Alone. Lost in confusion, but always puzzled. No longer in love but trapped in revenge. You were my eyes, my heart in human form, my thoughts and feelings always raw and open with you. My load of hope once, but now the envy you created that creeps in the shadows. My "world" was you and you left, like my eyesight. You were here for temporary. Temporary wasn't the pain I went through. The ache I felt. The burning in my chest that built up slowly. Be vigilant. Be careful for possible cruelty and evil. It even disguises as a heart filled with "love".You taught me that not every "I love you" is real. You gave it no more meaning. My sweet once soft Spot gradually turns into fear. Stone. Terror. Misgiving. My "everything" has stabbed my perception of love. Causing me to only feel one emotion. Hate. But I realize you must love yourself for hate does nothing but kill. Peace steadily comes along And replaces you, lost, misunderstood for days, weeks, months but I finally do gain something, I realize you are your own vibe. Match yourself. Compete with yourself. Who are we to judge someone? Who are we to say who to fall in love with? Or how to fall in love? What is love? Because you shouldn't ever have to contradict yourself if you have it, if you share it with your significant other. I found love where it wasn't supposed to be. You lurned me in knowing my weakness and motives for life. You used my blind as strength, my love as healing. As you show me, brainwash me, and what I didn't know existed. But finally I seek strength. My prayers have been answered. Your love was an addiction. Toxic and harmful. I have fallen deeply in my sunken place.No way out. There is no hope, no escape, no future. For this is what I was thinking but until nobleness crossed my path and taught me comfort, healing and gaining self love. However my open mind feels out of place in a small minded world. That's why I love my blind. I fell in love with you in the purest form. I fell in love with you on how you made me feel. I rather stay lost then be found by the wrong person. I found my true love. I found my gold. Your company was my delight. You told me everything I wanted to know. For once I haven't felt stranded. Or lost I finally found a meaning, a meaning to live, to seek another day, to rise once again. You showed be your desires that I've learned to want. You told me you were the walk devil before you knew me. You never believed in love. You said it wasn't real. However Time heals pain. Time heals everything. I healed your wounds with affection and devotion. You told me you have never found love, for humans are just too cruel and since you didnt have prejudice or judgment in your heart you made me feel special. You made me feel unique until I realized you were the one, and I didn't care about how you looked or what you wore. Or what you had or how much money. Our bond is created and an unique bond that can never be shared with anyone else but us. I loved you for showing me the right of way. Having an open mind showed me the true colors of the world and that a blind woman fell in love with Medusa.