THIS FANFIC CONTAINS RAPE, SEX AND OTHER THINGS NOT SUITABLE FOR PEOPLE UNDER 14!

This is an yaoi fanfic, don´t like it, don´t read it. RATING: +14

A broken mind

Chapter 1

The rain was pouring down outside, you could see a small figure walking on the side without an umbrella. His clothes plastered to his body, many would have said he was in the wrong place, that he didn´t fit in, in the environment. That was true but Ogata Yamato had never fitted in.

Opening the door stepping inside, shaking of all the water not caring what his parents would say, they never cared about anything else than their image to the outer world. That was when he heard voices coming from the living room, his father and mother were watching the TV. Trying to be as quiet as possible Yamato tiptoed up the stairs t his room closing the door with a small thump. Sitting down on his bed, Yamato let himself relax at last. It wasn´t too easy, to live a normal life when half of the High school population hated you. Sighing Yamato lied down on the bed, not having the strength to take of his clothes. Fridays were the worst.

Yamato woke up hearing steps in the stairs, creepily a lot like his fathers. It never ended well when his father came, especially after what he said yesterday. A cold shiver went down his spine, praying that he would just walk by. Not hearing the door opening, Yamato let himself relax. Too early, panic shot through his body when he felt a cold hand gripping his neck, throwing him of the bed on the floor. He felt a sharp pain in the back of his head when he had connected with the nightstand.

"Did you really think I would let you off easy?" Ogata Yoshiro´s breath was hot against Yamatos ear. "Did you?" Not answering the question made Yoshiro angrier; who did the boy think he was? Hitting him once again, this time in the stomach Yamato gave a sound more like a wince than anything else. Yes, Yoshiro was stronger than he looked, a lot stronger. Yamato knew that his father had black belt in karate and Judo. He was no match for his father. Pushing him down on his knees, Yoshiro gave him one of his crazy smiles; no one who saw him could believe that he was a pedophile in any kind of way.

Yamato knew what he had to do, and even if he had done it many times before, it still always made him want to puke. His eyes were shady and he didn´t see too well in the room, he could only feel when Yoshiro forced him to take his penis into the mouth. Giving out a moan, Yamato felt like he would die of shame. Yamato hated it how he would trust into his mouth keeping him still, and how he would touch his body. But he wouldn´t let Yoshiro see his displeasure or how bad he felt.

The hot seed spilled into his mouth the taste made Yamato want to gag and puke, doing neither he felt a pair of hands on his body forcefully taking of his clothes pushing him on to the bed. "No…, please no don´t…" He didn´t know what to do he had no strength to fight his father off him. A maniac grin spread on his father's face and he could feel a hand traveling down his leg and his inner thigh. Trying to move away from the unpleasant touch, was he received with a hard hit to the face. The pain that spread in his body when Yoshiro pushed himself into Yamatos body made him want to cry, what had he done to deserve this. He sounds his father made was gross, he was not going to give his father the pleasure to see that he was in pain, never. The hard trusts into his body were painful and the only thing he wanted was for them to stop.

"You don´t like it? Aren´t you taking it up your ass often you son of a bitch, you´re a real whore don´t think I don´t know." The anger in Yoshiro´s voice was visible; it was to no use trying to get away. How long this was going on, Yamato had no idea. With many new bruises and marks on his body left Yoshiro at last the room laughing for himself when he closed the door. Lying on his bed unable to move because of the pain drifted Yamato slowly off to sleep.

Waking up to the sunshine outside was not as nice as usual. The pain and the memories of the night before made Yamato puke. His life sucked, why could he not have a normal life?

"Fuck…" Not wanting to lie there on the dirty sheets with dried cum on them, stood he up with shaky legs.

Throwing all of the sheets in the laundry basket waiting to be cleaned by their house maid Ekihara-san, a middle-aged woman with a nice smile who took care of the house. He heard a knocking on his door; he pulled the sweater over his head before he sat down, not wanting her to see him hurt.

"Yes?" Ekihara-san gave him a worried look before she opened the door completely stepping in to the room with a pile of clean clothes in her hands.

"You´re clothes Yamato-kun." Not looking up from the book, he had snatched from his bookshelf, the title Othello visible from where Ekihara-san stood. Yes, Yamato liked to read, not something you would connect him with but he liked to read he had more than 400 books in his room, and it certainly wasn´t any comics or magazines. First when the door shut behind her let Yamato out a pained hiss, it felt like he had a few broken ribs.

Putting on a band-aid before he walked down the stairs, heading out to buy more painkillers from the drugstore, he knew that popping painkillers was bad but it took the pain away.

The streets were empty, a few old women was chatting among each other not caring for a lonely teenager walking down the street. Stepping into the store, expect for a young man in his twenties and Yamato was the store empty. Taking three bottles of painkillers from the shelf, putting them on the counter and taking out his money, Yamato didn´t care of the look the shop assistant gave him.

"Are you sure you don´t want the weaker painkillers?" she had a bottle of 400mg pills in her hand, while looking at the 800mg pills on the counter.

"No." giving her the money and leaving the shop before the annoying woman would continue with her questions, she could keep her worry for herself.

It wasn´t as she really cared for his well-being.

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