1.
Darkness encircles the fallen mind. It drags you down into the deepness and makes you swallow the poison that you have been fed. You cry out but no one wants to hear your selfless calls. They leave you for dead and take away your possessions. They torment your lifeless body and make a mockery of your suffering. They laugh in the wake of your tear stung eyes and tremble not when you rise. You move fiercely through their wickedness and suffer through their painful blows. Some catch on and knock you back to your knees. Though, you rise up again and this time you walk away. You say nothing to your tormentors. You take back all the tears you have shed. You smile as you see the brightness in front of you. You turn around and give a cheerful bow with a wave to them. They wave back with sad looks on their faces. They start to cry as you walk further. The light starts to swallow you. They start falling to their knees and reaching for you. They want you back with all their hearts. They yell out in sorrow. It hurts them to a point where every once in a while they can't breathe. You walk on into the bright light that has almost completely engulfed you. It hurts them as they see you go. They never meant to lose you. They never thought that they would go this far. They never thought that something like this could happen. Though, it is okay for you. You disappear into the light and they close the lid to your life.
Sickness is all around you. The disease has spread to everyone that you know. Or did you really know them. Did they ever really know you? The old them starts to fade and you see the true colors of their flesh and insides come out. You see the horrifying them that you never thought would be true. They start eating at others until they are worthless and then they move on. They keep attacking people until they feel better about their grotesqueness. They start to eat others happiness away. They are the tormentors in this scene. You never thought that this would be so. You hide behind your small wall. They never find you. They never wanted to. You start to cry as you realize the reality. You are alone in this world and forever will be. You have always been alone and that will never change. The people that you know change while you remain the same. They disappear while you stay visible as an invisible. You realize that nothing that you love or enjoy will ever stay with you. It will get taken from your thin grasp and be hidden where you will never see it again. This is your reality and this is the real world in which you must take the suffering. This is the disease plagued land where you must live and fight for your cure. To end this you must not be afraid to fall. To survive you must take all your torment with no surprises. Take your life away from the diseased and create a new life for your own. You must run away from the others. You must make a mask and hide behind it with your secrets, lies, and utter most fears. You must learn to survive on your own. You must learn to not believe. You must be aware of everything. Trust nothing. Trust no one. Not even yourself.
2.
They suffocate you. They tell you what you have to do and when. They let you have no freedom. No choice in your actions. You are forced to do something that kills you piece by deathly poisoned piece. It makes your heart stop whenever they mention it. It makes your breathe stop cold. They watch as you suffocate slowly but do they care. No. No one cares as you sink into the deep depression that you see as your mournful life. You want to cry. Though you never let anyone see you. So you hold it in. You keep your feelings and emotions built up to the point where you don't even know when you're going to explode. They torture you with your fears and weaknesses. They laugh at what you saw as your accomplishments. They kick you as you fall and while you are down. No one sees it but you are kicking yourself as well. They make you scream in terrorizing agony. They laugh at your painful howls. They pretend like it is fun. They judge you with kindness. Though you know that on the inside it is dislike and cruelty on which they base your personality. They see you as the prisoner in which they must punish. Even though you committed no crime. You watch as everyone around you smiles. You even smile. Though it is fake. Everything about you is fake. You live your life in a lie in which you hope no one discovers. You watch as everyone is joyous and that just tempts you more.
3.
Why are you so scared. Why do you worry about the things that have not happened yet. You sit alone in your little world wilting away by the power of forces that you don't see. Only believe. Why do you let yourself deteriorate. Why do you let them push you around to the point where you aren't even sure who you are anymore. Why do you let yourself become the puppet and have other people pull your flimsy little strings! You let them step on you. You let yourself hide and cower down when you know that you are stronger than they are! You show weakness to the ones that hurt you. You are the reason why you fall. Why do you do that. Why do let them see weaknesses that aren't there. Why do you not show them who you really are? You think they hate you. You think that no one wants to be around the person you are on the inside. You think that no one will even look at you if you hide. If you let them see the real you, they will stare with distaste. Is that why you hide? Is that why you become a life-less puppet? Is that why you suffer inside and out with a disease that no one notices. Is that why you contemplate it? You don't have to hide. You don't have to worry. No one thinks that you are to be pushed on the outside of their world and thrown into an abyss. No one actually sees you as the monster that you see yourself as. Don't cower and hide anymore. Don't let yourself wilt away into your state of absolute isolation. You are better than that and it is time that you finally realize it. You need to stand up as you are and let others see your darkness shine as bright as a dimed sun. I'm sorry you ever felt the way that you did. Well goodbye. I wish you could have stayed. I wish I had told you sooner.