A/N this is my very first fan fic. so be nice to me.

DISCLAIMER I do not own twilight it belongs to stephenie meyer. if i did own it i wouldnt be here writing this

Chapter 1 Remembering

I was looking at the photograph of Edward sitting watching T.V. He didn't know that I took that picture. He was so handsome. I saw another one. It was he and Charlie. He looked kind of mad in that one. Then the last one was he and I together. I don't think that he really looked happy. That was happier times. It was the pictures that I took on my 18th birthday. I lost those pictures when Edward left me. I can't believe that was about ten years ago.

I still looked a lot like that picture. I have my long brown hair. Now it is always perfect. My eyes were chocolate pools; right now my eyes are a light gold color. I was always pale, but now I am paler. I wasn't a klutzy, ungraceful person anymore. I have very graceful moves now; it is unbelievable. This is because I am a vampire now. Edward, my boyfriend who was also a vampire, didn't like me to be turned into a vampire. He made sure that I wasn't going to be one. He didn't try hard enough.

FLASHBACK

It was my 18th birthday. Alice was so excited that there was a human to celebrate their birthday. So, she planned a birthday party. I went with Edward to his house. I was opening my presents, and I got to an envelope. I put my finger under the seal, and tried to get it opened. I did it the wrong way, and I got a paper cut. Jasper smelt the blood, and tried to go after me. Edward pushed me aside, and I crashed into the ground. He was over me to protect me. Emmett, Alice, Esme, and Carlisle, grabbed Jasper, and took him outside. When they took Jasper outside, Edward came over to me and checked me out. He didn't see anything that looked broken, I was a little bruised. Then he decided that I should go. He took me home and he was in a bad mood. I was really worried about him. We went to my room, and then it was getting late. Sleepiness was knocking at my door, so I answered it, and fell asleep. After school the next day he took me out in the forest to tell me that he is going away. I don't love you anymore Bella was one of the last phrases that he spoke to me. The other one was probably it will be like I never existed. Then he started to run away. I tried to follow him. I just ended up getting myself lost.

I knew that he was gone. I cried and then I started to sob. That is when I laid down and curled up in a ball. I hoped that I would die. He said that he didn't love me!! I can't believe that he said that. I thought that we were suppose to be together. While I was laying there, I don't know how long it was I started to her my name.

"Bella!! Bella where are you? BELLA!!" I recognized that voice. That was one of the boys at school. Mike Newton.

"Mike?" I could tell my voice wasn't that loud, or sounded good.

"Yes Bella it's me. I have come to take you home. You will be safe."

FLASHBACK

Those pictures I had found today. They were under one of my floorboards. I had to go back inside my old house before they had to demolish it. I had also found a CD, and the plane tickets that Esme, and Carlisle gave to me. I can't believe that Edward would just putt them under my floorboards. I thought that he took them. I think that the only reason why I found them was because of my very improved vision. I saw that when I had gone in the house I saw that this board was different from the rest; there was a hole in it form where the mold had started to make a hole.

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