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HI MINNA! This is my first Gundam Wing Fic! I hope you all like it! This is a shounen-ai/ shoujo-ai story. If you don't like it then please don't read.
I recently re-read through the chapters that I had posted and I was highly disgusted by it. It had way too many mistakes and it sounded like a 3yr old wrote it. So I decided to go back through it and re-post it. I hope its better that it was before. ^_^
Parings: 1+2, H+R
Please read and tell me what you think!
'thoughts' "quotes"
~*The One I Love*~ Chapter 1 Duo POV
'To what extent can a person live like this? The war, the death, the killing. I'm about to break, and I wonder if he feels this way too. He is always as cold as ice; his eyes never show any emotion. He never seems to care about anything or anyone, not even himself. The idiot is always self-destructing or going headfirst into battle without even thinking.
Sometimes I think he has a death wish. Doesn't he realize that people care about him, and that people worry about him? Doesn't he realize how much I care about him, and that I couldn't live without him? But he could never feel this way about me. I'm not sure the Perfect Soldier can care about anything but the missions.'
I moved from lying on my back to lying on my stomach so I could watch Heero type on his laptop. I sighed as I closed my eyes and continued to think.
'Plus I'm a guy, and if he knew how I felt about him, he would be disgusted and would never want to talk to me again. It took me long enough to even get him to be my friend and I'm not gonna mess that up.'
'Besides chances are he likes Relena, and she definitely likes him. He would never think twice about me.'
I laughed quietly at the thought. 'The Perfect Soldier liking me.'
"What's so funny" Asked Heero as he paused his typing.
I smiled at him. "Nothing" I said nonchalantly as I lied back down on my back.
I could feel him stare at me for a second before he went back to his laptop.
'He has the most beautiful eyes,' I thought, 'even though they are always cold and emotionless. They are the most beautiful cobalt blue that I have ever seen. I wish he wouldn't cover up their true beauty with his emotionless mask.'
'Sometimes he lets his mask down and I can see just how beautiful his eyes are, but he always puts it back on the second he realized he let it down. Its like he is afraid to show his emotions. He tries so hard to hide them, maybe he is afraid to trust people.'
I then noticed that Heero had stopped typing and was staring at me.
"What?" I asked, staring at him in wonder. Heero hardly ever gets distracted from his work, so why did he stop? And why was he staring at me?
"What's wrong?" Heero asked in his usual emotionless voice.
"Nothing, why would you think anything was wrong?" I asked, as my insides were screaming with happiness. 'He actually cares?'
"You were being quiet, that's not like you." He said calmly.
I put on a grin; "wow I didn't think the Perfect Soldier even noticed I existed." I said, for once smiling a true smile.
I got a short "hn" for an answer as he continued working.
I watched him work for another minute before I decided to do something else besides sitting here and staring at Heero. Not that I don't like staring at Heero, its just I cant sit still for too long.
I hopped out of bed and headed toward the bathroom. "I'm gonna take a shower." I said happily as I left the room.
~*Heeros POV*~
'Damn it! I have to stop thinking like this! Why do I feel this way about that baka? I am the Perfect Soldier. I cant feel anything for another person, the only thing that is important are my missions!'
I stared at the bathroom door for a minute and felt my last thought fly out the window.
'I do care, I just wish that I didn't.' I thought almost sadly as I stared at my laptop and sighed.
'I don't know very much when it comes to relationships.' I thought. 'But, I do know that a guy is supposed to like a girl, Not another guy. Duo would be disgusted if he ever found out how I felt about him.'
I sat there for a while just staring at my laptop when the bathroom door opened.
I felt my breath leave my body as I looked at Duo. He was standing in the doorway wearing nothing but a towel around his waist. His hair was wet, and cascading down his back, reaching down to his thighs. He looked like an angel...a very wet and sexy angel, but an angel none the less.
Only one word occupied my mind. 'Beautiful.'
His gorgeous violet eyes were shining with amusement, and there was an ever- present grin on his heart shaped face. I let my eyes wonder from his face down to his chest, which was glistening with droplets of water. He had a lean and slightly muscular frame, without an ounce of fat, which was surprising considering how much he eats.
I watched as a single drop of water slid down his chest and reaching down to his abdomen.
"What?" Duo asked with an amused look on his face.
I snapped out of my trance and quickly looked away, a heavy blush on my cheeks.
'Shit! You were practically drooling over him! You idiot! Now he probably expects something!' I yelled in my mind, mentally scolding myself. I went back to work, trying to act as if noting happened.
"hn" I said dismissingly as I fought back the unwanted blush on my face.
"Whatever" Duo said as he walked past me and grabbed his clothes. He then went back into the bathroom to change.
' How does he do this to me? How can he get through my mask so easily without me even knowing it?' I frowned hating to have such a weakness.
I continued working as Duo came out of the bathroom with a brush in his hand. I watched out of the corner of my eye as he went over to his bed and sat down. He then began to gently brush his hair, which was hard to do because his hands were injured in a battle last week. I silently watched him as he struggled to brush it.
"Damn it!" Duo yelled as a brush flew past my head and hit the wall. I blinked in the sudden outburst and looked over at Duo. He sat there a while looking at his bandaged hands before getting up and walking across the room to pick up the brush.
"Heero man," started Duo, "can you braid my hair please?" I looked at him as if he'd gone crazy. He searched my face, a pleading look on his eyes. "Since my hands aren't fully healed from the last fight we were in, I cant do it myself"
I just stared at him, contemplating whether I should or not.
"Please Heero!" Duo said as he held the brush out to me. I looked into his eyes, immediately regretting doing so. They were full of frustration, and humiliation. I could tell he hated not being able to do things for himself. I sighed, I hated seeing that look in his eyes.
"hn" I said as I took the brush out of Duos hands. "Thanks Heero I owe you one." Said Duo, his eyes shining once again. "Just be gentle OK?" he asked as he sat down on the bed. I said nothing as I walked over to him, and took a seat behind him.
I gently started to brush his hair. It was so soft and smelled of cinnamon. I inhaled deeply as I ran his beautiful strands of hair through my fingers, admiring how soft it was. Without thinking I pulled his hair up to my face and rubbed it against my cheek.
'So soft' I thought, relishing in the feel of it.
I then realized what I was doing and gently finished brushing it, a small blush on my cheeks. I heard Duo sigh contentedly as I finished braiding it.
"Thanks again Heero man," he said as he turned around to look at me. I stared into his violet orbs, drowning in their beauty, losing all control of my thoughts and actions. I stared into his eyes, memorizing their beauty.
"Do you like my hair?" duo asked with a grin on his face. I looked at him weird, as he looked down at my hand. I followed his gaze to find that I had been holding onto his braid. I blushed slightly and quickly let go. I then focused on the ground, studying it, trying not to look up at Duo's face. He then grabbed my chin and lifted my head up to look at him. "Heero..." Duo said quietly as he leaned towards me. My eyes widened as I stared into his eyes, seeing the mischievous gleam to them. Our faces were only inches apart. I could feel his body heat, as our breaths mingled together. Duo took his hand and gently caressed my cheek, as he inched closer.
My mind screamed, he was breaking all my control. I shouldn't let him do this, but I just couldn't stop him. My body wanted him...needed him...
Just then there was a knock at the door.
"Heero? Duo?" I heard a soft voice say.
I directed my gaze to the door as Duo sighed and got up. I mentally swore in ever language I knew. "So close" I mumbled, only to mentally scold myself for thinking that way.
Duo opened the door to find Quatre and a girl with blond hair and blue eyes standing next to him.
"Hey Quatre what's up?" said Duo a bit annoyed. "Hello Duo" Said Quatre, nervously sensing the annoyance in his voice.
Duo then looked over to the girl next to Quatre. "Hey Relena, long time no see."
"Hello Duo" said Relena in her normal, calm, formal voice.
"Were not interrupting anything are we?" asked Quatre.
"No not at all, come on in," said Duo cheerfully as he moved to the side to let them in.
"Actually," said Quatre "I brought Miss Relena here because she wanted to speak with Heero"
" Oh, OK" said Duo as he looked at Heero. "I'm gonna take a walk OK Heero?"
I just nodded in response, hoping Duo would change his mind and stay. But to my dismay Duo stepped aside to let Relena in. He then left with Quatre closing the door behind him.
'Damn it!' I thought 'why did he have to leave? Now I have to sit and listen to her.'
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Well that's the end of chapter 1 ^_^ I tried to fix it as best as I could, but its still pretty bad. Please R&R!
HI MINNA! This is my first Gundam Wing Fic! I hope you all like it! This is a shounen-ai/ shoujo-ai story. If you don't like it then please don't read.
I recently re-read through the chapters that I had posted and I was highly disgusted by it. It had way too many mistakes and it sounded like a 3yr old wrote it. So I decided to go back through it and re-post it. I hope its better that it was before. ^_^
Parings: 1+2, H+R
Please read and tell me what you think!
'thoughts' "quotes"
~*The One I Love*~ Chapter 1 Duo POV
'To what extent can a person live like this? The war, the death, the killing. I'm about to break, and I wonder if he feels this way too. He is always as cold as ice; his eyes never show any emotion. He never seems to care about anything or anyone, not even himself. The idiot is always self-destructing or going headfirst into battle without even thinking.
Sometimes I think he has a death wish. Doesn't he realize that people care about him, and that people worry about him? Doesn't he realize how much I care about him, and that I couldn't live without him? But he could never feel this way about me. I'm not sure the Perfect Soldier can care about anything but the missions.'
I moved from lying on my back to lying on my stomach so I could watch Heero type on his laptop. I sighed as I closed my eyes and continued to think.
'Plus I'm a guy, and if he knew how I felt about him, he would be disgusted and would never want to talk to me again. It took me long enough to even get him to be my friend and I'm not gonna mess that up.'
'Besides chances are he likes Relena, and she definitely likes him. He would never think twice about me.'
I laughed quietly at the thought. 'The Perfect Soldier liking me.'
"What's so funny" Asked Heero as he paused his typing.
I smiled at him. "Nothing" I said nonchalantly as I lied back down on my back.
I could feel him stare at me for a second before he went back to his laptop.
'He has the most beautiful eyes,' I thought, 'even though they are always cold and emotionless. They are the most beautiful cobalt blue that I have ever seen. I wish he wouldn't cover up their true beauty with his emotionless mask.'
'Sometimes he lets his mask down and I can see just how beautiful his eyes are, but he always puts it back on the second he realized he let it down. Its like he is afraid to show his emotions. He tries so hard to hide them, maybe he is afraid to trust people.'
I then noticed that Heero had stopped typing and was staring at me.
"What?" I asked, staring at him in wonder. Heero hardly ever gets distracted from his work, so why did he stop? And why was he staring at me?
"What's wrong?" Heero asked in his usual emotionless voice.
"Nothing, why would you think anything was wrong?" I asked, as my insides were screaming with happiness. 'He actually cares?'
"You were being quiet, that's not like you." He said calmly.
I put on a grin; "wow I didn't think the Perfect Soldier even noticed I existed." I said, for once smiling a true smile.
I got a short "hn" for an answer as he continued working.
I watched him work for another minute before I decided to do something else besides sitting here and staring at Heero. Not that I don't like staring at Heero, its just I cant sit still for too long.
I hopped out of bed and headed toward the bathroom. "I'm gonna take a shower." I said happily as I left the room.
~*Heeros POV*~
'Damn it! I have to stop thinking like this! Why do I feel this way about that baka? I am the Perfect Soldier. I cant feel anything for another person, the only thing that is important are my missions!'
I stared at the bathroom door for a minute and felt my last thought fly out the window.
'I do care, I just wish that I didn't.' I thought almost sadly as I stared at my laptop and sighed.
'I don't know very much when it comes to relationships.' I thought. 'But, I do know that a guy is supposed to like a girl, Not another guy. Duo would be disgusted if he ever found out how I felt about him.'
I sat there for a while just staring at my laptop when the bathroom door opened.
I felt my breath leave my body as I looked at Duo. He was standing in the doorway wearing nothing but a towel around his waist. His hair was wet, and cascading down his back, reaching down to his thighs. He looked like an angel...a very wet and sexy angel, but an angel none the less.
Only one word occupied my mind. 'Beautiful.'
His gorgeous violet eyes were shining with amusement, and there was an ever- present grin on his heart shaped face. I let my eyes wonder from his face down to his chest, which was glistening with droplets of water. He had a lean and slightly muscular frame, without an ounce of fat, which was surprising considering how much he eats.
I watched as a single drop of water slid down his chest and reaching down to his abdomen.
"What?" Duo asked with an amused look on his face.
I snapped out of my trance and quickly looked away, a heavy blush on my cheeks.
'Shit! You were practically drooling over him! You idiot! Now he probably expects something!' I yelled in my mind, mentally scolding myself. I went back to work, trying to act as if noting happened.
"hn" I said dismissingly as I fought back the unwanted blush on my face.
"Whatever" Duo said as he walked past me and grabbed his clothes. He then went back into the bathroom to change.
' How does he do this to me? How can he get through my mask so easily without me even knowing it?' I frowned hating to have such a weakness.
I continued working as Duo came out of the bathroom with a brush in his hand. I watched out of the corner of my eye as he went over to his bed and sat down. He then began to gently brush his hair, which was hard to do because his hands were injured in a battle last week. I silently watched him as he struggled to brush it.
"Damn it!" Duo yelled as a brush flew past my head and hit the wall. I blinked in the sudden outburst and looked over at Duo. He sat there a while looking at his bandaged hands before getting up and walking across the room to pick up the brush.
"Heero man," started Duo, "can you braid my hair please?" I looked at him as if he'd gone crazy. He searched my face, a pleading look on his eyes. "Since my hands aren't fully healed from the last fight we were in, I cant do it myself"
I just stared at him, contemplating whether I should or not.
"Please Heero!" Duo said as he held the brush out to me. I looked into his eyes, immediately regretting doing so. They were full of frustration, and humiliation. I could tell he hated not being able to do things for himself. I sighed, I hated seeing that look in his eyes.
"hn" I said as I took the brush out of Duos hands. "Thanks Heero I owe you one." Said Duo, his eyes shining once again. "Just be gentle OK?" he asked as he sat down on the bed. I said nothing as I walked over to him, and took a seat behind him.
I gently started to brush his hair. It was so soft and smelled of cinnamon. I inhaled deeply as I ran his beautiful strands of hair through my fingers, admiring how soft it was. Without thinking I pulled his hair up to my face and rubbed it against my cheek.
'So soft' I thought, relishing in the feel of it.
I then realized what I was doing and gently finished brushing it, a small blush on my cheeks. I heard Duo sigh contentedly as I finished braiding it.
"Thanks again Heero man," he said as he turned around to look at me. I stared into his violet orbs, drowning in their beauty, losing all control of my thoughts and actions. I stared into his eyes, memorizing their beauty.
"Do you like my hair?" duo asked with a grin on his face. I looked at him weird, as he looked down at my hand. I followed his gaze to find that I had been holding onto his braid. I blushed slightly and quickly let go. I then focused on the ground, studying it, trying not to look up at Duo's face. He then grabbed my chin and lifted my head up to look at him. "Heero..." Duo said quietly as he leaned towards me. My eyes widened as I stared into his eyes, seeing the mischievous gleam to them. Our faces were only inches apart. I could feel his body heat, as our breaths mingled together. Duo took his hand and gently caressed my cheek, as he inched closer.
My mind screamed, he was breaking all my control. I shouldn't let him do this, but I just couldn't stop him. My body wanted him...needed him...
Just then there was a knock at the door.
"Heero? Duo?" I heard a soft voice say.
I directed my gaze to the door as Duo sighed and got up. I mentally swore in ever language I knew. "So close" I mumbled, only to mentally scold myself for thinking that way.
Duo opened the door to find Quatre and a girl with blond hair and blue eyes standing next to him.
"Hey Quatre what's up?" said Duo a bit annoyed. "Hello Duo" Said Quatre, nervously sensing the annoyance in his voice.
Duo then looked over to the girl next to Quatre. "Hey Relena, long time no see."
"Hello Duo" said Relena in her normal, calm, formal voice.
"Were not interrupting anything are we?" asked Quatre.
"No not at all, come on in," said Duo cheerfully as he moved to the side to let them in.
"Actually," said Quatre "I brought Miss Relena here because she wanted to speak with Heero"
" Oh, OK" said Duo as he looked at Heero. "I'm gonna take a walk OK Heero?"
I just nodded in response, hoping Duo would change his mind and stay. But to my dismay Duo stepped aside to let Relena in. He then left with Quatre closing the door behind him.
'Damn it!' I thought 'why did he have to leave? Now I have to sit and listen to her.'
~*~
Well that's the end of chapter 1 ^_^ I tried to fix it as best as I could, but its still pretty bad. Please R&R!