A/N – As usual I own nothing, sorry about the grammar guys.
Chapter One
DEMI'S POV
Ever since joining the cast of Glee Naya and I have become best friends and I have gotten quite closer with Lea and Dianna as well but there was just something with Naya and we just seemed to have clicked and bam best friends. We have gotten that close that we even text each other at night to say goodnight. The other week I feel asleep while texting her and the next day when I saw her she was so pissed I thought she was going to blow a casket, she was worried something had happened. This all scares me though because I think I might be falling in love with her and I shouldn't be I'm supposed to be falling in love with my boyfriend Wilmer.
Anyway today is not a good day to be me, for some reason I woke up in a shitty mood, you one of those mood when if the wind blows to loudly or in the wrong direction then you are ready to hunt down mother nature and kill her because she made it just that little bit breezy. On days like this I always make sure to my meds first thing, most of the time I can get up and shower and have some breakfast before taking them but there are some days when they are the first thing I do just in case I get tempted to do something crazy. Anyway I head down the stairs in my apartment and have something quick to eat and take said meds then I head for a shower. Once I'm out and changed for the day Wilmer is up and pottering around the kitchen in his boxers and t-shirt.
Saying good morning I start to make a proper breakfast for us even if he seems a little grumpy, pre warning dude don't annoy me not today. I don't know what the hell is wrong with him but he has been giving me the cold shoulder all through breakfast but, and sorry if this seems insensitive but there is only enough room in this apartment for one bi-polar person and that's me. His bad mood just seems to be fuelling my bad mood the man's giving me the cold shoulder in my own apartment. You for someone who is thirteen years older than me yes he's 34 and I'm 21 but I will be 22 this year and its only thirteen years, anyway as I was saying for someone who is that much older than me he should be more mature.
"Ok, What in the hell is wrong you?" I asked annoyed as I was loading the dishwasher with all the breakfast dishes only for him to throw his plate in front of me instead of putting it in said dish-washer.
"Nothing." He replied rather rudely.
"Fine." I replied angrily slamming the dishwasher door shut turning it on then going leave so that I could put my shoes on grab my things so I can go to work so I can head off and drive to work. One thing for sure I ain't in the mood for this shit.
"Do you and Naya have to text each other just to say goodnight, in fact do you two have to text so much anyway?" He said. Here we go I knew there was something he was annoyed about.
You know something sometimes with Wilmer I just have to blink and he is jealous. I mean it's no secret I love lady parts I prefer lady parts, Hell I've been with more women then I have men Wilmer is my first boyfriend in nearly 10 years. Just because I like women too doesn't mean that I'm gonna sleep around. So it's alright for him to flirt but I can't even look at other woman or man without him saying something, sorry it doesn't work like that it's a two way street.
"Wilmer I can text whoever the hell I want, so I'm not allowed to text friends now?" I said before leaving the kitchen slipping my shoes and jacket on.
"You guys are constantly texting each other, telling each other you love one another you send her more kisses on a text than me?" All of this just because I send her more kisses in a text then him.
"Of course I love her she is my best friend." I said shoving my phone, keys and phone in separate jacket pockets and shoving my wallet in my jeans pocket on my ass.
"There is something going on between you and that bitch" He said and that's when I noticed somewhere between him throwing his plate down and the start of the argument he's gotten ready for the day. Right now that's the last thing on my mind I'm so pissed off at him for calling Naya a bitch.
"Don't talk about Nay like that, you know what don't think about coming over tonight, I think we should take a break, yeah we need to take a break." I said turning to leave only for Wilmer to grab my arm and turn me around to face him.
"Oh no I say when we are on a break." He's holding on so tight that I'll be surprised if it doesn't leave a bruise.
"Let go of me." I said yanking my arm out of his grasp before leaving my own apartment as fast as I could. Saying I wasn't scared there would a lie but the thing is it's not the first time that I've seen this side of Wilmer and if I'm being honest there is a part of me that is scared that I'm gonna see this side of him and he's gonna hit me or something.
When I arrive at the studio I'm still shaking with anger that I don't care how rude I'm being but I completely encore anyone I pass and head straight to my trailer slamming the door shut to the dressing room Naya, Lea, Dianna and I share. I was expecting to find Lea and Dianna cuddled up, see when Dianna doesn't have a scene or a part and she has nothing else on that day she tags a long to see friends and to hang with her girlfriend Lea. In away though I'm sort of glad they aren't it means I get some time alone to calm down.
"What's going on?" Naya asked as herself, Lea and Dianna come in shutting the door behind them as I sat down in my seat that was seated in front of a mirror.
"Nothing." I said taking my phone from my pocket. "For the love of god this isn't my fucking cell." I said angrily then I noticed the text on his phone and it sure as hell wasn't from me. After all the arguing this morning looks like I'm not the one who has something to hide after all. There in all it glory was a text from some girl which says "Hey baby what time you coming over miss you loads love you Lisa". So of course like any other suspicious girlfriend I read some more of his texts between him and this Lisa chick, the bastards having an affair.
"You wanna try that one again, kiddo?" Naya asked as she came to sit beside me in her chair. I don't know why she calls me kid I'm only five years younger than her.
"Hair and make-up are going to be here any minute." I said in an attempt to get her to leave the subject aloe and I'm hoping she does.
NAYA'S POV
I don't what what's happened this morning but something has, I've never seen her this angry before and upset all at the same time. It's worrying, I want to make whatever happened all better, she's my best friend and I hate to think something has happened to upset her and if I'm being honest she's more than that. If I'm right then something's happened with Wilmer because who else phone would she have and who else would be up this early to piss her off already, you know I've never really liked him. Anyway I guess that conversation relation to what is wrong is over. I guess it's a good thing because that is hair and make-up hear.
About two hours later we could hear Demi shouting at someone so me, Lea and Dianna decided to go and see what was happening. When we got there my earlier thoughts are backed up when we see Demi and Wilmer shouting at each other and then Demi putting him in his place.
"No! No, I mean it this time were over and don't even think about blaming this on me you were the one who was sleeping around some other girl. I can't do this anymore I want you out my life, we're through….get your hands off me." Hearing her telling him rather forcefully to get his hands off her the three of us quickened our pace to get to our dressing room. When we got there he had a tight grasp of her hand and was going to slap her, like hell he is going to carry that through.
"Don't even think about it." I said stepping in front of Demi so he couldn't slap her. Without another word I laced our fingers together and lead her out her out of the dressing room while Lea got security who personally escorted him out of the building before Lea and Dianna left us alone as I took her back into the dressing room once he was gone.
The subject was never broached again however she did tell me how she got in touch with her father and how he is practically blanking her, but her dad is a touchy subject and I understand that, anyway it's not my place to tell you about him If Demi wants you to know then she will tell you about him. I did tell her that I was going to go home and then make my way over to hers then we are going to have one of our famous sleepovers tonight. Not something unusual for us we do it on a regular basis, it pisses Sean right off but I don't really give a damn, I'm a grown woman I can do whatever the hell I want to do.
When I arrive I let myself in with the key that Demi gave me. When I was walking along the hall way I could hear the start of a song being played but the walls were muffling the sound but as soon as I was inside her apartment it was pretty clear Demi was playing her piano. As Soon as she started singing I decided to step back and let her sing so I decided to lean again the wall and watch her play and sing one of her song Warrior.
"This is the story that I have never told
I gotta get this off my chest to let it go
I need to take back the light inside you stole
You're a criminal
And you steal like a pro
All the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I was broken and bruised
Now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armour, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again
Out of the ashes, I'm burning like a fire
You can save your apologies, you're nothing but a liar
I've got shame, I've got scars
That I will never show
I'm a survivor
In more ways than you know
Cause all the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I'm not broken or bruised
'Cause now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
Any my armour, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me
There a part of me I can't get back
A little girl grew up to fast
All it took was once, I'll never be the same
Now I'm taking back my life today
Nothing left that you can say
Cause you were never gonna take the blame anyway
Now I'm warrior
I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
Any my armour, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again
No oh, yeah, yeah
You can never hurt me again
Once she was finished she was still sitting there with her fingers resting on the keys before I heard the feet of the piano stool scratch the wooden floor as she pushed it away standing. That when I took my opportunity and walked over to her wrapping my arms around her waist from behind her resting my head on her shoulder. I felt her lean her back against her hands covering mine as she somehow manage to bury her face in the crock of my neck as we began to sway in time to the music that was flowing from her iPod that was sitting on the docking station that I never even noticed was playing till now.
At some point during the song Demi turned around so that she is now facing me with her head resting on my shoulder, one hand resting flat against my chest just below my collar bone and her other wrapped around my waist. I have just like Demi I have one arm wrapped around her waist while my other covers hers that is resting on my chest while we carelessly dance to the music. This….this I can never do with Sean, he's to cool to do this kind of romantic thing.
When the next song finished she pulled away just enough so that she could look into my eyes our hand never moving. I don't know why but the hand that I was covering her with I reached to cup to her check with running my thumb over her smooth skin, the whole time looking into each other's eyes. Then Demi did the very thing I've been dreaming of for a few months know. She reached up and kissed me right on the lips and of course I kissed her right back. Soon enough the kiss grew more heated, heated and before I knew it I picked Demi up for her to wrap her arms and legs around me and I carried her to her bed room laying her down in the middle of the bed kissing her.
A/N – the name of the song is Warrior by Demi Lovato….. If you're feeling awesome drop a review if you like thanks for reading, any questions feel free to PM me
