Hello all! This is my first Jacob/Bella story so bare with me o.o; It takes place towards the middle of New Moon, Bella doesn't jump off the cliff so Edward thinks shes still alive and well, Victoria is still after Bella but now Bella doesn't understand why since Her and Edward are not together anymore. And Jacob has reveiled his wolf self to her so she knows about the wolf pack. This is an AU Im semi following the book so if i trail off into my own world thats just how the story goes. Please review and tell me what you think and I will update as much as possible

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-Buki

Disclaimer: I DO NOT own any characters or plot twists that I take from the book :P

Summary: Bella is still broken over Edward leaving her but she's been trying to forget by hanging out with her best friend Jacob who still has not giving up the hope that one day she will love him as much as he loves her. With Victoria still out for revenge, Jacob, Sam and the wolf pack try and stop her before she does anymore damage to the town of Forks. Will Bella have a change of heart towards Jacob or will a ghost appear from her past and change everything?

Him

I know you're never coming back, but why do you haunt my dreams still?

It had been months since I saw any sign from him. It really was as if he never existed in my life, like he evaporated into thin air. I don't think I'll ever understand the real reason why he left me here, or why he told me such hurtful words but after all this time of holding on to him even by my adrenaline rushes I knew that it would never be the same. Even if he were to come back would I take him back? Who was I kidding I knew I would. Just being able to wrap my hands around him one more time I would cling onto him and make him take me with no matter what. I wouldn't give him the chance to leave again. But what are the chances of that happening?

This will be the last time you'll ever see me

I grabbed my chest from the thought of his words as I slipped on a pair of ripped blue jeans and a black and white flannel that I had found lying around the house one day. Thinking about him was off my list of things to do because today was going with Jacob and today was going to be a good day even if it killed me to do it. Slipping on my old running shoes, I tripped coming out of my room to head downstairs. My clumsiness seemed to be getting better but then again I figured I was destined to trip over my own feet. Charlie had gone to work leaving his cereal bowl on the kitchen table half full. I shook my head thinking about how Charlie never really ate right as I rinsed the bowl out in the sink and ready myself to leave. Walking to my front door I heard a loud rumble coming up the road. I quickly opened the door and locked it behind me knowing my ride was just about here. Jacob Black pulled up in my yard on his dirt bike we fixed up together a long time ago when I first started to see him in La Push. I walked up to him nonchalant and kicked his tire.

"Thought you would be running to see me?" I said with sarcasm in my voice. He smiled that Jacob smile that could brighten up the worse of days for me.

"I was being lazy today and besides, it's nice to get off my paws for a bit" He hopped off his bike grabbing his helmet for me to wear that I wished he would wear but I knew he couldn't get hurt. He embraced me with his famous hugs that were so warm it literally gave me a hot flash every time. It didn't help that the guy had over 108 degrees of body heat radiating off him.

"Easy Jake, you're going to burn me with that red hot skin of yours" I pushed him away reluctantly as he grinned cockily "You think I'm "red" hot." My eyes rolled as I tried telling my face not to turn beat red "I did not, besides you're not THAT hot anyway" I teased, punching him softly in his rock hard stomach. I knew I didn't mean what I said because truth be told Jacob was an amazing looking guy I mean he's got tan skin, a well built body, his facial features were beautiful. Any girl would be lucky to get Jacob and he just didn't seem to get that because all he wanted was…

"Come on Bells give me some slack I know you love me" He winked at me as I coughed back a nervous laugh. He was so full of himself around me it was ridiculous sometimes. I knew I had an emotion attachment to Jacob but I knew it didn't compare to one other person that was in my life. I stopped myself from thinking too far ahead as I smiled at Jacob and asked him where we were going today.

"I thought we could go on a hike, there's some place I want to show you"

Just the thought of hiking brought back memories of him taking me to our meadow that was now dried up and gone just like he was. I shook my head to stay focus on what Jacob was saying.

"It's not far and afterwards we can hang out at my house, you know if you want." Jacob looked at me with his big brown eyes like he was trying to read every thought in my head. Of course he didn't have that type of skill unless it was with his pack but like him neither of them can read me and I kind of liked it that way. It seemed today it truly was useless to get so n so out of my head because every five seconds something triggers a memory of him. I looked a Jake secretly wished he could just take all the pain and memories of him from me. I wanted to forget, it would make things so much easier if I did and as I stared deeply into Jacob's eyes I tried to capture him into my thoughts to try and overrun my old painful memories. He held very still as he woke me from my trance by grabbing my arms gently and whispering to me,

"Bella…" I blinked my eyes for a few seconds before I answered. "Sorry, I just, had a space out moment, what were you saying again?" I had completely missed what he had mentioned earlier about our day. He laughed as he handed me his helmet "Just hop on you'll find out when we get there." With a stupid smile on my face I put the helmet on and followed Jacob to the bike. He hopped on first and I straddled behind, wrapping my arms around his stomach. Starting up the engine sent chills down my back as we took off the road to a place I wasn't sure where.

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