Suicide oh suicide,
I see the despair in thine eyes.
My heart gently weeps
for that happiness from long ago.
I've changed, I've grown,
yet my heart still wants more.
On and on in misery,
giving up hope.
Fate shall take over from here.
Is my heart crying out to save me, or is it ready to leave me?
I wish to see your smiling face;
the happiness that has been brought into your life,
yet not because of me.
I sit here and weep
for that undying love of mine.
Should I wait or should I rid myself of my pain?
Heartbroken I sit,
pining for more,
knowing that there is none left for me.
Hopelessness;
crying myself to sleep.
Oh suicide, should I be thine's princess?
Love that will not cease,
keeping me here in waiting.
I've screwed up so much in life.
Give me back my uniqueness and my individuality,
stole by fakers years ago.
Hopelessness overcomes me, yet I still wait.