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This is my new story, another BL story, please support this story just like you supported my other story. Thanks. It usually Brooke or Lucas POV. Please review.

CHAPTER: IF THE FEELING IS GONE

If the feeling is gone

Please don't pretend the you still love me

As I sat here scanning the memories of Lucas and I made, my eyes catches the one with the three of us, Me, Lucas and Peyton, it's always the three of us, and whenever the three of us happens, one of us always end of getting hurt, I always end that way. I mean I should have known right? Once a cheater, always a cheater. Once a backstabber, always a backstabber. And once a fool, always a fool, do I even need to specify which of that is which. It's obvious right.

I can see it on your eyes

And it hurts to admit it

I can tell that the feeling is gone

How could I not even seen it before, I mean after the school shooting I knew something deep down is wrong, I just probably denying it. Maybe because this time I really do wanna believe that he loves me. That he went for me because he loves me, not because he can't have Peyton.

All I ask, is just a little honesty

Though I know that you're not coming back to me

You know that I'll do anything to make you stay

But I just have to let you go

If the feeling is gone

That's why I made sure; I'd even asked Peyton if it's okay? If she still has feelings for Lucas, but I guess that's Peyton for you, she can make you feel she's worth the trust but you never know when she'll stab you in the back. The same Peyton Sawyer from the first part of our so-called triangle of a drama. She would just lie to your face and pretend everything's okay.

There's a sadness in your eyes

Though I try to conceal it

I can tell that the feeling is gone

And then there's Lucas, the clueless one, always the hero on the run, I mean Peyton's personal hero. But I really can't hold it against him right, I should be thankful to him for rescuing the one constant thing in my life, well I guess that's used to be one constant thing in my life, my so-called bestfriend.

All I ask is just a little honesty

Though I know that you're not coming back to me

You know that I'll do anything to make you stay

But I just have to let you go

If the feeling is gone

And as I made my way to his bedroom door, all I can hear is the voice of Peyton, Peyton really has the funny way of showing that she's sorry. And as I open the door to reality, well she's seating in my boyfriend's bed. Surprise surprise, I'm here.

All I ask is just a little honesty

Though I know that you're not coming back to me

You know that I'll do anything to make you stay

But I just have to let you go

If the feeling's gone

"I can't do this anymore" I told him and I went to kiss him on his head for the last time. And I went to the door.

I just have to let you go

"Brooke" I turned around looking at me, somehow I don't feel anything.

I just have to let you go

"I'm sorry" was the only word that follows, funny during our first break up that's the exact same words he utter.

If the feeling is gone

"Yeah me too", and then I walked out, walked out of my life

Stay

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