Just because I have another new story does not mean I am abandoning my others. This story is more of a helping hand to concur my writers block. Enjoy!

Summary: Edward's the oblivious idiot while Bella's the shy, hopeless romantic. Fate made their lives cross years ago when they became best friends instantly. If only Edward wasn't an idiot & Bella wasn't hopeless, does that mean that fate had a little bit more planned for them than just friends? All Human.

Chapter One

"It's late." I whispered. "Go home, Edward."

You're so strict Bella. He chuckled, leaning away from my cushioned bed frame and getting up from my bed, brushing his socked feet against the wooded floor as he swiftly walked to my window, two stories above the ground.

Edward Cullen. No words could describe him. Even if I tried, where do I begin? Was it with his perfect face? The disarray of bronze hair nesting on top of it? The perfect distance his eyes were from his nose? The sweet strawberry lips or the edged jaw position right above his rounded chin? Maybe it wasn't even his looks or the fact that his pale body didn't have a week bone. But maybe it was who he was. Edward Cullen continued to surprise me. He wasn't cocky, he was sympathetic. The words egotistical and sleazy didn't even exist in his vocabulary because not even our naked eyes could think of him eligible to be such a man whore! Excuse my French. As for the word perfect, it may not exist in your world but when you dealing with Edward Cullen's, perfect isn't even perfect enough to describe him. He's legendary, a leader of the free world and yet, he's still the oblivious idiot he will always be despite his A average.

I have more than just a crush on my best friend. Maybe it's time to see a therapist or maybe that ship has sailed already.

Of course it has. Nothing can heal the pain I face everyday watching his suck the face off of the absent-minded, dumb bitch, who's name I can recall but I'd rather just call her a life Ruiner.

Tanya Denali can go to hell.

She seems nice and all and I know her intention isn't really to make my life miserable but why do people have to be so stupid these days? Can't she see the way I look at him? I only look at myself in a mirror once a day and I can even see it! How is it possible that she doesn't? Maybe she's too busy looking at herself in the mirror three hundred times a day.

Is it too much to ask for a little luck in my life? My parents are divorced, I've never been kissed, my best friend is in love with Life Ruiner, my dad works twenty four seven and I live in Forks. I didn't think it was possible for such a small town to exist! If it wasn't for Edward, I'd be soaking up the sun in sunny Arizona. Infatuation can do weird things to people.

I say infatuation because I can't know if I actually feel something legitiment for Edward or if it really is just a crush or maybe even lust although I doubt it. I just wish that whatever it was, he felt it too.

But of course, Edward Cullen is just an oblivious idiot.

"I'll see you tomorrow. But before I do, can I ask of one favor?"

"Depends."

"Can you pick Tanya up for me? My Volvo is in the shop to I'm riding with Alice and we all know how Alice feels about Tanya."

Alice was Edward's sister. She tremendously hated Tanya and thought she was completely wrong for Edward. So did I.

Actually, I may have to contradict what I just said. Tanya seems perfect. Blond hair, long, smooth legs, bigger in the chest area, and kinda fun, I guess. She can keep him happy.

And me? What can I do? My dull brown hair looks the same everyday matching my mud brown eyes. I feel like my nose comes out too far and is huge for my petite face and maybe the reason I haven't had a first kiss is because my stupid chapped lips lie awkwardly on my face.

So you see my dilemma. Can someone agree when I say I feel I'm too young for a mid-life crisis?

"Sure." I answered. Was was I supposed to say? 'No, what if she's bisexual?'

"Thanks. See ya." He said smiling as he jumped out of my window like always.

And every night I go to bed thinking the same exact thing: Why am I not good enough?

I know this one is a short chapter but its more of a prologue. The others will be more or less 1500 -2000 words :)

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NikCul