Title: Still Untitled
Author: Razi-chan
Fandom: Rurouni Kenshin Pairings: Saitou/Sano
Rating: G
Disclaimer: I do not Saitou or Sano. If I did, stuff like this would always be happening...
Untitled
By: Razi-chan
It hurts seeing him and not being able to just... Run up to him, hug him and kiss him. I know... We didn't have a pretty... friendly start, but, I can't help thinking about him.
Kenshin seems to know something's wrong with me. Maybe he's just afraid to ask me what's wrong? I'd be afraid to tell him. Me in love with Saitou? He'll never believe me. Or he might think I'm insane. I could be. Saitou's a man! Just like me... It'll never work out.
Saitou, being the way he is, might just laugh in my face if I tell him. But what do I do? I don't want to keep feeling emotional pain. But I'm afraid. Something tells me he will laugh. Or just glare at me and walk away.
Oh man! I want him to hold me, kiss me. I don't mind the smoking, really. Heh, might give his kisses some flavor! Haha!
It would be really nice if he felt the same way. But I highly doubt that. It's like he doesn't even notice me. So why would he love me? He might lie to me. Say he loves me when he doesn't and maybe even use me. Leave me the next day. A one-night stand. I don't want that. I wouldn't know how to handle it.
If he would just look at me every once in a while, even talk to me for at least a minute, it might be a bit easier for me to tell him. He might say that I don't even know him if I tell him now. Oh crap! Just bumped into someone...
Oh fuck! "Well, isn't it wonderful to be bumping into you?" It's him
"Hey! It's not like I did it on purpose you know! I was just... Thinking."
"Wow. You actually think?"
"Hey!" The bastard! He's just... Staring at me! Kinda creepy with his freakish looking eyes...
"...Sano is it?"
"Yeah. What of it?"
"Just making sure..." Ok...? What the hell? Now he's just walking away! Bastard... He actually talked to me! Woot! Well, heh, it's a start.
Fin?