Love Me Not
Chapter 1
"I ask that you loved me not and hate me more than you ever hated anyone in your entire life. Trust me when I tell you I'm nothing but trouble and bad news. I'm like a curse and a drug if you ignore my warnings you'll suffer greatly by my hands. I'm like a cobra in a desert and a vulture in the sky. I see your weakness the moment I gaze upon you and I will strike at you in your moment of weakness. I will kick you when you're down and throw salt in your wounds. And to all you ladies out there I will steal your boyfriends just because I can. I'm what most people call a bitch and a viper. I will break your heart without a moment's notice and before the dust can settle I will be gone to find my next pray."
Smirking, as Joe Scully read the beginning of her school journal entrance Caroline asks "It's great isn't it?"
"Great? Caroline your teacher had your principal call me in today while I was in an important meeting because they both believe this is a cry for help. They're worried about you. You keep skipping classes and the principle also told me he keeps catching you making out with different guys from off football team under the bleachers and some of them don't even attend your school"
Rolling her eyes, Caroline exhales sharply… "I'm fine Joe and so I missed a few classes but my grades are good. I'm getting all A's on my work and as for kissing guys I'm young shouldn't I have a little fun?"
"No you shouldn't have a little fun" Scully remarks with a scowl across his face. As Caroline rolls her eyes at him, Scully lets out a heavy sigh "Okay, okay…maybe just a little fun but not too much."
"Don't worry Joe I won't get myself knocked up. I wouldn't wish to bring a person in the world knowing what a shithole the world is"
"So you're telling me you're alright despite all the crap you're pulling?" Scully questions back, as he tosses her school journal onto his desk that was in front of him.
"Of course I'm alright. There's nothing wrong with me other than the fact that I'm sick of people telling me all the time I'm not alright and wanting to fix problems they can't fix." Caroline states before plopping herself down on the arm rest of Scully's leather couch.
"I was informed by the school you dropped out of the cheerleading squad last week"
"Which should make you happy since you never liked the fact I was cheering since the moment you saw me with my pompoms. You were always pointing out how the guys loved to ogle me in my cheerleading outfit."
"I know Carly was your best friend Caroline but you shouldn't let her death take away something you loved doing" Scully states, knowing that ever since her death Caroline became more reckless. Caroline was always a handful since she came into his life but it seemed since Carly's death she was getting more out of hand.
"I was never the cheerleading type. I only joined because Carly wanted me to" Caroline explains
"You were the best on the squad; you made captain on the team despite the fact the only girl who liked you on the team was Carly."
"Like I said Joe I only joined because Carly wanted me to. She's gone now so there's no point in my cheering. There's nothing to cheer about anyways in this crappy world" Caroline utters out before standing up and walking away down the hallway, towards her room.
Watching Caroline as she walked away, Joe lets out a heavy sigh. He felt sorry for the girl. In the seventeen years of life she lived more heartache and pain that most people who lived a lifetime. It seemed everyone she got closed to died or abandoned her. He promised her when he took her into his home that he wouldn't leave her but she pointed out to him he couldn't make such a promise because of the life he choose to make for himself. He was what cops called a gangster. Caroline pointed out to him more than once that if his lifestyle didn't kill him a cop would one day throw his ass into the slammer and she would find herself alone again. Never having children of his own because of the world he choose to live in he didn't know how to handle a teenager, especially a girl. The people who worked for him in general where men and the only thing he really knew about women was how to get them into bed which is why he constantly worried about the boys who came in contact with Caroline since he knew all teenager boys had one thing on their mind…SEX.
Walking towards his mini bar, Scully pours himself a much needed drink as Michael Corinthos walks into his living room.
"Michael, how are you son?"
"I'm fine, Scully" Sonny nods; Scully was the ONLY person he let call him by his given name.
"So nobody gave you trouble while collecting?" Scully asks before taking a sip of his drink.
"No, they know better than to give me trouble" Sonny replies back
"Good, that's great Michael" pointing towards the couch, Scully utters out "Have a seat"
Walking over to Scully's couch, Sonny sits himself down and waits for Scully to give him a new job. "I'm proud of your work son. You've been doing an amazing job. As you know I never had any children of my own and you Michael are like a son to me. I want you to be my successor in the business"
"I'm honored" Sonny states truthfully since he never thought Scully would pick him over all his men to hand over his business to when the time came. He knew Scully favored him but he never really expected this considering his age. He was only twenty-seven years old so he was consider young blood among most of the guys. Scully had already given him so much already by killing Deke. He had freed his mother from Deke's hand and let her live her last two years of her life in peace before she sadly died from breast cancer.
"Does that mean you'll step into my shoes when the time comes?" Scully questions
"Not that I wish you dead but when the time comes I will take over your territory with pride and honor. I will conduct myself with the same kind of values and respect you have and I promise you I will not disappoint you Scully. I will not make you regret your decision."
"I know you won't Michael. I also have a favor to ask of you"
"I'll do anything for you Scully just name it and I'll take care of it" Sonny states, since there was nothing he wouldn't do for Joe Scully.
"I want you to promise me if something ever happens to me you'll take care of Caroline. I know you and Caroline don't exactly get along but I need to know that Caroline will be safe and taken care of for the rest of her life."
"You're right Caroline and I don't get along but for you Scully I promise to you that I will make sure Caroline is well taken care of and no harm will ever come to her"
"Thank you Michael. I knew I could count on you" Scully replies pleased that Michael didn't disappoint him.
Making his way towards Sonny, Scully takes a seat beside him on the couch as he goes on to say "Starting now I'm really going to take you under my wing and show you all the ins and outs of the business. I know you hate wearing jeans and worn out shirts and that ends now. I'm going to have my tailor personally make you some suites so you'll look as respectable as I do. The name Sonny Corinthos will mean something to people now when you walk into a room. People will no longer look at you like a common thug because you're going to have money in your pocket and power to back you wherever you go. Once I think you're ready I'm going to send you to Port Charles and you 'll rule my territory over there as you see fit because I trust your gut instincts and I know you share the same moral code as I do. I know you don't know anyone in Port Charles and you're going to need people you can trust close by so I'll let you choose some of my men to go down to Port Charles with you as your bodyguards. You can make your decision about who you'll pick once I'm done showing you and teaching you everything you need to know here."
Five years later, Sonny Corinthos rushes inside the limo as the rain poured down on him. As the limo drives off, heading towards Joe Scully's place Sonny lets out a heavy sigh. He was now one of the most powerful mob bosses in the United States but not without a costly price. He had lost the most important man in his life. Joe Scully had died by the hands of a rival mob boss, Calvino Dario who wanted to push drugs in his territory when Scully had refused Dario had hired a sniper and had Scully shot on the day of Caroline's twenty-fifth birthday. A week had passed since the shooting but he had found the bastard who shot Scully and made him suffered dearly before finally killing him and sending him straight to hell. He then tracked down Calvino Dario and made him suffer greatly as well before finally killing him, and taking over the little territory he had in Florida. Today was Joe Scully's funeral so he was now heading to Scully's old place to escort Caroline to Scully's funeral.
As the limo comes to a stop in front of Joe Scully's manor the limo's partition rolls down "Mr. Corinthos we're here sir"
"Thanks, keep the engine running I shouldn't be too long" Sonny mutters out before opening the limo's door and then running towards the front porch to get away from the pouring rain.
Walking into the living room Sonny shakes his head as he gazes at all the empty chip bags, candy wraps, empty takeout boxes, beer bottles and pop cans that were scattered around the room. The place was a pigsty and he knew without a doubt that Caroline was to blame for this mess. "Caroline get your ASS out of your room! I don't want to be late for Scully's funeral!" Sonny shouts out impatiently as he silently prays that Caroline is dressed decently since Scully had complained a lot over the years on Caroline's choice of wardrobe.
As Abe, Scully's butler walked into the living room with a trash bag he utters out with regret laced into his voice "Mr. Corinthos, I'm so sorry about your lost."
"Thank you Abe" Sonny nods before going on to ask "Is Caroline coming?"
"Caroline…well you see Mr. Corinthos" Abe goes to explain with regret laced in his voice, but gets interrupted by Sonny.
"No, no, no, NOT today!" Sonny mutters out annoyed, having a sickening feeling that Caroline had done something foolish and he was going to have to clean it up which was the LAST thing he wanted to do today. This was supposed to be Scully's day not clean up Caroline's disaster day, which was every day of the week according to Scully. He should have known better than to hope Caroline could be good for just for ONE day to honor Scully for all that he had given them.
"I'm sorry sir but Caroline left last night with uh…one of her gentlemen friends-"
"Gentlemen friends?" Sonny questions knowing that Caroline only hung out around jerks. Before Scully's death, Scully had voiced to him his concerns over Caroline extreme wild behavior. It seemed she got a kicked out of disobeying Scully. Instead of being grateful for having Scully in her life she acted like a little snot towards him and ran after trouble and now HE was the one who was going to have to deal with her crazy ASS because of the promise he made to Scully years ago and he never went back on a promise.
"I was trying to be nice sir." Abe explains
"Caroline's with a punk ass loser isn't she?" Sonny demands with a clench jaw
"Yes sir" Abe sighs out "She left late last night and hasn't returned yet"
"Who the HELL is guarding her?!" Sonny asks annoyed
"Well Daniel was sir" Abe states as he starts cleaning up the mess Caroline had made before she left last night.
"What do you mean Daniel WAS guarding her?" Sonny demands, placing his hands onto his hips
"Well you see sir, he kind of lost her. He was hoping to find her before your arrival but as you can see he hasn't"
With a grunt like sound Sonny yells out as he heads out of the living room "Just wait until I get my hands on that spoiled little BRAT!"
Admiring the butterfly tattoo on Carly's lower back as she bent down to grab her discarded purple leopard print tank top, Perry questions "Didn't I read something about today being your old man's funeral in yesterday's morning paper?"
Putting her tank top back on Carly explains "First of all Joe wasn't my old man. He was my mother's boyfriend. I was kind of a surprise sprung on him during the time my mother was ill. He wasn't aware of my existence until my mother knew her time was up. Before she died she begged him to take care of me so he did. And I'm not going to his funeral. Once the person is dead, their dead. They can't hear what you say or don't say. The whole thing is pretty pointless to me."
"Okay, since you're not going to Scully's funeral do you want to fool around some more?" Perry asks, it was morning after all so he figure if Carly had time on her hands why let his morning wood go to waste.
Rolling her eyes at him, Carly gets out of bed and grabs her skirt that was on the floor… "I don't think so."
"Come on why not? It's not like you have anything better to do. You just said you weren't going to Joe Scully's funeral"
"Because I'm hungry" Carly states as she slips on her skirt
"Then come and eat me baby" Perry smiles as he pulls off the covers from off his naked body showing off his sprung shaft that was begging for her touch.
Slipping her feet into her sandals Carly states "Take a cold shower because Carly Babes is out of here" Truth be told she wouldn't have sex with him again considering he did nothing for her last night. He was lacking in size which was shocking since he had big feet and big hands.
"Alright fine, so I'll call you later and maybe we can hook up again tonight" Perry utters out as Carly leans forward to tie the straps of her sandals
"I'm going to be really busy tonight and any other night so I wouldn't call if I were you." Carly replies back as she grabs her purple handbag and makes her way towards the door of the hotel room she had spent the night at with Perry.
"So you used me last night?" Perry questions getting out of bed
Turning around to face him as she opens the door Carly smirks while, glancing at his dick "You sound like such a girl and besides there wasn't really much to use"
"Go to HELL bitch! I'm ALL man! You should be SO LUCKY TO HAVE A GUY LIKE ME AROUND" Perry yells out to her
"Sure you are" Carly replies back sarcastically, while silently wondering how he could say with a straight face that he was ALL man before heading out the door, outside in the pouring rain.
Two hours later Sonny stood in the pouring rain glancing at Joe Scully's headstone "I'm going to miss you…you, you were the closest thing I ever had to as a father. You've saved my mother from hell and you took me under your wing. I'll be forever grateful and I'll never forget you because you're always going to be a part of me… I'm uh… I'm sorry that Caroline isn't here with me Scully. I don't know what the hell that girl is thinking but this is low even for her. I never imagined Caroline would skip out on your own funeral. I tried to find her but sadly I couldn't before the funeral started. The men are still looking for her so don't you worry about it. And uh…I don't want you to worry about Caroline because I haven't forgotten the promise I made to you. I'm going to take care of Caroline whether she likes it or not… I guess that's why you asked me to see to her huh? Because you knew I could stand up to her and wouldn't be swayed by her looks like every other guy she comes into contact with. So I'll protect her from rival mob families like you asked me to and her disrespect for you ENDS today Scully. So you can rest in peace knowing that Caroline will be in good hands until we met up again when God decides my time is up. "
With that said Sonny turns around and walks away, towards his awaiting limo.
Meanwhile at the beach, in a secret cave Carly had found years before her mother died Carly lets out a heavy sigh as she watched the wave's crash against the shore a few feet away from her. It was cold and damp in the cave but at least it was shelter from the rain.
**Flashback**
"I know you're hurting and you're in a lot of pain Caroline so I want you to let me help you. I never wanted children because of my lifestyle Caroline but when your mother asked me to take care of you I couldn't say no to her. I know I'm not your biological father Caroline but I came to love you as if you were my little girl. I would do anything for you and I wish to God you would just let me inside your heart because I promise you I'll never leave you"
"Don't make promises you can't keep Joe, because let's face it it's only a matter of time before one of your enemy's kills you or you end up in a prison cell." Caroline replies back before walking away from him and heading towards her bedroom.
**End Of Flashback**
"AHHHHHHHHHHHH!" Carly screams out as the tears she fought desperately to hold back since she heard of Joe's death on the day of her birthday, finally trickles down her cheeks. Knowing it was pointless to fight the pain she was feeling Carly slouches forward in defeat and cries her heart out for the loss she suffered.
"What the HELL do you mean NO ONE can find Caroline?! She's been fucking gone since LAST night and you're telling me no one has SEEN her?! Come on! This is Caroline we're talking about! Go to EVER fucking CLUB in TOWN someone has to have seen her last night! Caroline isn't the discreet type! She LOVES to draw a crowd wherever she goes. I want CAROLINE FOUND AND BROUGHT BACK TO ME WITHIN THE HOUR OR THERE WILL BE HELL TO PAY!" Sonny shouts out into his cell phone before flipping his cell phone shut. Shoving his cell phone into his pants pockets Sonny vows out loud
"Wherever the fuck you are Caroline I'm going to find you and when I do, you're little world is going to be turned upside down and inside out!"
Walking in the living room, Daniel utters out proudly "I found her sir"
Rolling her eyes as she walks up behind him, Carly goes on to say "Sure you found me. After I called you once I needed a ride home THAT'S when you found me"
Making his way over to Caroline, Sonny orders out to Daniel "Leave US! I'll deal with your SORRY ASS later!"
"Yes sir" Daniel nods his head before practically running out of the room
If looks could kill she knew she would be dead by the way Sonny was looking at her. Not that she cared what he or anyone else thought of her for that matter. "You seem upset" Carly states the obvious as she notices Sonny's angry eyes lingering down at her chest.
"You were ALWAYS a selfish BITCH but I never thought you could be this cold hearted Caroline!" Sonny shouts out to her, as he forces his eyes to look away from her nipples that were showing through her wet purple leopard print tank top.
"I go by Carly now." Carly informs Sonny, walking past him towards the couch, grabbing a fashion magazine that was on the coffee table.
Watching her intensely as she walked past him and plops herself down onto the couch to read a STUPID magazine, Sonny couldn't help but admire her legs as her tight black shirt that looked like it was painted on her ridded up her nicely tanned legs. Shifting on his feet as he silently berates himself for admiring Caroline's body, Sonny utters out "Scully may have taken your bullshit Caroline but don't you DARE think for one second that I will! Scully GAVE you a HOME when your mother died and you did NOTHING TO THANK HIM! You couldn't even find it in your heart to go to the man's funeral after everything he's done for you!"
Ignoring Sonny's rant, Carly flips through the magazine hoping that he would get the hint, shut up get whatever paperwork he needed from Joe's stuff and leave for Port Charles STAT! Hopefully once he was gone she would never have to lay her eyes on Sonny ever again!
Making his way towards her Sonny grabs the magazine she was flipping through out of her hands and angrily tosses it across the room.
Giving Sonny a bored look Carly lets out a heavy sigh as she stands up from her spot on the couch. "Just get whatever you need and get the fuck back to Port Charles and leave me the hell alone."
Flashing her dimple smile Sonny utters out "Oh I'm going. In fact I'm ready to leave for Port Charles right now"
"Good" Carly smiles back at him, pleased that he was leaving
"But I'm NOT leaving alone" Sonny states
"Wha-"Carly starts to question but before she can get her questions out about what he meant by not leaving alone Sonny takes her off guard as he suddenly grabs her and tosses her over his shoulder.
"Let's go" Sonny grunts out as he keep a good grip onto Caroline as she tried to struggled free from his hold.
"What?! Are you insane?! Put me down ASSHOLE!" Carly screams out as she tries to no arrival to break free from Sonny's hold as he walked out of the living room "SONNEEEEEEEEEEEEE THIS ISNT FUNNY! Put me down you JERK!" When Sonny just chuckles Carly lets out a loud scream "UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! SONNEEE YOU'RE GOING TO PAY FOR THIS!"
Well that's all for now. And Yes I know I'm crazy for starting a new fan fiction up but this idea just wouldn't go away so I had to start up yet another fan fic LOL. But don't worry I will still be updating all my other fan fictions. I hope you like this new fan fic and as always all feedback is welcomed and very much appreciated