'so high...'

wind whipped around her.

'One little step.'

Blonde hair writhed like fire.

'such a simple thing,'

green eyes blinked.

'to end something so complex.'

how long had she been up here?

'how morbid,'

There was a crowd below her now.

'they come to watch,'

the wind carried small conversations up to her.

'but know not what they see,'

"what's she doing?"

'is the end of a life.'

"I don't know."

SLAM.

"AMY!"

'I'm sorry.'

"who is that?"

'it's your fault,'

a step.

"AMY!"

they sound desperate now.

'love,'

She turns her head.

'what a horrid creation.'

One person stands there.

'you made me love you.'

one foot keeps her from falling into the endless drop of forever.

'I'm sorry.'

she turns her body fully.

'it's all your fault.'

she stares into blue eyes shadowed by brown hair, panicked eyes filled with tears.

'all because of you.'

they're both crying now.

'wasn't love supposed to be wonderful?'

Gentle silent tears.

'gentle words whispered softly into ears?'

"i'm sorry."

'good bye.'

the other runs forward and wraps her arms around her waist.

'it's to late for me now.'

sorrowful words lined in regret.

"please, don't leave me alone."

'it's calling me home.'

"you left me alone a long time ago."

'I can't stay here now.'

tears soak her jumper.

She tilts up the other face.

A soft chaste kiss on lips.

A note left silently in a pocket.

Hands pulling the others gently from her waste.

"i'm sorry."

'goodbye.'

she tilts backwards and feels far to calm as wind rushes around her.

People start screaming as she falls.

All five stories down.

People screamed as they realized what was happening.

blond hair whipped around green eyes as a soft breath escaped.

"hallelujah."

"CATCH HER, SOMEONE DO SOMETHING!"

below people panicked.

'too late...'

THUD.

Bones snapped as her body broke.

Fatal wounds.

'it's too late for me.'

blue eyes beneath brown hair.

'It has been for a long time.'

they were crying again.

'I'm sorry.'

the sun was slowly blocked by clouds, the light fading with that in her eyes.

Blue eyes beneath brown hair.

Blood seeped across the ground beneath her, speed by the rain.

Blond hair slowly dyed crimson red.

'I'm sorry.'

her vision became cloudy.

Blue eyes under brown hair.

'I'm glad,'

her vision faded to black.

'your face,'

her breaths slowed.

'I could see it one last time,'

her heart stopped.

'I'm sorry,'

her life faded slowly away,

'but,'

her mind became slower,

'good bye,'

she dies with a last thought.

'my love.'

I loved you,

for that reason I hated you,

it's such a paradox,

hating for love,

these memories of you kept me from falling into the greedy waves of the ocean,

but at the same time they stopped me from flying with you,

forced to watch as you drifted farther away on the current while I screamed myself hoarse for you not to go,

you left me behind,

even though I loved you with all my heart,

this soul shattering pain,

I simply couldn't keep the mask on any more,

I forgot who I was and I wanted you to find me, but you never did.

I waited and waited but you never came back for me,

so I swore never to feel again,

and as if it knew my vow,

the universe pushed you back to me,

keeping you just in sight,

but you were to far away to reach,

I kept trying.

I struggled farther and farther.

You never turned around and saw me,

only ever the mask.

I'm sorry, but I loved you forever.

Goodbye.

tears fell from blue eyes soaking the tear stains that weren't hers.