Disclaimer. I unfortunately do not own Rin, Sesshomaru or the amazing song She's got a boy friend now by Boyslikegirls.
This was just a random idea I had one day while I was listening to the song. : ) hope you like it.
We were seventeen and invincible Yeah, maybe we were in high school Buried her deep inside, stars stuck in my eyes
Had the world figured out
And the girl on my shoulder
Told me everything's gonna be all right
And everything was gonna be all right
But you never see the ending
When you're young and not pretending
Singing everything's gonna be all right
And everything was gonna be all right
Sesshomaru's point of view:
Rin came back to live with him 2 years before and was now 17. Sesshomaru knew that Rin loved him unconditionally, but didn't want to face the feelings he was having himself. He was walking through Inuyasha's forest with Rin, taking her to that half breed brother of his' house. He hadn't told her where he was taking her, since he knew how much it hurt her when he left. He didn't like that he was trying to keep her happy, but that was the least of his worries since apparently he'd failed. For the past hour she'd been getting slower and slower. He knew it wasn't because she was tired; they did that walk almost every weekend, which meant that she was purposely walking slower. The stench of his 'Brother' was getting stronger and stronger, which meant they were close, and Rin obviously knew where they were now. Suddenly she looked up; avoiding his eyes, and ran in the opposite direction of him, to her left. He chased after her, but didn't try to catch her, knowing she had just caught onto what he was doing. She stopped at the edge of a clearing and slowed her pace again. Sesshomaru slowed down in response and walked a few feet behind her. He knew where she was going, and there for didn't ask her any questions. When she reached her destination, she stopped and looked at the well. He watched as her shoulders sagged, before she slid to her knees and looked down the well. He couldn't help but feel nervous, because that was a deep well and if she fell, she would definitely hurt herself. He took a step towards her and looked up at the sky. He felt her eyes on him before she spoke, but still didn't look at her.
"Lord Sesshomaru? Why have you brought me here again?"
"Because I will be gone again."
"Why can't I just stay at your castle my lord?"
'Because I do not want you to be lonely in my absence.' "Do you not like my brother's mate and her family?"
"Of course lord Sesshomaru! I just wish I could stay with you! Why can't I come with you like I used to?" she stood to face him, not nearly as intimidating as she wished to be, when she only reached his shoulders.
He could see the hurt in her eyes that she was trying to cover with anger when he finally turned to face her completely. "Rin. It is too dangerous for you."
He could see that her anger had only grown with his words and tensed. He'd promised her when she first moved into his castle that he wouldn't hurt her, or leave her anymore. Apparently he'd broken that promise more than once. She tensed as well before sighed in frustration. "You know I can take care of myself! I've done it all of my life! Why do you care anyways? It's not like I ever get to see you anymore! Your always gone, Sesshomaru!"
He looked at the girl who had always followed him without a single question, who had stayed loyal to him, who had never gone against his wishes, and now she was questioning him. He looked her up and down, and it suddenly hit him, that Rin, the same young girl he'd just been thinking about, was no longer a young girl, but now a young woman. He ignored the fact that she had addressed him without his title, knowing that she would only disobey him if she was very hurt. He felt a sharp pain in his chest as he realized that he himself had caused her pain. He took a step towards her and brought his hand to her chin, making her look at him. He could smell her confusion when she finally looked at him with watery eyes. "Rin, what is the real reason that you're upset?"
A tear fell from her eye and rolled down her check before Sesshomaru wiped it away. He could smell her confusion become fear as they both prepared themselves for what she was about to say. "I miss you when you're gone…" she whispered so low he would have missed it had he not been listening.
He felt the pain in his chest get stronger as he took another step towards her. He moved his hand from her chin to her shoulder. He was confused at his actions, but for some reason couldn't stop himself. His grip tightened before he pulled her closer. He could smell her fear and confusion, as well as some happiness, before he froze. 'What am I doing?' She touched his chest to keep from hitting his armor, and at her touch his mind went blank, as he leaned towards her even more, before kissing her. He could smell her confusion, shock and happiness, as she kissed him back. He pulled away and said the last thing he wanted to say at the moment. "Rin… we still need to leave…" he didn't really didn't want to leave her, but knew he had to build his empire.
Her grip tightened on him as he tried to walk away. "Why? Why can't I come?"
"Rin. I will come back. I just need to sort out something between the northern and western lands."
She nodded and let him drag her to Kagome's hut, even though he could smell her severe disappointment in him.
Now she's got a boyfriend and I've got a rock band 'Cause that's all she wrote
'Cause nothing really ever goes the way it's planned
Yeah, she's in Ohio and I'm on some back road
Driving to the city and then who knows?
I wish that I could turn this car around
but she's got a boyfriend now
Rin's point of view:
It had been 6 months into her stay with Kagome and Inuyasha, and her loneliness at being left alone had yet to die down. Every day she went without seeing her lord, she got more and more depressed. She couldn't believe that he'd been gone for 6 months without so much as coming to see her. How dare he leave her that way? Sango and Miroku had been gone for a month as well, so her loneliness had only intensified. On one of her late night walks through Inuyasha's forest, she heard a noise in the woods and froze. She knew enough about Demons to know not to provoke them, so she stood still and slowly inched her way towards a tree for cover. Suddenly there was a figure in front of her. She looked at it up then down before she stepped out from behind the tree. The person had yet to notice she was there and she smiled. "KOHAKU!" she screamed making him jump before he looked at her and smiled. She had missed Kohaku since the last time she saw him was right after Naraku had been defeated.
"RIN!" he ran up and hugged her, just as happy to see her as she was to see him. "I thought you were back with Sesshomaru, what are you doing here?"
"He… left… so I'm staying with Kagome and Inuyasha…"
"Oh… I'm sorry… how long are you staying here?"
"I don't know… I've been here for 6 months though…"
"Oh… well care to escort me to my sisters hut?"
"I'm sorry Kohaku… her and Miroku left a few weeks ago… I'm sure they'll be back soon. Why don't you stay with me?"
"Ok. Let's go." He grabbed her hand and pulled her towards the village.
They spent every free moment they had together, each one using the other to numb their pain. It had been a few weeks and Miroku and Sango had already gotten back, making everyone question why Kohaku was still around. He never stayed more than a few days. It became increasingly obvious that his reason was Rin. Her and Kohaku had become closer with every day, and soon liked each other as more than friends. Sesshomaru had been gone for almost a year, and even though he would always be first in her heart, she didn't want to have to wait for him any longer. She knew Kohaku would never leave her, and at the moment that was all she wanted. Stability. She easily gave into her want for Kohaku, and tried with a lot of effort to forget about Sesshomaru.
Sesshomaru's point of view:
He had been gone for way to long. All he wanted to do was return to Rin and pick up where they left off. He knew it wasn't right for him to want a human, but who was going to tell him otherwise? He didn't mean to be gone for a full year, but who could've predicted that the northern tribe would declare war? Not him that was for sure. His intentions had been to finish up with the meeting quickly to resume peace in the western lands, and then return for Rin. It was supposed to take one month maximum. Not a year. He could only imagine how much pain Rin would be in when he returned. The memory of the day he left her flashed into his mind. Her hurt face was flashing in front of his eyes and he sped up to reach the village before 5. He smelt her and ran towards her scent. When he reached the field he noticed that she was lying alone in front of the well that brought Kagome to her own time. He was slightly disappointed in the fact that she was alone and unguarded. Wasn't that why he'd left her with his half brother? For her protection? He noticed that she smelt strongly of Kohaku, and also that she seemed much happier. He was about to turn and leave when she looked up and caught his eye. She jumped up and smiled. He had wanted to see that smile for a year and never thought she looked better then when she was smiling. He walked closer to her and she ran at him, wrapping her arms around his waist.
"I missed you! Why were you gone for so long?" she screamed holding him tightly. He laughed at her before she seemed to realize what she had done and straightened herself out before she bowed to him. "Sorry lord Sesshomaru."
"It's not a problem."
Suddenly she looked up at him with the saddest eyes he'd ever seen "that's not why…"
"What is the matter, Rin?"
She took a step away from him and he smelt her fear, unhappiness, and pain. "It's… Kohaku…" she whispered so low that even with his demon senses he almost missed it. He just lifted an eyebrow to show his confusion. She took a deep breath before closing his eyes. "I… am… with Kohaku now…"
As if on cue, Kohaku ran into the field and straight to Rin, wrapping his arms around her waist. "Rin! Thank god you're ok. I didn't know where you went!" he leaned in and quickly kissed her forehead before turning towards Sesshomaru, looking as if he's just noticed him, and blushed. Sesshomaru's mind went blank, as his eyes opened wide with shock at what he'd just seen.
What do you think? Should I continue? Review to let me know. Cause I still have another like 2 verses to write for the song. Let me know if you want me to post it. Sorry for the cliffy. : 0 : ( I'm sorry. Please don't hate me!