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title:No longer at first.

author:Keenir.

summary:Lee Adama writes a letter to Shevon.

spoilers:Black Market.

coda to:Black Market.

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Seated at his desk, Lee Adama began writing.

Shevon,

I've done some thinking about what you said to me. About how I was with you because I couldn't be with her.

I...

In the beginning, when we were starting out, that was true. I admit it. I'm not proud of it, but I'm willing to face that fact.

As time passed, though, she faded from the equation. I came to feel for you for yourself, not as a make-do for a lack of her. You are special, important, treasured to me. /i She i isn't a factor, not anymore, not ever, not even in the future.

You said you are a replacement. To me, you're you. You aren't her; I know that.

You're Shevon. And it's you I want.

Reading over it, he knew it to be the truth, unvarnished and pure.

Now, he knew, the only thing remaining was to get this message to her.

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the end..