Okay. SO I'm too stupid to even realize that I volunteered to write a fiction. But anyway, thanks to Yuki and Shinco for letting me know that I did volunteer to make one. :P so much for that. well.. here it is...

Title: "I Don't hate you..." :)
Rating: umm.. K?
Pairing: well.. KukaiXYaya
Warning: I might have exchanged he to she or something. I don't know. XP
Disclaimer: Ok. now everybody knows kanmurisan doesn't own the characters. all I own is the rotten idea... XD

She stared blankly on the ground, thinking heavily about the cruelty fate did to her. I'm lost, am I? she thought. And I even left Pepe-chan at home. Her brows moved upward, leaving a sigh.

"I guess I shouldn't have left home alone… I should have brought Amu-chii with me!" She mumbled to herself, with regret marking her face.

Well, she can't help it. It has happened. So what? She is lost. She just looked up the sky. The clouds darkened a little as they collided with each other.

"Hey!" Someone called faintly.

The girl recovered her senses and looked around her. No one she knew was there. Who called her? "I'm so tired I must be hearing things…"

"Yaya!" Once again, she was called.

"Who exactly is that?" The big-ribboned girl was annoyed because, hell, she's too young to have stalkers. She stood up from her seat and turned to her left, in where, she heard the voice came from.

"Hey Yaya… what's up?" the boy was somewhat far from her but she recognized his face.

Yaya blinked first before realizing that she wasn't alone in that place. "Kuuuuukaii!!" she ran towards her and squeezed his arm right where he was standing.

"Wha--What are you doing?!" He acted angry as a little pink appeared on his cheek.

"I left--because I--and I--and I have to--but I--and you came to save me!!" Yaya's words came out at the same time that he can't even understand the whole story. "So what are you doing here?" she grinned widely as she pulled him to the bench where she was sitting just a little while ago.

"Umm… I have to go somewhere with Daichi but then I didn't realize that I was looking at the map upside down until…" He stopped for a moment and looked at her eyes. Yaya is listening to him silently. She was too sweet that he's afraid she might get even more scared if he told her..

"Until…?" she suddenly cut the observation Kukai was doing.

"Ummm…" he looked away. "I lost Daichi along the way" he continued.

"What…" Yaya whispered softly. She tilted her head slightly sideward and took a couple of seconds to analyze what this guy in front of her said.

"WHAT?!" She yelled with a shock and tremble all over her face. "Ohh No…! Now I'm lost forever!" She sniffed and started crying and sobbing all of a sudden.

"Hey! Hey! Don't cry!!" Kukai held her shoulder and tapped her back. "We don't want too much attention, now, do we?" He wanted to act cool right now but how? It would be no use. It couldn't stop a girl from crying!

"Okay," He suddenly concluded, "To stop you from crying, and because we can't do anything better…"

Yaya looked up to him and stopped her tears and sobs. "I'll treat you sweets…" Kukai stood up and helped Yaya stand up. But before they leave the place, the boy seemed to be looking for something. He touched here, he touched there. Oh. There it was. He handed Yaya a blue handkerchief.

What's this? Yaya asked herself a couple of times and looked at Kukai. He didn't answer her question too. Instead, he just smiled and walked with her.

Wipe your tears with that. That's what he wanted to say. No. That's a bad idea. He thought as he looked at the girl just by her side, still, looking at the piece of cloth.

She just blinked, and then raised the cloth to her eye level and wiped her tears. The only thing that entered her mind was the scent of that thing. A scent that she recognized but now is the only time that she had appreciated it.

Now that her cheeks are dry, Yaya folded the handkerchief neatly and placed it in her pocket. By that time, she sensed something sweet that made her stomach complain.

"Brownies!" she had a wide grin on her face as their eyes met. Kukai smiled back at her and then leaded into some childish laughing and giggling. The thought of being lost melted and all they can think of was to have fun.

"So it's a date…" Kukai said, biting onto the piece of bread--the brownie.

Yaya gasped and widened her eyes and coughed a couple of times that she almost choked to death. "A what?" She said weakly, still, not recovering from the food that stuck in her throat.

"A date" he confirmed himself, handing her a water bottle.

She gulped in the water and looked at Kukai at once. "Why?" Yaya put down the water bottle between the two of them.

"Because this is what we are in now. A date."

"Hmm…" she observed the bits of her food fall little by little in her skirt. A date? I guess it couldn't harm me… "Well, okay… but don't do anything foolish now, okay?" She said, as she finished what she was eating.

"Okay…" they both stood up and resumed walking. Foolish? What can that mean?

They didn't talk for a while. The deafening silence ruled them and they didn't look at each other either. What they just knew, was that they were together… in a date. Until, they reached a clean, dark alley. They decided to sit there to rest from the noisy street and be alone themselves.

"Umm…" Kukai broke through the silent atmosphere. "About Pepe-chan…" He started.

"Yes? What about her?" Yaya became curious at what he said.

"Why…" he started with a whisper. Yaya moved closer to him, so she can hear what he will say.

"Why is Pepe-chan a baby?" he continued. She just looked at him blankly and didn't know how to react. "I mean… our guardian characters are what we want to be. Tadase-kun wants to be a king, Fujisaki-san wants to be a fine lady, Hinamori-san--well, she wants a lot though… I'm just wondering... why exactly a baby?"

"My…" She looked down to her feet and wanted to cover her eyes with her bangs. She doesn't want to be seen crying so helplessly. She doesn't want to cry. "My mother… just gave birth to my baby brother…" she said. "and… and…" Her voice became soft and volume down a bit.

"All the attention was given to him…and… I felt like…" she started sobbing all of a sudden. "They didn't want me anymore… that they hated me… and that I didn't exist…" her knee had a drop of tear on it. "If I was a baby… maybe they wouldn't hate me anymore… so… Pepe-chan…" I'm crying again… Yaya thought as she hugged her knees close to her tightly. No one has ever made her this emotional until Kukai asked this kind of question she wasn't expecting.

"Hey… I'm sorry I—" Kukai was about to wrap an arm around her but Yaya just shoved it away.

"NO!!" she yelled. "Don't try to comfort me!" she faced him and he noticed she has a lot of tears from her eyes. "I know you hate me now! Because my reason is too naïve! It's too naïve to all of you!!"

He was really surprised that the girl who always acted sweet and cheerful was this emotional. Is this… the true Yaya? He asked himself.

"But…" she shook her head. "It's never that simple…" her voice toned down a bit and tried to stop her tears for the second time that day. Yaya looked down to her knee, expecting that the boy who just asked will leave her already… because he hates me now.

Suddenly, she felt a warm presence on her side. He was too close that his breathing touched her cheek. Kukai was hugging her right now.

"I don't hate you…" he whispered in her ear. "In fact… I love the way you are… do what you can… do what you want… I still love the way you are…"

Her heart raced with its thumps as her crying stopped. The only thing she heard was his heartbeat… altogether beating with hers. She felt that her cheek became warm and closed her eyes, showing that she's okay and it would be alright if he released her from his grasps.

They were silent again, and then walked on each other's side. But before they left the alley, Yaya gripped his hand with hers and pulled him close to her, surprising the boy she's with and kissing him softly on his cheek.

"Thanks, Kukai…" she said faintly as she smiled and leaving the alley.

"What…?" Kukai whispered, touching the cheek where he has been kissed. Does she know what she just did…? Wasn't that her first kiss? He thought as he blushed a little. He followed the way Yaya exited and found her just in front of there.

Yeah… It's just in the cheek but… it was still… He can't stop thinking of it. It kept running in his mind as he looked to that girl. They heard each other's steps, feeling each at every tap of their feet.

"Hey!! Kuuuukaiii!!" Someone called. The both of them looked back and saw someone waving.. It was Kukai's cousin.

"What are you doing here?" His cousin asked.

"Oh!" Kukai and Yaya both said in unison. They both forgot that they were lost and now it became completely back to them.
"Umm… Oh yeah… Almost forgot… We're lost… can you help us?" Kukai scratched his head nervously.

His cousin was amused with the two of them because they went together but none of them knew the way. But though, he still told them the way and handed them a bike.

"Hmm… will we be safe?" Yaya asked.

"Yeah… probably it can take us home in an hour or two… that's how far we are from home…" Kukai gripped tightly on its handle.

Again, silence haunted them. They couldn't keep noisy all the time when they are alone with each other. Seconds just passed. The bicycle couldn't just keep quiet for a moment but that noise proved that they existed and they are together even just for a time.

"Hn…" Yaya sighed as she wrapped her arms around her friend's body, her head lying on his back.

"You can sleep if you want… I'll be okay…" Kukai smiled a little as he sensed the girl on his back already sleeping and has dozed off to dream. The sun was already setting. And no wonder she's tired. Just give her the time… Just give her the time…

Kukai entered her window and laid her back on her bed. She's still fast asleep and weariness marked her face.

"Good night…" he whispered softly in her ear. He approached her cheek and hesitated. This isn't right. He thought. But though, He contacted his lips but Yaya turned to face him and he accidentally kissed her on her soft lips.

Oh… sht. I'm in trouble. He quickly stood up and fixed himself and exited through the window.

Meanwhile, Yaya had just woken up. She blinked her eye and touched her lips. I thought… there was just this warm presence here… I… she repeated it to herself, still figuring out who it was. But unconsciously, she slipped her hand in her pocket and felt something soft and took it out.

Oh… a handkerchief… She held it tightly and placed it under her nose, it was the scent of that somebody's presence she just felt. That someone who didn't hate her.

I'm crazy...! but advance thanks to Shinco-tanteikun for not killing me...!!
Don't kill me please... :lol:

BTW, I made this fic sometime between Christmas and Valentines. Be sure to read the next few chapters. xD