FINDING LOVE AGAIN
Hello this is my first fan fiction ever and I hope you like. Also when
your done feel free to R & R.
Disclaimer : I don't own digimon.
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SORA
CHAPTER 1
She awoke from her sleep late into the morning and rubbed her eyes. As
she sleepily stumbled out of bed she looked at her self in the mirror.
She poked at her eyes as she stared at the red puffy circle under her
eyes. She turns with a start when she hears her door open.
"Sora', her mother spoke soft and quietly not knowing if her daughter is
awake, oh hunny your awake, good I just wanted to tell you that I'm
leaving to the market and I will be back in a few hours."
"Ok mom", she said in a scratchy voice as she gave her mother a weak
smile. Her mother walked over to her and kissed her forehead,"You're a very
strong girl and what ever it is that's wrong I know you will pull
through and you know I will always be there for you if you need me".
With that her mother walked out of Sora's room and closed the door. Sora
wanted to tell her mother about what happened the day before but she
didn't even know what was going on in her life and she wasn't ready to
tell anyone if she didn't get it. She flopped back down onto her bed as
she started to think about yesterday's morning event.
*********FLASHBACK***********
"Oh Yamato I love you so much, I could never think of life without
you!", Sora said gazing into Yamato's beautiful deep blue eyes. Yamato
gave her a gentle kiss on the forehead and said, "I love you to Sora and
I know that I will always need you with me to keep me going through
life". The couple began to walk through the park hand in hand in the
beaming sunlight. "Sora you know you always bring out the good side in
me whenever your around it's like your a light shining through the
clouds of my life", he paused and turned her to face him. Yamato's hand
on Sora's face gently caressing it as he gazed into her loving eyes,
"Ever since the digital world you have been the light in my life and', he
paused as his gazed on Sora left her a trailed off to the large playing
field behind her. She watched as his loving gazed cold and hard. Sora
turned to see what had made his mood change so abruptly. Her face now
almost as cold and hard as Yamato's, but when she saw who the evil gaze
of Yamato's was directed to her gaze change from cold to gentle with a
warm smile on her face. Taichi and Hikari. They were playing a
friendly game of soccer even though Taichi wasn't really paying
attention to the game now. He had seen or felt Yamato's glare and was
giving one straight back just as cold and hard. Sora could feel both of
the furious forces focusing directly on one and another. Being in middle
of the two glares she almost felt it hard to breathe as she was being
squashed between them and their stares. Then she felt another cold stare
pushing against her as her eyes met with Hikari's. God Sora hated the
atmosphere here that was nearly choking her of life, but then again it
had been caused by her in a way. After she had accepted Yamato's plea to
be his girlfriend it had only caused more tension between Taichi and Yamato.
She never really had figured out t why it did what it did, but she knew
she had caused it. How could she had known that Taichi would have been
so upset that his best friend was going out with his other best bud.
Sora found herself staring into Tai's rock hard face remember his
reaction when she told him, he had yelled at her, but she couldn't
understand because he had muffled the yells through his food when he was
eating at the Takenouchi's house hold. She remembered how he stormed out
of the apartment and run off into the night. Sora never really
understood what was so wrong going out with Yamato all she knew was that
after that she was no longer welcome in the Kamiya home because even
Hikari freaked when she found out. Sora's gaze at Taichi suddenly
changed to Hikari as she remember the day after her and Yamato began
going out her and Takeru got into a horrible fight. Words and names so
horrible it brought a tear to Sora's eye as she reflected on the fight.
Hikari had dumped Takeru so harshly that he had begun to cry in the
middle of the cafeteria and even after she had broken his heart she had
started yelling things at him almost as if she had decided to just kill
his heart as well. The eerie silence between them all sent chills down
her spine, Yamato vs. Taichi and Hikar.....no wait Hikari wasn't staring
in disgust at Yamato her fiery glare was directed, directed at HER!
***********END FLASHBACK***********
Sora snapped out of her flashback as her mind couldn't shake Hikari's
heart piercing stare. Her thoughts racing she couldn't have been staring
at her what did she even do to Hikari. Could Hikari have blamed her for
her and Takeru's out of the blue break up. She had never found out what
exactly was said between Hikari and Takeru because takeru refused to
talk about it. Sora's eyes swelled up again with tears, the hot tears stung
her red cheeks. She loved Hikari like and sister and now Hikari hated her
for something and she didn't even know what. Sora's soft sobs quickly became
loud cries as thoughts raced through her head.
"What' *sniff* she thought out loud, 'what if even Taichi's glare wasn't
at Yamato, WHAT IF IT WAS DIRECTED AT ME!!!!!!!! Sora's cries grew
immensely loud. She sat up on her bed rocking back and forth as she made
feeble attempts to came herself down. It didn't work though as more
thoughts shot through her like bullets. She thought about how after
those long glares ended abruptly because of Yamato's decision to leave
after he saw the tears whirling around Sora's eyes. Sora sniffed loudly
as another thought bullet pierced through her as her thoughts then shot
to Mimi. Mimi good old Mimi Sora thought to herself as she left out a light
sarcastic laugh. Sora had always thought of Mimi as her best friend
other then Taichi. She began to think of the phone calls that she had
made last night.
**********FLASHBACK**********
Later in the day after the evil gazes had happened and Yamato had walked
her home Sora had decided to call Mimi to tell her everything that had
happened.
"Hello"
"Hi is Mimi there"
"Speaking"
"Oh hi Mimi it's me Sora"
"Sora ???", Mimi said in a questioning voice,"Who Sora???"
"Mimi come on you know who Sora, who I am", Sora said in a sort of
annoyed voice. She didn't find this very funny.
"Well', Mimi said,"I knew a Sora and she WAS my best friend, but gee I
haven't talked to her in ages!"
"MIMI STOP IT IT'S NOT FUNNY AND I'M NOT IN THE MOOD!",Sora shouted in
an angry tone.
"WELL', Mimi shouted in a just as angry tone,"MAYBE I'M NOT IN THE MOOD
TO TALK TO SOMEONE WHO IGNORES ME AND ONLY WANTS TO TALK TO ME WHEN
EVERYONE ELSE IS MAD AT HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO TERRIBLY SORRY BUT I DON'T
WANT TO TALK TO A SELF CENTERED LITTLE B.........
"MIMI", Sora cut here of before she could finish her little statement.
"Yes Sora?", Mimi said calmly.
"Mimi', Sora said with a shaky voice because she had begun to cry at her
friends harsh words,"Mimi I just wanted to c...c..all to to see uh
................ how you were and if you wanted to talked or something."
Sora spat those words out as fast as she could hoping that they would
mean something to Mimi.
"Nope there's nothing I really want to talk about to you Sora", Mimi
said with an emotionless voice.
"Oh",Sora managed to say after a minute or two of silence. She couldn't
figure out why Mimi was being so mean to her or how she knew everyone was mad at her. The thought of her best
friend not even wanting to discuss little dumb unimportant with her
brought her to tears.
Silence was then broken by Mimi,"Sora if you just called to not talk
then not talk with yourself because I have a date and it is definitely better to do then being on the phone with you so bye!"
*click*
"Bye", Sora whispered out after the click. She pressed the off button on
her phone and just stared at it in her shaking hands, 'Does
everyone hate me'?', she thought to herself. Sora started to cry
uncontrollable now, she had to know why everyone seemed to hate her.
Finally she decided to call Davis. 'Davis always knows what's going on
he'll tell me what's up with everyone' she thought as she dialed Davis'
phone number.
"Hello"
"Hi Davis, it's me Sora", Sora said as she desperately to not sound as
if she was crying.
"Oh', Davis said with hesitation,' Hi".
"I need to ask you something and it's really important that you tell me
Davis because I need answers and your the only one that can answer
them", Sora spat out in one breathe.
Then in the back round of Davis' phone she heard a familiar voice speak.
"Davis honey', the gentle voice said,'Who is on the phone?"
"Oh-uuh", Davis hesitated then finally quietly said,' Sora".
Sora heard the phone being grabbed out of Davis' hand.
Then the once gentle voice of Hikari changed to a fiery angry voice that
boomed through the phone, "SORA YOU'VE GOT A LOT OF NERVE CALLING ANYONE
OF US AFTER DOING WHAT YOU DID!"
*click*
They had hung up on Sora. Sora's once calmed cries became louder then
ever before. Hikari the girl that she had considered a sister had jut
yelled and hung up on her. She needed comforting more then ever now as
her cries echoed through the silent apartment. Her fingers shook as she
slowly dialed Yamato's phone number to his house.
The phone rang once, twice, a third time, a fourt.... "Hello?"
"Uh.. hi is Yamato there?", Sora's voice was quiet and unsteady.
"Nope, can I take a message?" Takeru asked.
Sora couldn't believe that Yamato wasn't home, where could he be?, she
asked herself. She had hushed she cries again, but then when the wave of
loneliness hit like a tsunami they slowly began to rise once again.
"Well can I take a message?" Takeru questioned again.
"Uh yes', Sora's voice became more unsteady then before," Could you
t tt tee ll... tell him uh that um Sora cal.....", Sora was cut off
by a click
"Hello?" Sora's voice shrieked.
The dial tone came on. 'He, he, he hung up on me' Sora was stunned. He
hated her too. She hung up the phone then whipped it with all of her
strength. It broke into pieces and scattered itself around her room.
'You, Takeru, you hate me too.'
Sora buried her face into her pillow, 'All I have left now is Yamato and I can't find him'.
*RING RING*
Sora was knocked back into reality with whiplash.
*RING RING*
The phone, the phone was ringing out in the hallway. She lifted her head
up from her tear stained pillow and leapt up. Getting up with a start
though gave her a head rush and with the dizzy blinding light she feel
back onto her bed.
*RING RING*
She got up slower this time then headed to the hallway as fast as she
could. Sora reached down to the phone and picked it up, "Hello!"
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Ok well what did you think ? this is my first fan fiction ever and there
of course be more chapters and im begging you please R & R or e mail me
suggestions on what you might want to happen well I hopefully will have
the next 1 or 2 chapters up in like 2-4 days . well thanks for reading
my first chapter and I know that my title doesn't really fit but it will
eventually . once again thanks for reading bye for now.
Hello this is my first fan fiction ever and I hope you like. Also when
your done feel free to R & R.
Disclaimer : I don't own digimon.
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
SORA
CHAPTER 1
She awoke from her sleep late into the morning and rubbed her eyes. As
she sleepily stumbled out of bed she looked at her self in the mirror.
She poked at her eyes as she stared at the red puffy circle under her
eyes. She turns with a start when she hears her door open.
"Sora', her mother spoke soft and quietly not knowing if her daughter is
awake, oh hunny your awake, good I just wanted to tell you that I'm
leaving to the market and I will be back in a few hours."
"Ok mom", she said in a scratchy voice as she gave her mother a weak
smile. Her mother walked over to her and kissed her forehead,"You're a very
strong girl and what ever it is that's wrong I know you will pull
through and you know I will always be there for you if you need me".
With that her mother walked out of Sora's room and closed the door. Sora
wanted to tell her mother about what happened the day before but she
didn't even know what was going on in her life and she wasn't ready to
tell anyone if she didn't get it. She flopped back down onto her bed as
she started to think about yesterday's morning event.
*********FLASHBACK***********
"Oh Yamato I love you so much, I could never think of life without
you!", Sora said gazing into Yamato's beautiful deep blue eyes. Yamato
gave her a gentle kiss on the forehead and said, "I love you to Sora and
I know that I will always need you with me to keep me going through
life". The couple began to walk through the park hand in hand in the
beaming sunlight. "Sora you know you always bring out the good side in
me whenever your around it's like your a light shining through the
clouds of my life", he paused and turned her to face him. Yamato's hand
on Sora's face gently caressing it as he gazed into her loving eyes,
"Ever since the digital world you have been the light in my life and', he
paused as his gazed on Sora left her a trailed off to the large playing
field behind her. She watched as his loving gazed cold and hard. Sora
turned to see what had made his mood change so abruptly. Her face now
almost as cold and hard as Yamato's, but when she saw who the evil gaze
of Yamato's was directed to her gaze change from cold to gentle with a
warm smile on her face. Taichi and Hikari. They were playing a
friendly game of soccer even though Taichi wasn't really paying
attention to the game now. He had seen or felt Yamato's glare and was
giving one straight back just as cold and hard. Sora could feel both of
the furious forces focusing directly on one and another. Being in middle
of the two glares she almost felt it hard to breathe as she was being
squashed between them and their stares. Then she felt another cold stare
pushing against her as her eyes met with Hikari's. God Sora hated the
atmosphere here that was nearly choking her of life, but then again it
had been caused by her in a way. After she had accepted Yamato's plea to
be his girlfriend it had only caused more tension between Taichi and Yamato.
She never really had figured out t why it did what it did, but she knew
she had caused it. How could she had known that Taichi would have been
so upset that his best friend was going out with his other best bud.
Sora found herself staring into Tai's rock hard face remember his
reaction when she told him, he had yelled at her, but she couldn't
understand because he had muffled the yells through his food when he was
eating at the Takenouchi's house hold. She remembered how he stormed out
of the apartment and run off into the night. Sora never really
understood what was so wrong going out with Yamato all she knew was that
after that she was no longer welcome in the Kamiya home because even
Hikari freaked when she found out. Sora's gaze at Taichi suddenly
changed to Hikari as she remember the day after her and Yamato began
going out her and Takeru got into a horrible fight. Words and names so
horrible it brought a tear to Sora's eye as she reflected on the fight.
Hikari had dumped Takeru so harshly that he had begun to cry in the
middle of the cafeteria and even after she had broken his heart she had
started yelling things at him almost as if she had decided to just kill
his heart as well. The eerie silence between them all sent chills down
her spine, Yamato vs. Taichi and Hikar.....no wait Hikari wasn't staring
in disgust at Yamato her fiery glare was directed, directed at HER!
***********END FLASHBACK***********
Sora snapped out of her flashback as her mind couldn't shake Hikari's
heart piercing stare. Her thoughts racing she couldn't have been staring
at her what did she even do to Hikari. Could Hikari have blamed her for
her and Takeru's out of the blue break up. She had never found out what
exactly was said between Hikari and Takeru because takeru refused to
talk about it. Sora's eyes swelled up again with tears, the hot tears stung
her red cheeks. She loved Hikari like and sister and now Hikari hated her
for something and she didn't even know what. Sora's soft sobs quickly became
loud cries as thoughts raced through her head.
"What' *sniff* she thought out loud, 'what if even Taichi's glare wasn't
at Yamato, WHAT IF IT WAS DIRECTED AT ME!!!!!!!! Sora's cries grew
immensely loud. She sat up on her bed rocking back and forth as she made
feeble attempts to came herself down. It didn't work though as more
thoughts shot through her like bullets. She thought about how after
those long glares ended abruptly because of Yamato's decision to leave
after he saw the tears whirling around Sora's eyes. Sora sniffed loudly
as another thought bullet pierced through her as her thoughts then shot
to Mimi. Mimi good old Mimi Sora thought to herself as she left out a light
sarcastic laugh. Sora had always thought of Mimi as her best friend
other then Taichi. She began to think of the phone calls that she had
made last night.
**********FLASHBACK**********
Later in the day after the evil gazes had happened and Yamato had walked
her home Sora had decided to call Mimi to tell her everything that had
happened.
"Hello"
"Hi is Mimi there"
"Speaking"
"Oh hi Mimi it's me Sora"
"Sora ???", Mimi said in a questioning voice,"Who Sora???"
"Mimi come on you know who Sora, who I am", Sora said in a sort of
annoyed voice. She didn't find this very funny.
"Well', Mimi said,"I knew a Sora and she WAS my best friend, but gee I
haven't talked to her in ages!"
"MIMI STOP IT IT'S NOT FUNNY AND I'M NOT IN THE MOOD!",Sora shouted in
an angry tone.
"WELL', Mimi shouted in a just as angry tone,"MAYBE I'M NOT IN THE MOOD
TO TALK TO SOMEONE WHO IGNORES ME AND ONLY WANTS TO TALK TO ME WHEN
EVERYONE ELSE IS MAD AT HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO TERRIBLY SORRY BUT I DON'T
WANT TO TALK TO A SELF CENTERED LITTLE B.........
"MIMI", Sora cut here of before she could finish her little statement.
"Yes Sora?", Mimi said calmly.
"Mimi', Sora said with a shaky voice because she had begun to cry at her
friends harsh words,"Mimi I just wanted to c...c..all to to see uh
................ how you were and if you wanted to talked or something."
Sora spat those words out as fast as she could hoping that they would
mean something to Mimi.
"Nope there's nothing I really want to talk about to you Sora", Mimi
said with an emotionless voice.
"Oh",Sora managed to say after a minute or two of silence. She couldn't
figure out why Mimi was being so mean to her or how she knew everyone was mad at her. The thought of her best
friend not even wanting to discuss little dumb unimportant with her
brought her to tears.
Silence was then broken by Mimi,"Sora if you just called to not talk
then not talk with yourself because I have a date and it is definitely better to do then being on the phone with you so bye!"
*click*
"Bye", Sora whispered out after the click. She pressed the off button on
her phone and just stared at it in her shaking hands, 'Does
everyone hate me'?', she thought to herself. Sora started to cry
uncontrollable now, she had to know why everyone seemed to hate her.
Finally she decided to call Davis. 'Davis always knows what's going on
he'll tell me what's up with everyone' she thought as she dialed Davis'
phone number.
"Hello"
"Hi Davis, it's me Sora", Sora said as she desperately to not sound as
if she was crying.
"Oh', Davis said with hesitation,' Hi".
"I need to ask you something and it's really important that you tell me
Davis because I need answers and your the only one that can answer
them", Sora spat out in one breathe.
Then in the back round of Davis' phone she heard a familiar voice speak.
"Davis honey', the gentle voice said,'Who is on the phone?"
"Oh-uuh", Davis hesitated then finally quietly said,' Sora".
Sora heard the phone being grabbed out of Davis' hand.
Then the once gentle voice of Hikari changed to a fiery angry voice that
boomed through the phone, "SORA YOU'VE GOT A LOT OF NERVE CALLING ANYONE
OF US AFTER DOING WHAT YOU DID!"
*click*
They had hung up on Sora. Sora's once calmed cries became louder then
ever before. Hikari the girl that she had considered a sister had jut
yelled and hung up on her. She needed comforting more then ever now as
her cries echoed through the silent apartment. Her fingers shook as she
slowly dialed Yamato's phone number to his house.
The phone rang once, twice, a third time, a fourt.... "Hello?"
"Uh.. hi is Yamato there?", Sora's voice was quiet and unsteady.
"Nope, can I take a message?" Takeru asked.
Sora couldn't believe that Yamato wasn't home, where could he be?, she
asked herself. She had hushed she cries again, but then when the wave of
loneliness hit like a tsunami they slowly began to rise once again.
"Well can I take a message?" Takeru questioned again.
"Uh yes', Sora's voice became more unsteady then before," Could you
t tt tee ll... tell him uh that um Sora cal.....", Sora was cut off
by a click
"Hello?" Sora's voice shrieked.
The dial tone came on. 'He, he, he hung up on me' Sora was stunned. He
hated her too. She hung up the phone then whipped it with all of her
strength. It broke into pieces and scattered itself around her room.
'You, Takeru, you hate me too.'
Sora buried her face into her pillow, 'All I have left now is Yamato and I can't find him'.
*RING RING*
Sora was knocked back into reality with whiplash.
*RING RING*
The phone, the phone was ringing out in the hallway. She lifted her head
up from her tear stained pillow and leapt up. Getting up with a start
though gave her a head rush and with the dizzy blinding light she feel
back onto her bed.
*RING RING*
She got up slower this time then headed to the hallway as fast as she
could. Sora reached down to the phone and picked it up, "Hello!"
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
Ok well what did you think ? this is my first fan fiction ever and there
of course be more chapters and im begging you please R & R or e mail me
suggestions on what you might want to happen well I hopefully will have
the next 1 or 2 chapters up in like 2-4 days . well thanks for reading
my first chapter and I know that my title doesn't really fit but it will
eventually . once again thanks for reading bye for now.