I Only See You

One Shot By:Tawnee

Song:"I Only See You"

By:Benton Paul

Here lies Nina Yuki Yamada 1994-2009 Beloved Daughter, Friend, and Girlfriend. "Forever & Always I will only see you…"-Nina Y. Yamada

Today is the worst day of my life,

The girl I love,

My life,

My all,

Has died,

If only I could've been there,

To save her from that car,

But no,

I had to be in the magical world running an errand,

And now,

I'm at the cementary,

Putting flowers on her grave,

Nina…

(Song)

In a crowded place,

I see just your face,

And it looks so familiar…

(/Song)

At school,

Its lunch time,

The whole place is really crowded,

And I see her,

It's impossible,

She died,

I run over to her,

She disappears before my eyes,

Was I just hallucinating?,

How I miss you,

Nina…

(Song)

I can't get to you,

Though I'm trying to,

There are just too many barriers,

(/Song)

I want to be with you again,

Hug you,

Kiss you,

Tell you that I love you,

I just want everything to be ok,

Just like it used to,

But I can't,

You're gone,

And its my fault,

Please forgive me,

Nina…

(Song)

But I,

Only see you,

In all that I do,

To the rest I am blind,

(/Song)

I remember,

When you told me you loved me,

You said you only saw me,

No one else,

I was in love with you too,

But I didn't know how to tell you,

But now you're gone,

Nina…

(Song)

And I,

Don't want something new,

Other than you,

For the rest of my life,

(/Song)

I'm in class,

And everyone tells me to move on,

But I don't want to,

I only want you,

Forever,

There's an empty seat next to me,

The seat you used to sit in,

And I hallucinate again,

You are sitting there,

Smiling at me,

I know I'm seeing things,

So I don't smile back,

You frown,

You didn't like to see me sad,

And once again,

You disappear,

Nina…

(Song)

People talking loud,

I can't hear the crowd,

You are so much more appealing,

(/Song)

*Flashback*

I'm at school with you,

There are so many people in class,

But I can't hear them,

All my attention is for you,

So we talk and laugh,

Until its time for class to start,

*End Flashback*

(Song)

I'll be honest girl,

You've become my wolrd,

And I'll spend my whole life wondering,

(/Song)

You were my all,

My everything,

And you still are,

Even though I called you Idiot,

I didn't mean it,

You told me you loved me,

But I wonder,

Was I your everything?,

Nina…

(Song)

But I,

Only see you,

In all that I do,

To the rest I am blind,

And I,

Don't want something new,

Other than you,

For the rest of my life,

(/Song)

You told me you only saw me,

Even in a crowded place,

You said you'd be able to spot me,

And you always did,

I don't want to move on,

I only want you,

Forever,

Nina…

(Song)

Promise I'll always be there for you,

If you could give me a chance,

Promise I'll never be less than true,

(/Song)

You told me you'd always be there,

You said only death could separate us,

And it did,

I promised the same thing,

And that I'd be honest to you no matter what,

Nina…

(Song)

But I,

Only see you,

In all that I do,

To the rest I am blind,

(/Song)

So again,

I drive to the cementary,

To put flowers on your grave,

And to do something else,

Join you,

Nina…

(Song)

And I,

Don't want something new,

Other than you,

For the rest of my life,

(/Song)

I take a blade out of my pocket,

I look up at the sky and yell,

"I don't want to move on!",

As I cut the veins in my left wrist I yell,

"I only want you! Idiot!",

I cry and yell one last time,

"Forever Nina…!",

Then I lie on top of your grave,

As I slowly slip onto unconsciouness,

Slipping into death,

Bleeding,

I only have enough stength to utter one last sentence,

"I love you Nina…",

And then,

I'm gone forever.