So i had to rewrite all my stories cause' i got a new ipod and personally my computer is being a bitch and keeps closing the internet so im not checking this. Sorry. Well all ym Story ideas, Chapters and New Stories are gone so here is a preview of all my process. A Lonely life is a sensitive that does contain rape so i just wanna say when you read the preview i dont wanna offend anyone..

Also Channy Love is a story i forgot about because i started writing "Is This Really True?" so im going back to that story and gonna write it more, but with better writing in it as like more description's and more detail in to everything.


A Lonely Life
A Sonny With A Chance Fanfic
Drama/Angst/Romance
Rated M
Sonny M. & Chad D.C

He pushed me hard against the satin bed that made it a soft landing. I screamed "No James!". "Sonny you need to be punished for flirting with that guy." i pushed him off me fast and ran for the door. He caught my ankle and I fell hard to the wood ground. "Sonny you gotta stop running or this is gonna be worse." he said. He always said that. "James please don't do this!" I yelled like always. My life was like a movie playing over and over the same thing every week. He would accuse me of something so horrible and then rape me. Then the same night he would go out and get drunk as shit and come back to rape me again.


Truth Or Dare

Chapter 5

As we drove to Chad's residence he kept his eyes on the road and the ride was silent. Once we arrived he took out a button and pressed it. The gates opened up and we drove through them. He pressed the button again. The gates closed. As we parked he said "So wanna watch a movie or something?" I nodded "yeah a movie" I said. "Scream 4?" he asked "yeah" he popped the movie into the DVD player. "Chad I gotta ask you something." he nodded picking 'Play' out of the DVD menu. We sat back on the couch and wait for the movie to start. The movie soon started with the screen on Lucy Hale. The phone soon rang and she picked it up. Chad looked at me and said "want me to pop some popcorn?" I nodded and kept watching the movie. "What's your favorite scary movie?" it said. I chuckled a laugh. They always asked that. In every movie. Chad came back a couple minute's later with popcorn and now the screen was focused on two blondes that watched the movie within the movie within the movie. If you think about it, it is a good idea to get you ready. I focused again back on the TV and the blonde on the right said "Did you expect this?" and then stabbed the on the left. It then focuses out to two teenage girls watching the fictional movie or parody of scream movies with the title of "Stab 7"


Channy Love Chapter 15 [Better]
Chapter 15: Suddenly

The next day I awoke to find myself in a pale hospital room with the curtain hiding my roommate. "It's a miracle. She was so close to dying but she woke up." I heard as I was still adjusting to my setting. "This normally never happen's. She been in that coma for 2 years! We were about to give up too!" the voice said again. Turning my head to look around I saw a slightly tan doctor talking with a blonde blue eyed boy around my age. "you are very fortunate mister Cooper. She has lived." the blonde walked over to me and started caressing my face in his hands. Tears formed in his eyes fastly. "I love you Sonny please don't scare me like that ever again." Who was Sonny? Was I this Sonny? "It's ok." who was this Blonde calling me Sonny? I guess I was Sonny. "Umm who are you?" I said curiously. He laughed like I was joking. "no I'm serious" then that's when he look like he had just seen a ghost. The blonde turned to the doctor and the talking was faint. "She just woke up from a coma it is really common that she has forgotten either everyone that was important to her or just you." the blonde nodded. "we will run some tests and see if she remembers anyone or even herself." I looked back at the pale ceiling. I closed my eyes. I just want to sleep.
The next day I woke up in the same room. Pale, dull boring and empty.

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(THE NEXT DAY)

I woke up again to the pale but slightly now brighter but blindingly bright. "She awake" I heard. "Miss do you know your name?" I looked around for a second. The blonde was sleeping on the baby blue couch. "Umm Sonny" I guessed from yesterday. What I found was strange was in my dream from the coma was the blonde was in it. His name was Chad in it. He resembled the blonde on the couch so now I was guessing who people were now.


We Can't Be Together.
SWAC FANFIC
Rated M.

Secret Lover

I guess it was the only way I could get the attention I wanted but with a twist. The twist was I was dancing. Not just normal dancing but pole dancing. I'm a 18 year old with a secret. A secret that I love. I guess it's time I told you my secret love. I was starting tonight after lots of practice to be a stripper that pole dances and a hooker if you pay enough. Now I was a virgin which in this job gets a lot of attention. I looked in the mirror and saw someone happy. Someone with a secret waiting to show everyone it. I smiled at what I was wearing. A black lace sequin bra with matching panties with some black thin thigh high boots. I bent down and shook my hair out for a good wild look. I flip back and saw a fabulous girl looking back. I walked out of my dressing room and down the hall. I got a couple winks and a soft smack on my but. I smiled and kept walking down the hall. I finally came in view of the stage. The announcer came on the speaker and said "Now we have a new girl for all you guys out there." I peeked out of the corner of the curtain of the stage. I saw about a 10 guys sitting around the stage. A certain blonde one I saw looked about 26 years old. I smiled and licked my lips. I would be teasing him today. The stage lights where dark colors of blue red and green. The lights where completely off and the medium stage out in front of them could hold about three girls at once. Two dancing without a pole but only one with a pole. Tonight I was the high light of this night. "she's a virgin but can be naughty" I saw the blonde look over here and I quickly got behind the curtain before he saw me. "her name is Alison Munroe but loves to be called Sonny. So here comes Sonny." that was my cue.

I walked out onto the stage and heard whistle's and "Wooo's" being yelled out. I smiled and grabbed the pole quickly then pretended it was a guy and put one leg around it and quickly started getting money put on the stage. I grabbed it quickly and put some in my bra then put both arms the pole and started grinding it. Hard. I focused on the blonde that earlier caught my eye. I saw him smiling widely. I stopped grinding the pole and bent down to a brunette siting next to him and grabbed his tie. I looked in his eyes and kissed him hardly on the lips. When he felt it was gonna go far I pushed him back then heard laugh's and more money being put on the stage. The blonde signaled for me and I went over to him. He put down $100 and said "this is for you to give me a lap dance, sexy" I smiled and he helped me climb off the stage to then feel hands on my waist. I straddled myself on his lap and started to grind against his member. He smirked and he started his hands up my sides. I pushed them off and kissed him instead. I started moving my hips faster. I got bored with the movement fastly and soon remembered something I learned. I stopped and soon he put $50 in my bra. I got off his lap and stood this time in front of him. Standing with my legs straight, i gently lean forward and placed my hands on either side of the chair. Once I have a firm hold, I push my breasts toward his face. His nose was nestled in my cleavage. For added effect I was brushing from side to side and stroking the end of his nose with my nipple. I kept moving in a provocative way throughout this trick. He brought out another hundred and this time he put it in my panties. I stopped when he grabbed my waist and he whispered in my ear softly. "You get me hard so easily, meet me in room 2 for fun" I smiled and turned back to my audience and said "Sorry guys he got me first" everyone looked sad. "But don't forget to get my friend Lucy!" I said as she walked out onto stage

Lucy had lost her virginity a while ago but still got guys. I grabbed the blonde's hand and lead him to room 2. I smirked as he said entering the room "Don't worry I'll go easy on you virgin." he said. "Also the name is Chad." I smiled then gave him a quick kiss that left him lingering. His hand was still holding mine and I looked at it. I suddenly after all this time noticed that he was in fact married. Ring and all. "So why did you come here? Wife not giving you enough?" I questioned. He shook his head "no, my friend told me to come here with him." I was set back. "So how am I doing?" I questioning him. "better then my wife" I grinned "rate me 1-20." I said back. "60" he gave me a smile. "thanks" I kissed him again but this time it wasn't tempting or quick pull back this time. "So what's the wife's name?" he laughed "Penelope" I kept kissing him. I surely knew that he was flirting with me. I had been flirted with millions of times just not like this. He slipped his tongue in my mouth. I was pushed down onto the bed behind us by Chad.

"mhmm" i hummed into his mouth. "Sonny why are you doing this for?" he asked pulling away, "I love it, plus I get the attention that I want." I said pulling back into the kiss. I flung my arms around his neck while pulling him close. "Chad" I moaned softly. "Sonny you don't have to do this." he said like he was some kind of friend. "No I wanna lose it. It's a pain" he nodded his head a shrugged. "fine, I understand" I say shrugging also. "so slow and steady?" I nodded "ok" he said creasing my cheek. He slowly reached for my bra and unclasped it. My first reaction was to cover up but he said in a caring voice. "Don't..." he took my arms down "Your beautiful" I blushed. I took his white collared shirt off and placed it on the floor. I also took off his pants so we were both left in underwear. He kissed me slowly but so sweetly. His lips soft as a flower petal and gentle like a cloud. "Chad" I moaned though the kiss.

He pressed his chest to me and soon we were in full make out mode. He pulled back slowly and said "You really wanna do this don't you?" I nodded. He took my panties off and once they were around my ankle's I shook them off. I took his boxer's off. "By the way no need for a condom. I'm on birth control." it was true. Two weeks before I even started the job I went on birth control so I can be safe. He nodded. "Ok." I put my arms around his neck as said "Ready?" I nodded and he slowly thrusted into me. I screamed in pain. "are you ok?" he asked me. "yeah it's probably just normal." I lied. It felt painful as shit. He slowly thrusted again. This time less pain. "Keep going the pain is going away." I said reassuring him. "if you need to stop at any time just tell me" I nodded. He started thrusting again but a little faster. "Damn Sonny your so tight" he said panting. It started to feel better and better each time he thrusted in and out. Soon I screamed not in pain but pleasure. He kissed me as he kept going in and out. I moaned out "Chad" I said in the middle of the kiss. "Sonny I'm so glad I was your first and not some jerk." he said panting heavily. I suddenly saw in the dimness that we both had layers of sweat built on us. "me too" I smiled. He thrusted two more times and then said "Sonny I'm about to come" I nodded realizing that he was about to release. I looked in his deep blue eyes till he released. It finally happened.

I fell and laid on his chest. I lose my virginity. To someone caring, thoughtful and possibly dare I say it loving. He just stayed silent. "Sonny do you wanna go out?" he asked me as I laid on his fit chest. "Wouldn't we be having an affair against your wife?" he nodded. "Sure. I'll go out with you." I smiled and kissed him again. I yawned and started getting back up. I looked at the old neon clock and it said 1:34am. "Hey you should start going now." I said "why?" I pointed to the clock "we are about to close up." I said pulling my panties back up. He was pulling up his boxers and pants. He came over to me and helped me with my bra. He slipped the shirt over his head and grabbed a paper from his pants pocket. He slipped it into my bra. I grabbed all the money and held it in one hand. I hugged him and started walking out the room. He was following going to the bar and slipped a 5 to the bartender. I headed to my dressing my room and changed back to a short tight black dress with heals. I grabbed my bag with my phone and wallet. I pit the money in my wallet and pulled out my phone. I put the Chads number in and started out my dressing room and out the stage. I was grabbed by Chad and he walked with me out. He only had one drink so he was completely sober. "hey I'm off work tomorrow. We can have our first date." he nodded. "I'll call you." I nodded then walked my way. About a block later I noticed he was following me. "What you think I would let you walk home alone?" I shrugged. He put his arm around my shoulders and walked next to me. I finally forgot. "Where's your phone?" I said. He showed me it and I grabbed it. "what are you doing?" he said "programming my number into it." he nodded.

"now to my wife you are my assistant named Alison. I winked "not easy to forget" I changed the name the contact was under and put 'Alison'. I saved the number and handed the phone back. I then noticed we were at my apartment building. "bye." I said. I was gonna miss him. He gave me one last long kiss under the stars and left. Once I got into my apartment I squealed. I had a date with Chad! I jumped onto my bed and jumped up and down "I have a date with Chad!" I said happily. I jumped off still smiling and I went to my closet and picked out a clean violet satin night gown. I took the sequin bra and panties off and switched them for some black lace bra and panties. The night gown fell down to mid thigh and was loose. I looked in the mirror and started brushing my wild hair down to a calm naturally wavy look. "damn" I said looking at myself in the mirror. I still looked hot without the clothes and hair. All I had now was my make-up on. I went to the bathroom that connected my bedroom. The medium apartment was all I needed. If I wanted a family I would have moved to some urban house that was big and fancy and had all the shit I would need. With that last thought I went to the room with a yellow 'S' on it and jumped into bed. All I needed was sleep.


XOXO,

Liz