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Abandon
As I observe the great universe through the massive planetarium, my eyes focus on the luminous planet Venus. Graced with many names such as Ishtar and Kileken, only one comes to mind. My thoughts averted from the beauty of the white planet to the beauty of the older man, Akio Ohtori. Disregarding the devilish derogative of his name and actions, the other of multiple meanings could mean that the long legged older man is, in fact, a descendant of the goddess or beauty. To be the center of his constant attention, makes me feel like a princess.
Swayed by his suavity, I became more and more aware of just how permeable my heart is everyday. Akio soon broke off his engagement with Kanae after I graduated from Ohtori Academy. After a series of events, I discovered his intentions. I concluded from his previous actions that he was only toying with my mind to obtain the power of his twin brother, Dios. After much denial on his part, and disbelief on mine, it was revealed that he had more than one intention with me.
Days of awkwardness and pensiveness came after his decision to tell me that he genuinely loved me. However, I am fully aware that Akio Ohtori, Lucifer, still craves the power of Dios. Nearly one year passed by without being able to accept—or reject his offer. During that year, a debate ensued between the two parts within me; the part that strived to become a prince and protect Anthy Himemiya, the dark witch and sister of Akio Ohtori, and the part of me that swoons over the devil himself.
Something terrible happened that ended my weak and undecided period instantaneously. It only proved to me which path is fit for me to follow. I failed to protect Himemiya. I was unable to stop her from one of her several suicidal attempts—although this was her last.
A/N: This is the end of chapter one, I hope you enjoyed it! Please read it and leave reviews! I plan on updating again this week, but it may have to wait until the weekend. I'm kinda busy this weekend because I'm doing some singing business and have other matters to attend to.