Didn't get around to proof reading it... Ah well. I dunno what the kiddos these days put before the fic anymore. Enjoy? Not fully sure how to make it spaced out nicely, and I'm sleepy so I don't feel like trying to figure it out
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I stumble into the classroom. Only five minutes late this time. Luckily I'm a quiet student so the teachers don't mind. I go sit in the back as usual. By the window. The window panes make me think of my pain. They sound the same, but are spelled differently. Life is so hard. I angst back here and no one bothers me. Woe is me. I'm too sleepy for this bullshit. Angst is all I feel. I need my cookies. I can't function until I have had them.
I reach into my bag, and am met with disappointment. I forgot the cookies. What will I ever do now. Why do I keep breathing. Why. Why. I pick up my bag, and get up to leave.
"Excuse me, Kris, you only just got here!" The teacher said. I shrugged and kept going. I need my cookies. She can back the flip off. Like, dang man. Dang. I just skedaddle. Don't have time for her. Need my cookies. I just can't even.
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As I walk back to my room, I run into someone.
"What in the diddlyfuck" I grumble as I shove them aside. I think is was a night class student, but I really don't care. They're too angsty. Even for me.
"Hey.." I hear coming from the trees as soon as I step outside. I look over and see a shadowy figure. Lurking.
"Oh, hey bro." I wave. He steps out of the trees and hands me some cookies.
"I could sense this." He says as I shove cookies into my mouth. I am about to thank him, but he's returned back to the darkness. I just shrug, and I figure that I've missed so much of class that there's no point in going back. Maybe I will find my friend. Maybe I will roll eggs into the night class dorms. My bro always has eggs that are ready to be rolled. I'm sure he will be there waiting for me. He knows things. Like how to get into the night class dorms.
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I arrive at the trees near the night class dorm.
"Close your eyes." I hear. I do as I am told. I am ready. I feel my body being picked up.
"Okay, open them." I hear after I am set down on my feet. I open my eyes, and there stands my friend. As I knew, he had his arms full of cartons of eggs. We look into each others eyes, and nod. We walk through a door, and are in the dorms. We silently step around, opening doors and rolling eggs in. I honestly don't care if they know or not. I still get to roll eggs. That's all that matters.
"Oh hey, wait a second bro. I need to test my blood sugars." I drop the eggs, and sit down on a not egg covered part of the floor. I pull out my tester, and poke my finger. I squeeze out the blood so that I can let the test strip suck it up, and know how my blood sugars are.
Before I can reach the test strip, someone grabs my wrist.
"Bitch excuse me!" I look up at one of the night class students. He is holding my wrist.
"You're bleeding.." He brings my hand close to his face.
"Yea, I'm trying to test my blood sugars. I'm diabetic. So, can you not." I elbow him in the gut, and go back to what I was doing. He lets go of my wrist, and before he gets the chance to grab it again, my friend throws a ninja star. It bounces off of him. It was a paper ninja star. I look over at my friend, and he just shrugs.
"Well that was rude." The night class student says.
"Grabbing someone's wrist and being weird about their blood is rude." My friend throws another paper ninja star at him.
"Aido." Some other night class student says. This 'Aido' person stands up straight, and looks right at him.
"Lord Kaname! I-I'm sorry!" He bows. Alrighty then.
"Oh mighty Lord Kaname!" I yell as I raise my hands up.
"Lord Kaname let us bask in your glory!" My friend yells as he reaches out to Kaname, while also throwing a paper ninja star. It hits his hand, and leaves a small paper cut. The paper cut instantly heals.
"Lord Kaname teach us your healing secrets!" I scream as I fall to the floor. My friend throws more paper ninja stars at him. He looks very unimpressed. My friend throws down a smoke bomb, and the next thing I know, we are outside.
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"That was fun." I say turning to my friend. Oh wait, my friend has gone already. I shrug and head back to the day dorms. I have some things I need to do. I don't remember what, but I am sure there are things I need to do. I will probably just end up eating some snacks. Snacks are good. I don't know what I would do without them. My life would be meaningless. A snackless void of sorrow and suffering. Oh the suffering. No one will ever understand my suffering. The suffering of not having snacks. It's torture.
While lost in my angst, I wasn't paying attention to where I was going. I bumped into someone, and ended up on the ground. I look up to see who it is, and it is the edgy angst kid.
"Watch where you're going." He grumbles.
"No, dude with the old person hair, you watch where you are going." My friend appears behind him as he says this.
"What do you mean old person hair?" Angst dude snaps.
"It's grey. Like old people hair. Why is it like that? Are you an old person?" My friend asks, moving his hand to touch his hair.
"Hey! Don't touch me!" Angst dude smacks my friends hand away.
"Angst dude, be nice!" I scold, waving my finger.
"That's not my name." He glares at me.
"Okay, then what is your name?" I ask. He seems hesitant to answer.
"Zero." He says.
"What kind of name is Zero? Is it because you are nothing?" My friend tries to touch his hair again.
"Hey! I said not to touch me!" He smacks my friends hand away again.
"Would it be better if I said no homo? Are you worried you may catch the gay?" My friend once again reaches for his hair.
"What? Who even are you? Are you even a student here? You're not even wearing a uniform!" Zero yells at my friend.
"That's my bro." I answer, even though he wasn't asking me. Zero glares at me. Zero looks back at my friend. Then back to me. Then back to my friend… Well, where my friend used to be. He vanished again. He does that.
"What the shit." Zero grumbles. I reach for his hair. My friend made it look like fun to try and touch. It angers the angsty teenage old man. His suffering fuels me.
"Hey! You don't get to touch it either! What is your problem!?" He smacks my hand away.
"Psh, bite me." I say as I reach for his hair again.
"What was that?!" He looked shocked and annoyed.
"Bite me angst teenage old man." I reach for his hair again. For a second it looked like his eyes went red. He smacks away my hand, and runs off somewhere. I must find him. I need to touch his hair. Maybe if I touch it, I can absorb some of his angst. I need some more of that. There's no such thing as too much angst.
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"Well shit biscuits." I say to myself as I realize that I'm lost. I ended up wandering away from the school, and into town. My mind was elsewhere. I had no clue I was coming to town. Guess I'll get some ice cream or something while I'm here.
"Excuse me, miss?" A child grabs my wrist. "I'm lost and can't find my mommy." It says.
"Well that sucks. Maybe you shouldn't have wandered away from her." I shrug, and continue walking. The kid is still holding my wrist. Dang that kid is strong. I actually have to stop walking.
"Dude let go of me." I look at the kid. No way is it more than 10 or something. I really don't know.
"I'm lost, and can't find my mommy." It says with a deeper voice.
"Oh look, there she is, better go run to her." I say pointing in a random direction. The next thing I know, the kid is pulling me into an alley. Why the heck is this kid so strong? Ah well. The alley is dark. Seems like a good place to angst as a super strong child probably kills me. There's some shadowy figure deeper in the alley. That's creepy.
"Kid please fuck off." I say as I kick the back of its knees. It doesn't even budge. Its head starts to slowly turn to face me. It has red eyes. Glowing red eyes. The angst is strong in this one I guess. That's always nice. Angst is pretty cool.
"You smell sweet." The kid says in some raspy voice.
"Uh, thanks?" I probably smell bad though. I think I forgot deodorant.
"Your blood… Smells sweet." The shadowy figure says, as it slowly moves closer.
"Ah crap, my blood sugars are probably a bit high then. I knew I forgot something! I forgot to give insulin for those cookies. It happens sometimes, okay! Everyone does it." With my free hand, I reach for my insulin pump. I don't get to even turn the light on before my free arm is no longer free. The shadowy figure is now next to me, and holding my arm. The next thing I know, I feel a sharp, warm pain on my neck.
"Dude what." I try to shove away the shadowy figure, but just end up standing there with my hand on a boob. Whoopsies.
I hear a gunshot, and the shadowy figure person is gone. I hear the kid let out some sort of animal like noise. Another gun shot, and the noise is silenced. I look over, and see another shadowy figure. This one was coming into the alley though.
"Okay okay just not the face please." I sigh, awaiting my eternal slumber.
"Come on." It says. I recognize that voice.
"Angst dude?" I say as I realize that my vision is blurry. I am feeling kinda lightheaded. This is definitely not what I had planned for today. Then again, I didn't have anything planned. I just kinda rolled with the day. Strange day though. Maybe I need to have my days planned.
"That's not my name!" He says. Ah, it's Zero. He grabs onto my arm, and starts to pull me out of the alley.
"Can I try your gun?" I ask, reaching for it. I notice the blood covering my arm. Dang my neck makes a lot of blood. Maybe I should utilize this, and test my blood sugars.
I see Zero open his mouth to say something, but then my legs decide to not do their thing. Guess it's nap time.