kind of compassion back. Yet, you stay with me. You seem to see right through my act: this big, tough guy, I-can-handle-anything act. I have never told you, but I appreciate it. I really do.
You amaze me.
A hundred days have made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face.
It's been over three months since you went on tour across Japan with your band. I know it seems ridiculous, and I don't even know why I am admitting it to myself, but I am lonely without you. I know you are coming back, and real soon, but without you here, I don't have that comfort that puts me to sleep every night. I don't have those sweet little kisses on the nose and the goodnights whispers, or the sneak pecks on the lips just as I doze off.
A thousand laughs have made me colder and I don't think I can look at this the same.
I have tried what I can to keep you off of my mind and focus on my work. You are on tour for crying out loud! You will be back. You will be back really soon. Why do I keep thinking about you this much? When you are here with me you annoy the mess out of me...okay, I will admit that a lot of times you are cute when you act stupid, but, geez, that smile of yours shouldn't be invading my thoughts every five seconds.
But all the miles have seperate. They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face.
It's hard to sleep at night. It takes forever to fall asleep, and not soon enough to wake up. I want to be there when you arrive back home, back home with me in this bed so I can have my comfort back.
I'm here without you, baby. But you're still on my lonely mind. I think about you, baby, and I dream about you all the time. I'm here without you, baby, but you're still with me in my dreams. And tonight it's only you and me.
I snuggled close to your pillow that has now lost the scent of strawberries: the scent of your hair. It only heavied my heart more. I hated it when you went on tour because I was always reduced to this mess. I want to talk to you, but I know that your gun-freak manager doesn't allow you to take a cell phone with you on tour. Why? I wish I knew. But, you do have your laptop. An email would be the next best thing. I am writing the song that has been on my mind since you left:
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Seemed to stop my breath
Me head on your chest
Waiting to cave in
From the bottom of my...
Hear your voice again
Can we dim the sun
And wonder where we've been
Maybe you and me
So, kiss me like you did
My heart stopped beating
Such a softer sin
I'm melting, I'm melting
In your eyes I've lost my place
Could stay a while
And I'm melting in your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me now
Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Ever known each other
Trust these words are stones
Why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love
I'm melting, I'm melting
In your eyes I've lost my place
Could stay a while
And I'm melting in your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me now
You can stay and watch me fall
And of course I'll ask for help
Just stay with me now
We can take our hands off, stay in bed
Just make love, that's all
Just stay with me now
I'm melting, I'm melting
In your eyes I've lost my place
Could stay a while
I'm melting in your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me lay with me now
In your eyes, lets sleep til the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes, I'm melting in your eyes
Let's sleep til the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes...
That's been on mind ever since you left, brat. Thanks a lot. Love, Yuki.
(A/N): The songs I used were Here Without You--3 doors down and I Caught Fire--The Used. PLEASE REVIEW!