Chapter One

Tamsin's POV

" I'm sorry Tamsin, I just don't feel the same way."

How could I let myself fall for her? I guess to her I was just another feed, and nothing else. Why would I be anything more to her, when she has Lauren. I had just left the crack shack that Bo calls a home. I had to get out of there, it felt like the walls were closing in on me.

"I'm sorry Tamsin, I just don't feel the same way."

I can't stop replaying what she said in my head. To think that we could ever be together, was just me being delusional.

Flashback

Me and Bo had just finished having some mind-blowing sex. Now we were just laying there, basking in the afterglow. I couldn't help but look over at her. She was beautiful, everything about her was beautiful. There was a war going inside my head; should I tell Bo I love her, or should I keep these feelings I'm having all bottled up.

I finally decide to tell her how I feel. "Bo," I call her to see if she's awake. "Yeah," she responds and looks at me, with those beautiful brown eyes. I just look at them, those chocolate orbs, filled with so much emotion and passion. I could get lost in her eyes all the time. "Tamsin!" she yells at me snapping me out of my thougts. "Yeah", I say. "You were about to say something before you zoned out" , she says. 'Ok Tamsin, you can do this. You are a Valkylrie, a warrior, you've been through wars you can do this', I think to myself. "Ok, Bo I'm just gonna say it. This has been on my mind for a long time, and I just can't hold it in anymore."

Bo looks at me,

" Tamsin," she says hesitantly, with worried eyes. "I love you, I mean I'm in love with you!" I blurt it out. She looks at me with sad eyes, and I know what's coming next. "Tamsin," she says " I'm sorry Tamsin, I just don't feel the same way." When she says that, its feels like my heart's been torn into pieces. I can't be there, in the room with her anymore, so I get dressed as fast as I can, and run out of there. "Tamsin!" I hear her call after me, but I keep on running.

So now here I am, soaking wet, walking through the pouring rain.

I keep thinking about how I could be so stupid, and how I could let her creep her way into my heart. Out of nowhere I feel this pain in my chest. I stop, and wait for it to pass over but it doesn't. It gets stronger. I hunch over, groaning in pain waiting for it to go away. When it finally does, I start back walking, not knowing where I am going, all I know is I have to get away. Then I feel it again, even stronger than the last time. "Ahhh!," I scream out in pain, I cripple over. I held myself limply against the wall, as I felt an aching sensation run through my body and to my head; it was excruciating.

It was pain like I had never experienced before. At the moment, I wanted to just grab my head and scream "stop!" but I couldn't even lift my arms against the pain I felt.

Another jolt of pain shoots through me, and I can't help but scream out again. There's only one explanation for this. 'No it isn't possible,' I think, but deep down I know its the only reasonable explanation for this pain.

"Hey sis" is the next thing I hear. 'No, not now' I think. "Stacie" I say harshly. I stand back up, even though I'm in excruciating pain, not wanting to show weakness. Because one thing I know about my sister, is that she thrives on weakness.

"What do you want, bitch" I say through gritted teeth. "Now Tamsin, is that any way to talk to your favorite sister" she says with a snarky and hurt tone, with her hand over her heart.

I scoff, " Like that actually hurt Stacie, we both know your a stone-cold bitch and-" I say, but couldn't finish because another wave of pain shot through me. It took everything I had not to scream out and cripple over.

"Tamsin, you don't look so good, are you okay?" She says with an innocent tone, but I know its fake, because one thing I know about Stacie, is that she doesn't have one compassionate bone in her body.

"Cut the bullshit," I say not having the patience for her games "and tell me what the fuck you want and why you're here". She looks at me and says " I can't just visit my sister". "No you can't, now tell me what you want" I say with a menacing glare. "Ok, sinced asked so nicely, I came here to kill you"

"Is there a reason for this sudden urge to kill me?" I asked with a snarky tone. "Lets just say I have orders from someone you betrayed".

"Odin", is the next thing that comes out of my mouth.

"Ding, ding, ding. You are correct. But other than the orders I really want to kill you. And if I'm being honest you have been a really pain on my ass. So its not only beneficial for him, but for me as well," she says.

'Oh fuck', I think because I know I'm gonna have trouble fighting, with the amount of pain I'm in. "Ok," I say "give me your best shot".

Then she lunged at me, and threw the first punch. Luckily I dodged that, first punch, but I was to slow to dodge the next punch and she hit me directly in my jaw. And that fueled my anger for her, and distracted me from the pain I was already in.

"Game on, bitch"

Back at the crack shack

Bo's POV

After Tamsin had left, I couldn't help but feel guilty. 'How could I do this to her' I thought. But other than feeling guilty, I had a terrible, gut wrenching feeling that something bad was about to happen, and it was all my fault.

A/N: This is my first fan fic so if u have any suggestions or critism plz pm me.