Hey there. I am new here, and will be starting my first twilight fan fiction. Now, before I even begin, I am just going to tell you guys about the fic..

First let me start by saying I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT OR IT'S CHARACTERS. Next, this fic is going to be AU .

I thought of this fic just the other day and thought I could make it work.. Not everyone, but some, will be out of character, with a big twist,.

I despise Jacob Black with a passion, so sorry if there is some bashing of him in here.. You will find NO love between Jacob and Bella in this fic. Sorry, but that's just the way it is going to be.

This starts off right before Bella is sent to Forks, only she is not the same Bella we all know. For one, she didn't choose to move to Forks. She was sent to Forks. She is lonely, scared, feels rejected from Renee and is quiet as ever… shying away from everyone. She has been hurt, and doesn't exactly have that much trust in people anymore. She isn't exactly the danger magnet, but still a tad bit accident prone, and clumsy, but it's not dreadful.

Yes, the vampires are still vampires. That is something I would not change.

Now for a summary…

Bella Swan has just been sent to Forks to live with her father; the man who supposedly abandoned her and her mother when she was only a baby. With her mother sending her away she feels rejected and alone, shying away from everyone, who have been awaiting her arrival. She has a feeling Renee is keeping a secret from her.. That she isn't telling her the truth about why she has sent her away. She never had many friends, always keeping more to herself, lost inside a different world. Books. Fiction. An escape from the life she led. She went from a miserable life in Arizona to dark, rainy, cold Forks. Could things get any worse? Edward Cullen sees Bella and is immediately awe struck and also saddened. After one whiff of her he fears his own ability to resist her. Will he be able to resist? Or will he give into his thirst? Or maybe he could be the one to change Bella's life.. To make her feel whole. Alive. Loved. Will love be enough? Will it be strong enough? Or will dark secrets keep them apart?