Hey guys! So I know that you probably hate me (with good reason). In case you couldn't tell my other stories are on hiatus indefinitely. So this is a new story :). It's pretty much about brucas s4. It starts with the break up. Naley are remarried and no accident happened cooper broke it off with Rachel. Naley are on their honeymoon. Brooke and Rachel are living together now. That's pretty much all you need to know. Italics are flashbacks!!!!

Disclaimer: I OWN NOTHING! THE CHARACTERS AND SHOW & EVERYTHING BELONGS TO MARK SCHWANN! IT'S MY STORYLINE ONLY (HE'S WELCOME TO IT THOUGH IT'S USELESS NOW)

She made up some stupid lie about how she had stopped missing him; he didn't know it was possible to stop missing someone- but it apparently was. She kept with the lie- it was too late to turn back now; he didn't know it was possible to hurt like this- to have his heart in billions of tiny pieces and yet still feel it breaking more. She walked towards the door; he watched her walk away. She prayed that he would stop her; he hoped it would stop her. "I'm sorry." That's all he said- it hurt her to know he didn't mean it; "I'm sorry." Were the only words he could say- it hurt to know it wasn't enough. She whispered that she was too- he would never know how sorry; he heard her whisper that she too was sorry- if only she meant it. She hated her "best friend"- why would you tell someone that; he hated her "best friend"- she could deny it all she wanted to but it was her "best friend"'s fault. She was gone; he was still on his bed- having never moved-he was suddenly immobile.

Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring.

"Hello." She wasn't ready to wake up.

"Hey Tigger! You don't sound very cheery."

"Hey Tutor Girl. I just woke up." Brooke explained to Haley.

"I don't believe you. Well, let me rephrase. I believe you just woke up but that's all that's bothering you."

"It's just-" Brooke didn't know what to say.

"Don't lie to me Penelope!" Haley scolded reading the girls thoughts.

"Mary why aren't you spending time with your new husband well not new husband because you've been married for-" she thought about it and decided it was too early for math- "a long time, but you just got married again- and I have a headache now. AND I haven't gotten my coffee yet." Brooke huffed not missing a beat. She got up out of bed and went to the kitchen to start her coffee.

"I am with my husband. He went to get us some breakfast and I decided to call you. And don't change the subject!" Damn. She was this close too.

"Umm."

"Is Luke being a dumb ass again?" Haley asked guessing. She always was a good guesser. It hurt Brooke to hear that name. She cringed.

"No."

"Brooke, hunny what's wrong? You're usually so talkative and now you aren't saying anything." Haley asked in her concerned mom voice. In case you were wondering that voice is really annoying. Especially when all you need is a good friend but none are around and all you wanna do is cry but if you do that you are weak- and Brooke Davis is NOT weak.

"Me and Lucas broke up!!! Okay!? You happy now?!" Brooke screamed into the phone.

"Oh. Brookie I'm so sorry. And no, that does not make me happy at all. It breaks my heart I've always known you two belonged together. What happened between you two- If you don't mind my asking."

"I'm sorry for lashing out on you Hales. It's just you're the first real human contact I've had in a few days- I haven't wanted to talk to Peyton-" the name came out as a growl- "Lucas is well out of the question. You and Nate are umm busy honeymooning. Mouth is well he's so sweet which is why I can't bring myself to tell him- though he probably already knows I'm sure Luke has told him- if I tell him he will be a sweetheart and I'll cry and I don't want to cry- crying is weak I'm not weak, I can't be weak. Rach is well she's been kinda busy with mission forget Cooper. I can't really talk to anybody else so…"

"I see. It's fine, really. So what about the breakup?"

"Right. Well, let's see here. What made me break up with Lucas Scott? Hmmmm. Well, surprise surprise Peyton-"

"Oh God." Haley groaned, she knew this was coming.

"Yeah, tell me about it. So at your rehearsal dinner she told me she has feelings for Luke. And she knew I would let him go if she told me. Oh, but don't worry she said she wouldn't act on her feelings. Can you believe that? Oh and you know how I was living with her? Yeah well to say the least that is shot to Hell. So then when I went to get my stuff from that fucking whore's house she acted all concerned and asked where I slept the night before. I told her in my car. So then I asked her the obvious question why now?"

"What did she say? Did you tell her what's been going on lately?" Haley asked.

"I told her I had a lot going on in my life I wonder if her dumb ass fake blonde skank whore self has figured it out yet. But then she was like, "in a fake Peyton voice "'I have stuff going on in mine too." Brooke rolled her eyes. "Then she said how she wished for Jake not Lucas. I pointed out it was Jake after Pete and then Lucas. When I said that I can't believe this is happening again she had the nerve to say it's not the last time… but I cut her off I had had enough. So I asked her if she even heard herself. The last time? The last time she tried to steal my boyfriend? Then I not so nicely pointed out that he was on the damn door under me BROOKE NOT PEYTON and do you know why we did the doors in the first place? So we wouldn't repeat last year. But noooo fake blond bitch isn't smart enough to follow a simple system. Oh, but don't worry she doesn't wanna steal him from me she just likes him AGAIN. She also isn't gonna do anything about it just bury it. But the thing is she can't now can she? It's out just like the time capsule. She didn't have to say anything about it. But she did. Apparently she was just trying to be honest well whoopty fucking doo for her. She gets to feel better now. Then she twisted my words around to make it sound like I said I didn't miss him. That fucking bitch! I said that I don't depend on him as much as I thought I did. Well, anyways I bitch slapped the backstabbing two faced bitch- which is what I called her. Then I grabbed my bag and left her alone in her fucking emo ass room. Maybe I'm lucky and she killed herself. Oh yeah did I mention that Lucas kissed her AGAIN! On the day of the shooting. He told me at your wedding." Brooke finished and finally drank her coffee.

"I can't believe she had the nerve to do that! What a bitch! I fucking hate her! How could Lucas do that again? Didn't he learn anything last year? We'll be home soon. Before you protest we are supposed to leave tonight anyways it's just a few hours early."

"Haley I can't ask you to do that. It's your honeymoon I shouldn't have burdened you." Brooke ignored the part about Lucas, she couldn't think about him now.

"Too bad. I'm glad you told me. I'm needed back home. I love you Brooke Penelope Davis. We'll see you soon."

"Fine. I love you too, Haley Mary James Scott. I'll see you guys soon. But for the record I'd prefer I didn't have to deal with the fact that I ruined your honeymoon."

"You didn't ruin it. Bye." And with that Haley hung up.

"Bye." Brooke said into the line that had gone dead. There was a knock at the door; Brooke groaned she couldn't get any peace at all! (Okay so she didn't mind Tutor Wife calling but that wasn't the point.) Brooke opened the door and in front of her stood the subject of hers and Haley's previous conversation. Not Peyton. She almost wished it were Peyton- it wouldn't hurt like this.

"Hey Not So Cheery" his familiar voice said his beautiful blue eyes full of pity and was that love? No it couldn't be.

"Hi Lucas." She responded in that raspy voice. She was keeping it professional.

"So you're living with Rachel now?" Lucas asked.

"Yep." She answered. Right to the point.

"Can I come in?"

"If you must." She replied but stepped to the side to let him in. He missed the tears in her eyes that she quickly blinked away. Lucas looked around.

"You can sit." She informed him and he sat down on the couch.

"No I said try out the couch." The raspy voice he loved said as she straddled him and kissed him.

"I like this couch." He informed. She replied with "I thought you would."

"Earth to Eugene." Brooke's still raspy voice said.

"Umm yea?"

"I asked if you want some coffee. Where'd you go?"

"Um yea, thanks. Just thinking." He replied. God he missed her.

"'Kay." She accepted but they both knew it wasn't the end of that fun conversation. After a minute Brooke walked over with two cups of coffee and sat next to him. He took his cup and smiled when he drank it.

"What?" she asked then scared, "Is something wrong with the coffee?"

"No. It's perfect." She looked at him confused, why was that funny. "It's just funny that you can make it perfectly for me. You, my mom, and Hales are the only ones who can." He said in reply to her look of confusion. This made her laugh.

"Yea, you are very picky about certain things." Then more seriously. "How's Karen?"

"Good." Lucas lied. Brooke saw through him.

"How is she really?" Brooke asked. When she saw how hard it was for Lucas she laid her hand on his arm.

"She's a lot better. She's pregnant." Lucas said. Brooke's mouth dropped.

"What!?!"

"Calm down, it's Keith's." Lucas said with a smile that made Brooke smile too. Brooke's phone rang.

"Hello?" she answered. "Hey Natey!" Brooke chirped into the phone, Lucas noticed it was cheerier then when they talked but not normal Brooke cheery.

"God! Tutor Wife told you?" This got Luke's attention back; there was a pause while he assumed Nathan talked. "No, Nate you can't go to jail for murder. I need you right now. Did Hales tell you the erm other thing too?" Brooke queried. Lucas strained his ears to hear what 'the other thing' was. "Not now! He's here. Next to me. I know. I know that Nate but-"she was cut off and looked hopeless. "You can't. Please." A quiet moment a muffled answer on the other line. "Thank you. Okay. I'll see you soon. But I wish you guys wouldn't come home, you should enjoy your honeymoon. I love you Nathan Royal Scott tell your wifey I love her too. Bye." And with that she hung up. Lucas looked confused.

"What was that about?" Lucas asked.

"That was your brother." Brooke said hoping that was enough. It wasn't

"I gathered. What was that about?" he repeated the question.

"Him and hales are coming home." Brooke informed.

"Is that right?" he asked.

"Yeah. They will be here in a few hours. I'm picking them up from the airport."

"Is that all?" Lucas asked.

"Yes. Now you should probably go. We are broken up after all." She could have sworn she saw him cringe.

"Yea, your right." He stood up to leave. He cringed when she said that they were broken up after all; he hid it quickly though, but how could he not cringe he loved her?

"Bye" she said shutting the door on him. She slid down the door sobbing. She must have been there for thirty minutes. Once the tears came they wouldn't stop coming. Brooke both felt the door vibrate behind her back and heard a knock on it.

"One second." She said. She stood up wiped her tears and then opened the door.

"Brooke? What's wrong?" he asked.

"Nothing, what would make you think something was wrong?" she asked.

So what do you think? next ch is already written so review!!! Who is Brooke's guest? What do you think so far? (be warned i love the braley, brachel, brouth, and brathan friendships (oh and I love Karen/Brooke 2!)