Disclaimer! ------ I do not own Twilight, I am no where near smart enogh to come up with a great story like that.

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Flashback – 12 years earlier

"Don't worry Bella, we'll…" I paused before continuing, "I'll be back in a week. Just stay safe."

"I know, but you're not even gone yet and I already miss you." My angel replied with teary eyes.

"Shhhh, don't cry, I'll be back before you know it. You have my cell number, everything will be fine, call me if you need anything." I replied as he wiped her tear away, angels shouldn't cry. And then I kissed her, "Promise me you'll stay safe?"

"I'll try," and with that I was gone.

(Edward's POV) Present day

"EDWARD!" Rosalie screamed at me, "Stop moping around! She is dead! Dead! Do you here me? There is nothing you can do to bring her back, and in the mean time I don't want to live with a – "

"Rose! That's enough! We're not starting going to start this again. Bella was a part of the family, our family." Alice loudly interrupted. Of all the people, Alice was hurt the most, after me that is. Bella and her were like sisters, and to her she just lost her best friend. She was the only one who came the closest to knowing what I actually feel.

"That was 12 years ago!" she screamed back. "Twelve bloody years I've had to put up with this! He was miserable before Bella, but now, it's just worse!" she was hysterical now and slowly starting to sob tearless cries. "I can't stand it anymore, seeing him everyday, sad and more lonely than the previous… I …. just …. can't!"

"Rose, I'm…" I had no idea what to say. I never knew or even thought Rosalie thought that way, or even felt that way. Big shocker and not just to me. " I have no idea what to say… I'm sorry for how I am, I just can't get over her. There will be no one else, no one can replace Bella. No one"

And with that said, I ran up to my room and starting blasting some Linkin Park to drain out everyone's thoughts so I could only here my own. The thought that haunted me, ever since that fateful day. The day where everything changed, the day I wanted to die.

I remember it as if it was yesterday, the thoughts that never go away. They're always in my head, unable to get rid of them.

Flash back (edward's POV)

As soon as I got back from Alaska I drove as fast as I could, eager to see my angel's face, to see her blush, to hear her heart beat, to smell her smell and just to be with her.

But when I arrived there, I didn't get to see my angel's face. What I saw horrified me. I saw Chief Swan and huddled in a chair crying, holding a picture of some one. He looked like a mess, as if he hadn't eaten or slept in 5 days. What scared me the most though was the thought swarming through his head.

"Bella, why you? Why did you have to leave?"

"I shouldn't have left that night, it's all my fault."

This had me puzzled, all I could think of is no, not my Bella, anyone but her. But his thoughts got worse.

"How am I going to tell Edward?"

"She's gone, gone forever. What am I going to tell Edward?"

The last thought scared me, it echoed in my head "gone, gone forever."

I panicked, not knowing what to do; I drove home at speeds I never knew I could drive. By the time I got home I was a wreak. I ran into the house and started destroying everything I could touch. It took all of Jasper, Emmett and Carlisle's strength to hold me down. I told them what I had heard. None of them believed it, Bella dead? They thought I was joking, until I started crying tearless cries.

Charlie called the next day, a call that I couldn't handle. A call that destroyed my life. Bella was dead.

Bella had gone over to Angela's house for a sleep over, something that she never did. I guess she went because Alice wasn't around. But while they were doing whatever girls do at sleepovers, some one had broken into the house.

Broken into the house. Some how. There was no sign of forced entry, no sign of any struggle at all. But some how Bella, my angel, was brutally stabbed to death.

I wasn't able to protect her. I broke my promise. I had failed her. Failed my angel, the one thing i swore not to do. I had let her down, and now I had no reason to live.

Tis the end of chapter one. Sadly :(