I'm finally posting another story! I didn't die :3
( sorry this is so short by the way)
Warning! There is mentioned suicide, self-harm, and depression
PrussiaxAustria / GilbertxRoderich
Disclaimer: I don't own Hetalia or any of its characters
Empty. Alone. Worthless.
That's how I've felt for awhile now. It feels like there is a hole in my chest that's never going to close. I feel like I'm slipping away from the world and no one cares enough to notice. I act like my usual obnoxious self in front of everyone, but all it is, is a mask. It's my protection from the questions I know I would get if anyone knew what I was feeling and how I acted on those feelings. I feel like the world hates me and if I died no one would even care. So here I am, sitting on the bathroom floor with a razor in my hand, starting to cut my troubles away. All I want is the hollow feeling that's been invading my body to leave. It's slowly claiming my life, like a disease. I watched as the blood ran down my arm to my wrist and off my hand, onto the clean white tile. Tears were stinging the back of my eyes as I slowly went down my scared arm. There was almost no part of skin that didn't have a scar from where I ran a razor across it.
I know I should get help for this addiction I have, but I'm not worth the trouble. This past week has been the worst. All I wanted to do was end it. End all the pain and all the sadness. Today would be the day I stopped pretending to be happy. The tears were now falling freely as I got to the veins on my wrist and cut right through them.
The last thing I thought about as I started to black out was of my boyfriend and how much I loved him and how much I wished I was good enough of him. I knew I wasn't though so I cut my wrist for the last time. Black was claiming my eyes as I was sinking further to the floor. I heard the door squeal open and I could barely hear the scream of the man I loved the most as I sunk into darkness for the last time.
"GILBERT!"
Don't hurt me please! D:
So yeah, I'm going to continue this, but I haven't decided on which ending I'll be doing…*coughfuneralcough* or *coughhelivescough* or maybe I'll write both, review and tell me what you think I should do!