Fade's first Fanfiction, Yay!

Jealousy consumed me.

You wouldn't know what I'm talking about. I'm jealous of my former best friend.

You see it started ever since I was a kit, my parents were cruel to me. They said I was a waste, never supposed to be born. I hated my parents, but her parents were perfect. They treated her like she was a princess they loved her and she loved them.

But that's not all. I was dirty white with golden spots and I had mismatched eyes, one blue and one green. She was had very soft and smooth golden fur and had beautiful sweet blue eyes, she even has a better name then me! She stole my crush from me, Darkstar and I had to go to weakling Sunfur from another Clan, yes it is forbidden and I bore a stillborn kit so I secretly named it Starkit so I'm mocking Starclan.

My friend however had five annoying brats, so I decided that when they were warriors I would kill them. There names were Greenkit, Sunkit, Streamkit, Rosekit and Redkit.

I decided that them being dead as warriors would not satisfy me, so I killed them as kits. I secretly put seven deathberries to a squirrel as soon as they could eat fresh kill. I asked Grasspelt to bring it to the kits and he accepted. My plan had worked! as soon as the kits had died, everyone put the blame on Grasspelt, who I hated, and exiled him, but someone had survived.

It was Sunkit, the kit who looked like the spitting image of Sunfur and my friend. Since he survived I killed him as the warrior, Sunclaw by disposing him myself. I remembered on how he cried and how his mate and family sobbed.

I thought of Darkstar and how he made my friend deputy, fools! I deserve to be deputy so I killed my friend.

Darkstar was a fool because he thought that I was still her friend so he made me deputy.

Me who killed all his kits.

Me who killed his mate.

Me who made Grasspelt exiled.

Me who took on a forbidden mate.

Me who will soon kill him and myself.

I led him to a fox den telling him that I smelled a lot of foxes, because I secretly got fox dung from the den and spread the scent everywhere.I knew the foxes would come so I perched high on a tree, telling him I was a "lookout" I saw the foxes but I did not say the signal. Darkstar was still in the den and soon he was dead.

I went near the border of Shadowclan and scratched myself everywhere then I got a tuft of fur that I remember. Sunfur. I neatly put it on my front claws then I dug my claws in my chest and then I saw a blinding light.

I knew I would go to the dark forest but I didn't regret it. Not one single bit.

And so I am now telling you this, my sad story.

But now I sense the jealousy of other cats so I train them my ways.

But now they are all gone, so I went crazy and started killing cats in their sleep.

Now I find peace and no longer have bloodthirst in my eyes.

The Starclan cats only put me on the Dark forest because of my rage, but know I find peace so the gates of Starclan opened up to me. My friends and family apologized for being bad to me and I forgave them, but there is one thought that never left me.

"I am Frostedheart and I killed my friend, my only friend, Sweetheart."

Word count ~679~ needs to get better :(

I feel so bad for Frostedheart so I decided to let her to Starclan.

Since this is my first Fanfic. I know there will be a lot of reviews telling me I need to improve, so I welcome it, just say it gently.

~Fade~