This drabble was inspired by Order of the Phoenix...so if you haven't read it yet and don't want it to be spoiled...turn back... just warning you... you can't blame me now.. you were warned...

Oh and of course the lovely disclaimer...Harry Potter is not mine...nothing relating to it is mine... I do not own it or make any money from writing anything about it... ok now that we have that cleared up...

This is a drabble... short and well not exactly sweet but basically to the point... enjoy!

"Unspoken"

By: TauriPhoenix

Tears threatened to engulf me as you fell. It was as if time had slowed as I watched you tumble through that veil. Screaming your name, I tried to break free, but his grip was too strong. He would not allow me to run behind the curtain to find you, so I stood screaming your name. And then it hit me, you were gone- not by magic, it was a simple stunning spell, but because of your fall through that veil...the veil I had heard voices coming from.

Ceasing my struggle to run to you, for I knew you were now truly gone-forever, I did not cry on his shoulder as he loosened his grip. Instead my grief turned to hatred as my eyes landed on the one who sent the spell onto you. Bellatrix, your own cousin... I looked once again toward the veil, it confirmed you were gone. Then my eyes returned to your cousin and seeing her flee, I broke away from his loosened grip and chased after her.

In that moment I wanted nothing more than revenge for your death but because my mind was weak I failed. I failed miserably and could not avenge you, but I vow one day I shall, for you were the only real person I could confide in about everything. And I know that Lupin is trying hard to help me through this, but there is always an unspoken sadness for he is the last of his truest and closest friends and part of me feels that if he hadn't of felt responsible for me and hadn't had held me back that I would not have been alone in rushing toward the veil and through it after you...