A Deathly Wish.

Yo-yo peoples! I'm back; but this time with a new story! WARNINGS: This story contains attempted suicide, cutting, depression, self-hate, yaoi (not the sexual kind, so get yo' head out of the gutter!) general sadness, and LOTS AND LOTS OF ANGST! By the way, Trigger warning! (T.T as if you couldn't figure that out by the warnings I put.)

If I owned Soul Eater (almost wrote Death Note) then this would be cannon, and Death the Kid would be the main character, instead of stupid Maka. (sorry Maka fans but I can't stand her.)

Chapter one.

Death the Kid P.O.V

I walked down the hallways of my father's school; Death Weapon Meister Academy. Today was a pretty normal day; I was tired, lonely, asymmetrical, awful, and just as worthless as the other day. I glanced down at my wrists, yesterday I had cut them, only this time was different for the reason that instead of cutting my usual eight slices per day I cut a vein, I can't even cut my wrists right.

I'm a little light headed, but that'll go away, after all the wound stopped bleeding this morning and I'm a reaper, I can survive with less blood then a normal weapon or meister. I stopped when Liz, Patty, and I had arrived at the Crescent Moon class. We sat at our usual seat, I had started to believe that our teacher wasn't going to be here, that was of course before I heard the squeaks of a chair. Stein entered in his usual fashion, which basically means that his chair fell over, of course since once isn't enough he did it seven times- seven?!

SEVEN?! NO IT HAS TO BE EIGHT! "STEIN!" I yelled. "What?" he looked at me with a confused face; how is he not able to comprehend this horrendous crime he has committed?! I took a deep breath and continued.

"Stein with all due respect, your chair only tipped over seven times. Seven is an asymmetrical number. I must ask you to please go back in the hallway and rush in here tipping your chair again." There. I believe I handled that well-

several kids started laughing at me, and the ones who weren't gave out groans and looks of disgust. I felt all of the heat in my body transfer to my face, I immediately hung my head in shame and tried to make myself as small as possible.

"Very well." I glanced up to see Stein go into the hallway and did his whole shpeal again. I muttered a small 'thank you' but even though I felt a lot better after he did it eight times, the laughing continued.

"THAT'S IT! EVERYONE STOP LAUGHING AT KID!" the room went silent as I looked up at none other than Liz standing on her seat.

"How would you feel, if you told someone your darkest secret, and they laughed, and blew it up in your face?! That is probably how Kid feels. So stop being jerks and grow up!" I looked up at Liz with an appreciative smile.

But just then I heard more laughing now instead of laughing at me they were laughing at her. She immediately did as I had prior to her stand against bullying. I looked over at Stein and requested a pass for this class whilst Patty was desperately trying to calm her sister down. My request was granted. I thanked Stein as I walked towards the library thinking,

'if only I hadn't said anything at all, then Liz wouldn't have been embarrassed and harassed as she was.'

Omg this is probably the worst chapter I have ever made for any story ever. If anyone likes this crap then let me know and I'll continue. By the way I am currently making the next chapter for 'The Mysteries Behind Radar' and it will be posted as soon as I finish it. (this was more of a getting out writers block than it was an actual chapter.) Also there will be an important message in my next chapter for MBR.