As I got into the car Damon eyed me sleepily. I just had to say something, "Not so tough now that you're all human and tired". The next instant he had me pinned against the door "I am still stronger than you." And, he was even for a human.
"Okay you win. One question though…" He repositioned himself, to become more comfortable lying in my lap, my hands immediately went to play with his hair. Then I realized what I was doing, and who I was doing this to and took my hands away very quickly, blushing.
"Elena, dear, you can keep doing that. It kind of feels good and helps me relax; this whole human thing has me extremely stressed." So I resumed my rubbing and mussing, his hair was so silky and soft. His face was so beautiful.-even as a human. "I mean, why does Stefan get to keep guard outside the car? He is so weak, even weaker than me. He wastes his powers drinking Bambi's blood; it's ridiculous. Why are you so in love with him my princess?"
"Well actually…we aren't as close as you think we are. We are drifting apart somewhat I feel. He is being very immature and childish. I want to take things up a notch and he still pretends like I am back from the dead again and treats me like a baby. Is there anything wrong with wanting to add a little sex into your relationship?"
"Well Elena, my princess, you came to the right guy. Because, if anybody knows sex better than me, its me." I noticed Damon nervously glance outside. "Looks like prince charming went out to take a walk. What he knows won't hurt him." Then as if we were in a dream he cradled my face into his palms and leaned in for the kiss. And you know what, I let him. The worst and best thing is that it was the best kiss I have had in a while.
The kiss started off slow at first and it was very sweet. Then his fingers wrapped in my hair and out of habit mine did the same. As seconds flew by his tongue begged at my lips for entrance. I let him in and so the battle for dominance began. I knew that he wanted to be in control, being Damon and all, so I let him win. His tongue was so silky and soft it just felt so good. After a few minutes he pulled away.
"Now that, my princess, was only the beginning. See what I can do? You enjoyed that huh?" I was ashamed of myself for giving in so easily but it was just so nice. What really got me thinking was that if he could do that in just a kiss; what could he do in bed?
This is going to be a long road trip if things keep up the way they are going. Oh look, here comes Stefan now. "Damon! Please don't say anything to Stefan about this. Oh, and if you are broadcasting thoughts like this please make it look like you forced me to, or just don't think about it at all. Think about…penguins!"
"Really Elena, penguins? Little brother would definitely suspect something if I thought about penguins all day long. But don't you worry my princess, I won't say a thing. Oh, and Saint Stefan probably cannot even read my mind, or yours for that matter. He seems to be very weak now."
"Thanks Damon. Do you know what time it is?"
"It is about a quarter after twelve. Why do you ask my princess of darkness?"
"Oh no reason, it's just that I am tired and when I walked in the car you looked tired too." Damon did not need to be a vampire to tell that I was lying about being tired. He could see the lie in my eyes but he didn't mention it. I was more awake than I had ever been in my entire life and so was he. "Goodnight Damon" I said as I snuggled up against his warm body. Tomorrow morning will be fun if Stefan goes hunting, I hope. But first I have to catalogue this major event into my diary.
Dear Diary,
Today I kissed Damon and liked it more than when I kiss Stefan. I don't know what has gotten into me, but I'm changing and that's all I know at this point. I have changed.
