A+E

Disclaimer: I don't own Ashes, any of the characters, Goldfrapp or their song A+E.

It's a blue, bright blue Saturday,hey hey

And the pains starting to slip away,hey hey,

I'm in a backless dress on a pastel ward that's shining,

Think I want you still but it may be pills at work,

It's amazing, being back. I thought it was just a dream at first, but I was wrong.

Do you really wanna know how I was dancing on the floor?

I was trying to phone you when I'm crawling out the door

I'm amazed at you, the things you say that you don't do,

Why don't you ring?

But there's something wrong. Something…niggling at me. Gene.

I was feeling lonely, feeling blue,

Feeling like I needed you,

Like I'm walking up surrounded by me,

A+E

I was starting to get through to him. But he's still an enigma. A mystery.

It's a blue bright blue Saturday,hey hey,

And the pains starting to slip away hey hey,

I'm in a backless dress on a pastel ward that's shining,

Think I want you still but it may be the pills at work,

But I can't go back. I should feel alive. Better. But I don't. I feel worse. Dead.

How did I get to accident emergency?

All I wanted was you to take me out high,

I want to feel alive .I want it to be 1982.

I was feeling lonely, feeling blue,

Feeling like I needed you,

Like I hoped you'd call and hoped you'd see me,

A+E.

I want Gene.