I'm Crazy For Loving You

By: Brown-Eyes

Disclaimer- I don't own the song "Crazy" or the characters…but I hope to own Christian…someday…

Summary: Another letter Christian writes to Satine…bit it's not a happy one. He's writing right after she tells him she doesn't love him…

Note- Happy St. Patty's Day!



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Satine,

When you said you loved me...did it mean a thing? When I sang to you...when your lips met mine...did you feel a thing? Did you ever ache for my touch...as I do for yours? Did you ever love me...did you ever feel a thing?

Or was it all a game? Some silly love sick delusion that you had made for my naive heart? Was I just a puppet that you enjoyed toying with? Was I just another conquest...another heart you managed to destroy? Did you ever mean it when you said, "I Love You Christian"?

No, I suppose not. You don't know what love is. When I was giving you my heart and soul...you didn't even notice. When I smiled only for you...you couldn't even see. When I whaled for you to love me again...you didn't even care.

No, you don't even know the meaning of the word LOVE. All you know is greed and ambition. All you care about is if you get paid more not. That's all you know and understand.

So that's what I'll do for you, Satine. Since everything this I gave you meant nothing...I'll give you what you really I want. I'll pay you. I'll pay my WHORE...My Sparkling Diamond.



I'm crazy for trying

and crazy for crying

And I'm crazy for loving you....

Christian



"Crazy, I'm crazy for feeling so lonely

I'm crazy, crazy for feeling so blue

I knew you'd love me as long as you wanted

And then someday you'd leave me for somebody new.

Worry, why do I let myself worry?

Wonderin', what in the world did I do?

Crazy for thinking that my love could hold you

I'm crazy for trying and crazy for crying

And I'm crazy for loving you.

Crazy for thinking that my love could hold you

I'm crazy for trying and crazy for crying

And I'm crazy for loving you.

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A/N- Hope you guys enjoyed it. I know not one of the happier letters…but it is how he must have been feeling at the time. Well please read and review! Oh and don't those lyrics at the end fit perfectly?