Hey Guys :)

so this is my first story, any comments would be thanked (heehee, good or bad) and i hope you enjoy reading it as much i enjoyed writing it ;)

Lotsa love, Hellish - Panda - Bear

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Great, I hate the first day of school and being new and everything, fuck why did I agree to this? Oh yeah I remember now, they have the best trainer and sensei here, and that's important to me but still, I hated the attention. The only other time I got attention was when my mom's boyfriend hit me or used me for his on sick needs when my mom was away on business trips. That's why I "broke" my so-called mother's heart and pack my stuff up and moved in with my only true parent – Charlie. Charlie is just like me silent and introverted, we don't speak but always know what's going on with people around us, and just like me he doesn't take shit from anyone. You see my dads the police chief of Forks, my new home.

Ok so maybe you have no clue what I'm talking about so I'll start at the beginning, you see my name is Isabella Swan, but I prefer to be called Bells, it used to be Bella but that's HE called me, so I don't use that name anymore. I'm 17 and I play the Electric guitar, bass, rhythm and drums better than anyone I've ever known. Also mess with me and you will end up with something broken be it a wrist, finger, nose, foot or ribs, why? I'm a black belt kick boxer that has won world championships twice in my age group. That's also part of the reason I moved up here, the sensei they have here is said to be the best in the world I don't know why he chose here, but whatever. His name is Carlisle, he has a son that sees no point in kick boxing which I will never understand but fuck like I care. He also had 4 other children but I didn't know much about them. If I could I would drop out of school completely and just train all day, everyday, but I can't part of the deal of me moving up here was to stay in school and finish. One day I will be the best and no-one will stand in my way, they can try but will most likely fail.

Most people say I'm beautiful but it's wasted on someone like me `cause I've always been known as the freak. I have long brown hair down to the centre of my back and big brown eyes that make me look the height of innocence and full lips, my skin is so pale that you would have thought I had never seen the sun.

Well that's me basically nothing more nothing less, just your average plain Jane with anger issues and a screwed up life.

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God, what is that noise, if it's what I think it is that damn stupid alarm clock so does not value its little ticky-tock life.

Shit, school.

Well no more delaying the positively fabulous day that awaits, to the shower. After a shower with my favorite strawberry shampoo I pulled on a blood red long sleeved top with a bleeding rose on it, and black skinny pants along with my Doc's. Some people may call me gothic, but really I just dress in a way that expresses… me!!

After grabbing some thing to eat I got into my pride and joy-my blood red lambo with black leather- throwing my kick boxing kit into the back as I would go straight from school if I could to kick boxing, my training didn't start till 5 and school finished as 3 so I figured if I could I would warm up for my extra 1 and a half hours.

Anyway onwards to hell a.k.a school.

I got to school five minutes before the bell rang and so I figured I could go and pick up my time table and whatever else I needed. As I walked into the office I realize how cold it was outside, although the weather has never really affected me that much so I didn't bring a jacket.

"Ummm, I'm new here so I was wondering if I could get my time table,"

"Yes, what's your name dear?" oh god she is one of those constantly happy people, ugh how can they be so happy so early in the morning?

"Isabella Swan," I said almost robotically.

"O, yes of course dear, I'm Mrs. Cope, here is your time table oh and you will need to get this signed by all your teachers and hand it back to me at the end of the day, if you have any questions please don't hesitate to ask anyone."

"Thanks," was all I said before I left, please dear god if you love me at all you'll make sure no one even notices me. Please.

Oh god too late thanks a lot up there. The minute I walked out of the office people started staring and whispering. Today is going to be hell, please don't make me hit anyone.

"Hey, my name is Jessica I think in your first class, wanna walk together, let's walk together ok? I can already tell we are going to get along like a house on fire."

I wanted to set her house on fire, but I thought that that would not help my quest just to fit in, so instead I just said, "Sure."

My first three classes past in a boring blur, I already knew all this stuff, I learnt it two maybe three years ago back in Phoenix, I was always above my class, even in the advance program, it all just seemed so easy to me.

"Bellaaaaaaaaaa," Oh god Jessica's back, "do you want to sit with me and my friends today, you know we don't offer invitations out to anyone, your lucky."

"Umm, Thanks for the offer Jessica But I have stuff to do, so I can't," what I really wanted to say was, if I have to stand listening to you fucking jabber on about worthless shit about people and things I really couldn't care about I will hit you and then I will get into shit so this way you get to keep your nose intact and I get to stay out of trouble. And with that I walked away. Ha the look on her face was priceless.

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After lunch – which was peaceful once I got rid of Jessica – I had Biology, another worthless subject that I already knew all about, oh well guess I can just work on my new song I am writing to play on my guitar.

When I walked into biology it was already quite full so I took a seat at the only completely empty desk, good I could only hope that no-one else sits here. Ok so I guess from the looks people are giving me, someone dose sit here, well they can just get over themselves. That's when I saw him, a bronze haired boy that looked like he should be on the front of a magazine instead of in a high school biology class. That's when I noticed he was different, that's when I noticed that he never had a heartbeat, which could only mean one thing, he was indeed a vampire and by the looks of his eyes a vegetarian one at that. How strange I would have to find out about him some more, maybe be friend him. Ok so you may be wondering how on all that is holy hear that his heart was not beating, well you see I, myself am not completely human, I may have a heartbeat and blood flowing though my vain, but my blood is blue. You see I have heightened senses and I am indestructible, I can also control the elements of the earth, and people through their spirits although I haven't used this one ever except for when I found out about it so I suppose I could be called an elemental.

"Hey, I'm Edward Cullen and I guess we will be lab partners this year," he said in a voice that would make any heart melt, however I don't have a heart it is merely a black lump, but it still made it soften.

"Hey, I'm Isabella Swan but I prefer Bells," I said with probably the most emotion in my voice since I got here, which still isn't a lot but it is a start.

"Why not Bella?" he asked, I knew it was an innocent question but it still make me visually stiffen,

"No, just Bells," I said harshly and with that I got up, a little faster than a full human would have but to be honest all I needed now is to training and get the images of the past out of my head, and left.

I heard Mr. Banner, my biology teacher call my name but I didn't stop just sped up to get to my car so I could get to the training centre sooner. But when I got to my car I saw Edward leaning up against it, wow he was fast.

"Hey, I didn't mean to offend you back there I was just asking, I really am sorry." He said, and I could tell he really meant it. I stopped and sighed,

"It's fine, just please don't call me that again, ever,"

"Ok, I promise, so where you going to go now?"

"I'm going to your dad's kickboxing club,"

"Ag! Why would you want to do that?"

"Because, unlike some people I enjoy it and I do think I could beat you, even with you being a being a vampire and all, and I know I could give you a run for your money." And with that I pushed past him, got in my car and was gone before he could even blink, probably still in shock that I knew what he really was, and probably upset that he didn't know what I was. Ha ha I love being me some times, looking, smelling and acting like a full human, but known that I'm not really.

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When I walked into the gym I saw that there was a beginner's class in progress, ha I remember being in that class, it was so boring they just kept repeating the same thing over and over again. So I went to go and get changed into my black silk pants and blood red sports top. When I came out I saw my sensei Carlisle waving me over. So I went to see what he wanted, curious as to why he needed me while he was still teaching but whatever.

"Alright guys when you are in fighting stance and someone throws a jab to your head I want you to use your rising block and then counter throwing a cross punch, remember guys a jab is with your left hand and a cross is with your right, ok guys watch I'm going to show you what I mean, this is Bells she is a world champion and a is on black belt 3." Oh so he needed my help to show these newbie's what to do, I bowed then I stood in fighting stance in front of him and he throw a jab, I easily blocked with a left raising block and countered with a cross. I bowed to him and went off to the other floor where I started to warm up and practiced shadow boxing and working on the bags.

I must have lots track of time because before I knew it Carlisle was calling me to the main floor, "Ok bells I had one of my sons come down here to spar with you to see what we need to work on, remember we will be doing full contact and then some K1 ok?"

I nodded my head in reply and went to get my kit on, once I was done I saw a huge man standing on the floor, who I noticed was also a vampire.

I walked back onto the floor bowed, "Ok Bells, this is Emmett, my son just say when you get tired or if he is going to hard on you," he threw a warning glance at his son when he said that, and I saw Emmett pout a little, ha even Carlisle thinks I'm just a human, well we will have to change that.

"Os, sensei," was all I said before bowing to Emmett and standing in fighting stance ready to fight.

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Cliffy........................ oooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i know and i'm sorry but i have the next chap ready so review and i'll post it.. :P

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